out with the truth...
Saturday, March 7, 2009 12:26 AM
okok...PPL!went pool today wif terr...i realise smth...i cannot play pool when my mind is on smth else...wadeva...i decided to stop smokin...blog song changed...as the chorus sings...i wanna make up right nw...i hav been stupid...very stupid indeed...time to wake up...frm a fuckin deep slp...face up to reality...n stop being the childish me...everythin happens for a reason...hw i respond to it is all that matters...i decide to stop smokin alr...dammit my hands keep shakin uncontrollably...but its juz for a shortwhile...im sry...mayb to u im nt one who honour my promises anymore...but believe me...it hurts to break promises...every promises i break...i wil bear my own consequences...for the rest of the promises...i wil go according to it...i wanna go bak to the past...to warn me of wads gonna happen...im determined to keep every single words i said...those which i hav nt kept too...i wil experience the price tad comes along...thr wil not b another person...who can make such a huge impact...i shall show u wif time...mayb u ppl wanna noe y i started smokin...believe me...i only smoke when it hurt the most...i finish my pack last nite...n tad shall b the last in a long long time...cauz wad i desired is...NO MORE DISAPPOINTMENTS...or u can call it...ATONEMENTLabels: izzit too late nw?