conclusion... life sux...
Sunday, October 26, 2008 10:29 PM
haiz...so many stuffs keep happenin arnd...Os is affected...my results r affected...fuck it...i hav no comments...cant u ppl juz leave me alone...?nabei kanina nobody create trouble n gets away wif it...u whr nt happy we come out cham siong...bring parang all wadeva...im nt afraid...all u bitches fuck out my life too...bunch of hypocrites...nid u then come n look for u...i dun nid u to " pretend to show concern "i dun even nid u to care...nobody does...n u bastard...dun use any events happenin to me against...wad i type is nt an area for u to make fun of...nt happy we come out settle...we settle once n for all the old way...fist fight...no other ppl involved...i fuckin hate my life nw...nobody seem to giv a shit...gonna MIA awhile...forgiv me for tis post...
i nid a punchin bag... the wall will do...
Saturday, October 25, 2008 11:19 PM
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sorry sorry sorry sorry
fuck tis song, its playin at the rong time...
hang on, everythin is happenin to me at the rong time...
go sort out ur feelings 1st...
if nt, u can nvr understand mine...
i love you...
conclusion - Os sucks
12:30 PM
my papers arent lookin bright...i think i btr do well for the remainin papers...changed blog song...its nw CRUSH by david archuleta...i chose tis song becauz...hmm bring bak fond memories...haha...blog again at nite!
eeeks... maths paper... screw it
Thursday, October 23, 2008 12:25 AM
well, one could sae tad fear is indeed scary...all tots r runnin thru my head...alot of "wad if"im nt afraid of o lvls anymore...im more afraid of the results...haha...afterall...such an easy chem paper was screwed pretty bad...went out to find darlin n get calculator n some lit notes...izzit me or did she look so diff...i guess its becauz i missed her pretty badly...wanted to spend more time wif her but she hav smth to do...sighs...my leg is achin very badly too...the left calves muscles is excruciatin...its lik u can hav cramps anytime...zzzoh well...missed darlin really badly!cant believe im gettin tortured by an emotion...exams sux, especially major ones...im wish i can juz close my eyes...n fall into a deep, deep slp......
zzz feelin extremely exhausting...
Tuesday, October 21, 2008 9:02 AM
well here im awaitin for my nxt paper...ytd chemistry was a disaster...dun remind of bad memories...i muz do well for tis...i guess its time i nid to seriously grow up...no longer the happy go lucky person anymre...i guess i nid to stop bein so ignorant lik the past...time to take responsibilities...funny isnt it...when u r small, u cant wait to grow up...nw tad u r old, u wish to go bak to the past...all the times we had, the balls we kick (haha)fights we gt into, all the times we had tgt...tis shall b memories to me...time to grow out of it...hope to catch up wif ya soon...after Os soccer at cage...I DUN CARE BUT TAD MORON ALKIN MUZ GO!
weeeeeeeee
Thursday, October 16, 2008 11:49 PM
practicals today...wasnt easy, but wasnt as hard as i expected...haha...after prac went to meet darlin...saw jeremy at compasspoint...he grabbed my collar...LOLglad to see darlin again after so long...she banned me frm seein her until after Os...so mean right?hahaa lil quiz tad i ripped frm darlin =)1.The way to win your heart?- shldn't it b the other way round for guys?2.What did you do last night?- tok, tok, and more tok!3.Do you have the same name as one ofyour relatives?- well i hav a cousin name sherwyn... a slight diff i guess...4.Are you looking for a boyfriend/girlfriend?- y would i do tad when i hav the best gal in the world? 5.One song that's meaningful to you?- thx for the memories by FOB6.Do you twirl or scoop your spaghetti?- swirl!7.Do you drink milk straight from the carton?- i cant c y nt?8.How long is your hair?- it is long til i cut it on my bdae, but the fringe stays!9.Do you like Batman?- batman is oso human, so am i. y nt lik myself instead?10.Who was the last person who told you they loved you?- my darlin <311.Addicted to anything?- my dearest gf only cauz the stupid Os keepin everythin away12.Do you like anyone now?- try askin whether i hate anyone13.When was the last time you sang out loud?- in the hall tis mornin, bz singin boys like girls songs14.What did you have for breakfast?- bread n bread (though i dun usually hav breakfast) 15.Is your birthday on a holiday?- well its recently except the nxt day i hav a major exam =.="16.Can you cook?- of cuz, its one of many ways to win a gal's heart XD17.Did you have a nap today?- does one on the bus durin ur journey home counts?18. What was the reason you got introuble last time?- fightin wif an elderly who is armed?19.What do you wear more, jeans or sweats?- jeans i guess, sweats r nt comfy!20.When is your birthday?- 15 oct, a few days bak21.Do you swear a lot?- well im nt exactly holy ya noe...22.Where did you get the shirt(s)you're wearing?- hmmm dunno! dug them out of my wadrobe23.Do you have any regrets?- hav, nt bein a rich man's son haha24.What was your first alcoholic drink?- grape wine, which isnt very "alcoholic"25.What color are your favorite shoes?- white! (nt a sch shoe)26.Who would you like to see right now?- well even if i say it out, i oso wont b able to c her27.Are you a social or antisocial person?- social person by nature, anti social by choice28.Have the cops ever come by your house?- wad do u think? *smirks*29.Ever been in love?- love is evil, it makes me feel im in ecstasy rite nw30.Ever had braces?- on the verge of gettin one last yr31.Who was the first person to reallybreak your heart?- the one whom i once loved the most32.What do you wear to bed?- anythin i feel comfy?33.Who was your first best friend andare you still friends with them?- well, wads a CLIQUE for?34.Who was the last person to disappoint you?- hmmm i dun really expect frm ppl so i guess my ans is a nobody35.Do you trust people?- i do, but i wil hav my doubts as well36.Who was the first person you talked to today?- countin frm 12am, it wil b my dearie!37.Who was the first person to text you today?- darlin!!!!!38.What was the first thing you didthis morning?- wake up n go bak to slp only to rmb i had Os practicals
sweet sixteen finally!
Wednesday, October 15, 2008 11:25 PM

after a haircut...
haha...
i was born on tis date 16 yrs ago...
glad to spend my 1st 4 hours of my bdae wif my darlin =)
lol went slp...
woke up and go to sch...
bunch of ppl wished me...
haha thanks to all...
khairul was lik "SEE U AFTER CLASS"
n mr ng was lik...
"GO GEYLANG CELEBRATE UR BDAE"
"TELL THEM UR BDAE THEN GT 15% DISCOUNT"
lol went to discuss stuff wif ak n chris...
ak n chris left...
studied wif cheng yang...
went tuition...
kena punched by qi yuan and tian chen...
haha thx all for the wishes...
thx ASSHOLES for the box of condom...
=.= ASSHOLES FOR LIFE!
haha i was right...
CHRISTOPHER CHAN!
2 hands r nt enuff for me to count the number wishes i got...
1st time im doin a quiz...
Tuesday, October 14, 2008 11:19 PM
Do you have a best friend?- best frenS u mean...Do you sleep with the door open or closed?- CLOSED of cuz, i tok 2 darlin b4 i slpAre you good at hiding your feelings?- of cuz! but thr is no point doin tad anymore =)Do you like to cuddle?- depends on who or what im cuddlinIs there any meaning behind your profile song?- who else is my heroine?Do you believe what comes around goes around?- yes juz lik what goes in muz come out (*grins*)How do you feel about change?- its totally neccessary when the time comesHave you ever cried from being so mad?- hav, when i was damn young!Has anyone ever told you have pretty eyes?- some say i hav handsome eyes, others say my eyes r scary (especially when i stare)Have you ever made anyone laugh when they were crying?- i guess soWhat are you listening to?- the stupid fire alarm that went off underneath my block, the bomb shelter thrWhere is the next place you will travel to?- DREAMS, after i tok 2 darlin of cuz!Do you say sexy a lot?- sexysexysexy! (is tad alot?)What is something you currently want right now?- i hav my darlin alr, wad more can i ask for?Are you typically a jealous person?- well u can sae so, but i tend to keep quiet bout itWould you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?- tad depends on hw much i love TAD personHave you talked about marriage with another person?- we tok bout tad all the time. isit?Would you consider adoption?- well if i hav a glow of goodwill, i wouldIf somebody liked you right now, what do you think is a cool way to let you know?- tell me in front of my darlin n suffer the consequences (muahahaha im evil wad to do?)Do you believe that you can change someone?- tad is IF someone is willing to change for me tad isWhat were you doing this morning at 7am?- my mom woke me up n i went bak to slpDoes it take alot for you to cry?- it did, until i met tis one person tad im lovin rite nwWhat time did you go to sleep last night and why?- 1 plus, i dozed off while waitin for my darlin to finish bloggin SOWWIE! T.TWhat is usually the first thing you do when you wake up in the morning?- check my hp for messages!What is usually the last thing you do before you go to bed at night?- tok 2 my dearest!Do you honestly care about what other people think about you?- sometimes i do, sometimes i dunHow much make-up do you usually wear?- guys who wear make ups under no circumstances r GAYS!Would you date someone who smokes?- y nt ask my some of me ex tis question?Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?- i guess it shld b YL (im actually sayin tis! somebody pinch me!)Who was the last person in your bedroom?- my mom, went in to off the lights LOLIs it cute when a boy/girl calls you Cute?- ppl always do tad, im beginnin to suspect tad they r gangin up on me!
tiring day indeed...
12:17 AM

NEOPRINTS WIF MARK CHERYL N DARLING!
(bottom left picture cute right?)
today was a rather fun...
mornin went 2 balestiar...
terr, mark, kovan, clarence n lionel was thr...
they gav me a ball...
thx alot ppl!
did abit poa n chem...
learn addition reaction...
hydrogenation nid nickel as catalyst...
crackin nid aluminium oxide as catalyst...
and the list goes on...
then after tad go mark hse play play awhile...
went to find the gals...
we went PS, watched house bunny...
stupid movie...
dunno y cheryl pick it anywayz...
then after movie...
we walked 2 orchard, CINELEISURE...
took neoprints...
as shown abv...
LOL...
after tad darlin go parkway look for her mom...
then i cabbed bak home...
thx clar, terr, kovan n the rest for the soccer ball!
thx cheryl n mark(?) for the samuel n kevin shirt!
thx darlin for the water bottle, strap and the "cute" plant...
haha...
once again HAPPY BDAE MARK CHER ZE RONG...
DARN!
its after 12, no more punches!
zzz dozin off
Saturday, October 11, 2008 7:32 AM
dint get much slp last nite...was tokin 2 my sweetheart...she sae she gt headache...so i put down the phone...yl sms me sae she bak frm msia le...zzz tot she stay overnite or smth...so thinkin tad sweetheart is aslp...went down n fool arnd...lol parkour arnd...the rest were so tired la...but they come down pei me...THANKS LOTZ!went bak home at arnd 5 plus...ME BEING SO SMART...LEFT MY HP AT HOME >.<then darlin sms me sae she bored...SOWWIE...slp awhile then woke up at 630...went for a jog...trainin my stamina...ran the whole of bishan park 2...as expected, thr r no cute gals arnd...CAUZ the only one i noe of is slpin away!I LOVE HER SO MUCH...clocked my timin...16.55mins...wtf?! so slow man!man i gotta start trainin...TARGET <15minscame bak...5 sets of 10 push ups n sit ups...BODY ACHIN EVERYWHR!ARGHHHHdarlin...get well soon...! XD
Everythin is started to pick up...
Wednesday, October 8, 2008 7:19 PM
guess tads it...CRITICAL MOMENT...arghh tis is killin me... guess things r gettin a bit organised...finally found the last guy for the soccer tournament...its 4 a side wif 1 sub...my last player is BREYANN...i guess our choice for choosin him cauz he is much of a utility player...well got signed up...hoped our application go thru...tis few days im goin 2 sch to study n clear all doubts at the same time...went to c mr phoon...apparently 45 mins wif him is much more useful...compared to the 1 whole yr of the eng lessons...then stay awhile wif reshveen, nelson, shengyi n khairul... do abit of work...wanted to send darlin home today...my phone backfired on me...FUCK IT...oh wells...i miss u alot my dear =(LOVE U...guess wad?! ITS RAININ NW!pardon me for my randomness...
Sunday, October 5, 2008 12:12 AM
i hate myself frm b4...i hate myself even more nw...so if u guyz c me on the streets...plz gimme a punch...its kindly appreciated...afterall nth hurt more then words...
last lap... wanna pause? FUCK YOU
Friday, October 3, 2008 9:06 PM
today was the last day of sch...woke up at 545...reached sch at 630...my last time playin soccer in the mornin...started off wif 4 players...terr n kovan one team...me n mark another...then gerard n yong quan came...after tad the full team was...team A me, mark, yong quan, marcus, moe, kenneth, shaun team B terr, kovan, ash, ben, chris, zhi hao, shi chin, ash, gerardwon 4-3...scored 2 goals...although we were 2 men short...but who cares...started the day wif SS...asked mr han n mr ng to tak a look at my SBQ...they were lik... FINALLY gerwyn did some work...wtf...then physics...slept for an hour...after tad recess...took my bag n zao...i pon chinese...went 2 tpy wif terr mark n kovan...mark was playin wif his fries...went home...prepare to meet darlin at bugis...i took 851...but dunno hw 2 drop...lol in the end found my way...darlin is very cute!then after tad go walk walk...walk finish...pei her tak bus go parkway parade...frm thr i took 76 bak home...fell aslp...went out dinner wif frens...came bak home...oh well...as o lvls draw closer...i can start to feel the pressure...determined to do my best...unsure whether i hav the time to though...well...wad can i sae?its nw or nvr...to everyone out thr...gd luk...lets all overcome tis...n oso to the rest...eoys r here...dun slack...study hard...especially u darlin!haha!goin bak do my history...cya peeps!
well... i guess its gdbye...
Thursday, October 2, 2008 11:26 PM
i hate gdbyes...its so heartbreakin...nope its nt wif my gf...im totally in love wif her...im sure she feel the same =) *winks*as the clock strikes 12 tonite...it wil officially b my last day of sch...lets go thru tis whole process once more...SEC 1i walked into the sch yard, lookin kinda blur dunno whr to go...i found my pri sch mates...they were all in the same class, except for me...1E1 was my class...a class tad will b closer to me then it seems...that were a start...of a new level of frenship...SEC 2one year past...the class the same...at times thr were conflicts n disputes...but tad was the best...i can eva hav...i guess this sayin is right..."only thru conflicts wil u all b closer"those were the days...we sit n slack...soccer whole day...til we drop dead...we wonderful clazmates lik u ppl...wad can i stil say?!SEC 3separation was tough...while it last...though we were split...we stil c each other...we joke arnd, laugh at one another...we were juz lik...a class last yr...but thr wil b a time...tad call for a change...we nid to accept it...as soon as it came...a bunch of frens i made...though nt as gd...but were reasonably close...3E6 is wad i call...dream theater : the show muz go on...SEC 44 yrs ltr on the 1st day of sch...i walked into the sch yard...tis time wif confidence in my smile...i tell myself...tis is whr i belong...as my sec sch life is comin to an end...i would love to wish all my frens...gd luk in ur future...n thx for the wonderful memories......
i love ta breeze...!
Wednesday, October 1, 2008 8:30 PM
btr blog if nw b4 i dun hav the chance to...HAPPY 2ND MONTH DARLIN!today marks the 2nd month of a beautiful journey...was tokin to her all nite long...haha but she wanna slp early...then i went to slp...woke up...then play com awhile...dang! FM is addictive...then dalin woke up...so i bathe n went to her hse...went to dhoby ghaut...took bus to parkway...walked frm parkway to east coast...went to sit on rocks at the beach...tok n tok n tok...juz hope we can stay thr foreva...then bought ice cream n eat XDsend darlin 2 parkway n went home...pizzas at home wif my dear cousins stealin my com haha...time flies...i really does...our 2nd month is here...our beautiful journey begins on the 1/08/08frm tad day onwards u wil nvr walk alone...i wil b thr for u always...no matter gd or bad...sweet or bitter...u wil nvr walk alone...u may ask me y...my ans wil b...becauz i love u so much darlin...!