School starting tomorrow and right after this post, i will hurry myself to bed. This holiday has indeed past like a flash, it seems that we just cant get enough of fun. The haze has really dampen the spirits towards the end of the holidays but nevertheless, im sure everyone enjoyed this long break. After a long while without school, makes me forget how does it feels like going for lessons in the morning, hanging around with my classmates, fool around with the teachers. I sure am going to school tomorrow in the highest of all spirits, taking everything that comes my way.

The date which hold special significance to me just passed and for those of you still wondering, yes 15 of october is my birthday. I have come to an age whr a certain level of restraint is withdrawn. This would probably marks the day of a higher level of self discipline, a self restraining order, booze and the sticks. Back then feeling young and invincible, i always yearn for this day to come, now that its already here, shruggin it off, its not too much of a big deal at all. Asking me how i spend my birthday, i spent with my fragments of memories which i input into songs. Different songs hold different stages of experience of my life. Reminiscing the past is something i enjoy doing, looking back at the wonderful memories while trying to keep the bad ones off my head. But i have to admit, it was an emo night, a very very emotional one...

School's out for way too much, there is barely 2 weeks left till it reopens. Projects are beginning to run smoothly but slightly behind time, its should be able to be cleared by the time school starts, hopefully. Chalet was just over, had fun, think deeply about stuffs, heart to heart talks and also wrecking havoc. i went to the chalet with much anticipation, afterall this is our first chalet together. Before i get started on the chalet, i went to visit zheng li at the hospital. Apparently his wound got infected and he will need to have it cleaned thoroughly. He is suppose to have a chalet right about now, unfortunately he still cannot get past the fate with doctor and nurses. OK back to the chalet, BBQ was good, with a little prawns left, which was eventually thrown away. Lots of unexpected guest, qi yuan, kenrick and even MOE! First night was a little jam pack, we were all like sardines squeezing into a can. Eventually we went to the beach to drink and have a heart to heart chats. Clarence, Terrence, Yong Quan and Chris are the main participants. The weather was kinda dry, as we took off our shirt and started talking. Got to know alot about them, and i still feel very fucked up. But it was a nice chat, realising what im doing, what i should do. Maybe if im stopped acting like a total douche, people would stopped looking at me like im one. Then again, if im not a complete douche, i would be unapproachable. The Mr-Nice-Guy side of me tends to only reveal when im wif a bunch of gd frens or when im wif juz one or two frens. I have no idea why, it became part of me. The douche was a mask, just like the cartoon and move "The Mask", Jim Carrey put on the mask on too many occasion till he sticks to him, giving him no way to remove it, making him a total different person. This is what i think im right now. Well, we'll see how it goes on to decide on wearing which mask. Second night more bustling, being a saturday, there were more bbq compared to ytd and it make our chalet looked like a ghost house as everywhere was having fun, making noises, bbq foods, all of them except us. Well we had our fun, no doubt this will remain in our memory for a long long time. Once again, thanks to Terrence and Mark's gf for making this happen.

Feel really shitty once again although im not gonna state why, but i hope this is just a short term kind of feeling. Because feelings which i though i lost came back all of a sudden, which made me ponder on alot of things. I hope it doesnt last for long, because my birthday is coming. The song playin now just made it worsen by alot - Thats what you get by PARAMORE

As the title suggest, two different extremes. Think about two different occasions; when you are at the what you think is the rock bottom of your life, an all time low and the highest part of your life, when u think u are totally invincible. Who are the ones that see you through it? Its not the moment at the point of time that matters, but have u realised that the people that see you through each and every turning point of your life is not as significant? Friends come and go, and its surprising how fragile a friendship can get if you think about it. Good friends come to a halt when a quarrel arises, be it guys or girls. They say that girls make better friends but from example, good friends of the same sex are much more prone to separation compared to good friends of opposite sex. This indeed is an example of the balance of life, but why is it such that the chances of good friends of the opposite sex tend to fall in love with each other? Its a growing trend for the world today, the maturity of a friendship into a relationship. Is it that hard to draw a line between good friends and lovers? Or is it just an uncontrollable feeling that invokes when friendships gets to a higher level? Will I be a victim of such a process?

Gerwyn Ho
In life, the most precious gifts is not friends, not love, not money but something way beyond, which is memories. This is where I shall leave all my memories, be it sweet, sour or bitter.
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