its called HOMECOMING
Saturday, January 31, 2009 10:33 AM
u might b the worse guy eva...
but u r certainly a gd brother...
i guess u r rite...
i shldnt let anythin affect me...
i heed ur advice...
i shall let go of my biggest weakness...
here n nw...
i wil b able to perform everythin to my fullest...
i wil nt disappoint anymore of our fellow brothers...
embraced by anger...
swallowed by hatred...
lets all giv it our best shot...
THE BOSS IS BAK...
tonite...
lets all drink to our heart's content...
becauz...
DRINKS R ON ME...
but u r certainly a gd brother...
i guess u r rite...
i shldnt let anythin affect me...
i heed ur advice...
i shall let go of my biggest weakness...
here n nw...
i wil b able to perform everythin to my fullest...
i wil nt disappoint anymore of our fellow brothers...
embraced by anger...
swallowed by hatred...
lets all giv it our best shot...
THE BOSS IS BAK...
tonite...
lets all drink to our heart's content...
becauz...
DRINKS R ON ME...
2 yrs ltr, wad wil become of me?
12:07 AM
went out today...
kena posted 2 ngee ann engineerin course...
ok la...
meet mark kovan n terr for pool...
was avg la...
win some lose some...
its life isnt it?
went play arcade...
basketball machine...
scored lik quite alot...
ok then went macs...
apparently a bunch of deyi guys diao me...
dint pay much attention to them anyway...
went home...
gambled...
i recuperate my loss...
tads gd...
nw thinkin of appealin else whr...
wad shld i do?
a big question mark!
i dun wan u to pick up whr u left off...
im askin u nicely to fuck off...
cauz u noe the ans...
its definitely a no...
haiz...
smth rong...
i think im playin chess...
everyone seem lik a pawn to me nw...
guys...
im sry for nt being wif u...
i dun wanna make u one of my pawns...
afterall...
wad im doin...
shall reflect bak to me in the future...
when tad day comes...
i wil b judged...
and i wont let anyone close to me hav any of it...
kena posted 2 ngee ann engineerin course...
ok la...
meet mark kovan n terr for pool...
was avg la...
win some lose some...
its life isnt it?
went play arcade...
basketball machine...
scored lik quite alot...
ok then went macs...
apparently a bunch of deyi guys diao me...
dint pay much attention to them anyway...
went home...
gambled...
i recuperate my loss...
tads gd...
nw thinkin of appealin else whr...
wad shld i do?
a big question mark!
i dun wan u to pick up whr u left off...
im askin u nicely to fuck off...
cauz u noe the ans...
its definitely a no...
haiz...
smth rong...
i think im playin chess...
everyone seem lik a pawn to me nw...
guys...
im sry for nt being wif u...
i dun wanna make u one of my pawns...
afterall...
wad im doin...
shall reflect bak to me in the future...
when tad day comes...
i wil b judged...
and i wont let anyone close to me hav any of it...
Labels: its life n lies for nw...
its a do or dont kinda thing
Friday, January 30, 2009 1:16 AM
went out wif wm, kx n marcus today...
met kx n marcus...
went ps to eat...
then wait for weiming...
went cathay watch the wedding game...
its hilarious...
but its so sweet towards the end...
aww~
halfway thru the movie i dropped my hp n cant find it...
then after tad they call n call...
my hp in silent =.="
wm hp ringtone is a catwhistle...
n it rang...
zzz
then he dropped his psp in the cinema...
went we come out of the toilet then he realise...
zzz
after tad went play pool...
they all so pro...
i play halfway lik suddenly no mood...
sian
then after tad went bak 2 noel...
met up wif the gang...
then we head home...
accompanied by vincent...
sianz...
tmr results...
fuckin scared...
i wan go NP...
PLZ PLZ PLZ PLZ...
well...
face up to reality...
tads wad i can do for nw...
nt doin so well recently...
met kx n marcus...
went ps to eat...
then wait for weiming...
went cathay watch the wedding game...
its hilarious...
but its so sweet towards the end...
aww~
halfway thru the movie i dropped my hp n cant find it...
then after tad they call n call...
my hp in silent =.="
wm hp ringtone is a catwhistle...
n it rang...
zzz
then he dropped his psp in the cinema...
went we come out of the toilet then he realise...
zzz
after tad went play pool...
they all so pro...
i play halfway lik suddenly no mood...
sian
then after tad went bak 2 noel...
met up wif the gang...
then we head home...
accompanied by vincent...
sianz...
tmr results...
fuckin scared...
i wan go NP...
PLZ PLZ PLZ PLZ...
well...
face up to reality...
tads wad i can do for nw...
nt doin so well recently...
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Thursday, January 29, 2009 12:32 AM
hmmm...
sch's up for everyone...
nt for me!
woke up by my mom again...
rushin me to get done wif dressin up...
we went anchorvale to the temple...
pay respects to my late grandparents...
after tad we went loyang dua pek gong temple...
its was very smoky...
i fuckin regret wearin my G2000 shirt...
so hot n stuffy!
nw gt smell somemore...
they gt tis thingy let the "god of fortune" bless u...
$12 per go...
knn its super duper scam lor...
gimme the costume and i can do it for free...
dunno y r the adults so over it...
they "zhuang shen nong gui"
r they really respectin the deity...
or r they usin their name to make money?
r they really worshippin them?
anyway, the smoke make my eyes fuckin irritated...
my G2000 shirt ended up as though it juz been into the fire...
smell lik the incense...
after tad came home...
went deposit my ang bao money...
apparently my mom took a large sum frm it...
diao...
nw im waitin for a phone call...
to go bak 2 work...
hmmm...
i went 2 read up on my horoscope...
here goes:
Career - you will make progress in your career in this year. For those who are running business, their operations will be risin clearly. There will be no harm for them to develop new professions. If you are bold in makin innovations, you will have a good achievement, but you must beware of vile character to create difficulties that become an obstacle to your career.
Fortune of wealth - Fortune of wealth in this year is rather flourishing. Only if you seize the opportunity well and spend money properly, it can make the wealth rise rapidly. Regular wealth is rather flourishing and partial wealth is rather poor. If you are crazy about gambling or are involved in other activites of high risky investment, it is afraid that you wil lose all your capital with nothing left.
Love - Fortune of love is extremely good in this year. As to those lovers who are passionate in love, if their affection is mature, they all may get married. Those new marrieds will have happiness of having childbirths. Those unmarried will meet up with their lovers that they dream of and begin to taste the sweetness of love.
MY COMMENTS
CAREER - i might lose my job =(
WEALTH - i lose hell lots of money =(
LOVE - i dun wanna tok bout it...
CONCLUSION - BULLSHIT
oh ya... anyone rmb whr i put my zippo?
if u noe plz tell me!
I WAN IT BADLY =(
sch's up for everyone...
nt for me!
woke up by my mom again...
rushin me to get done wif dressin up...
we went anchorvale to the temple...
pay respects to my late grandparents...
after tad we went loyang dua pek gong temple...
its was very smoky...
i fuckin regret wearin my G2000 shirt...
so hot n stuffy!
nw gt smell somemore...
they gt tis thingy let the "god of fortune" bless u...
$12 per go...
knn its super duper scam lor...
gimme the costume and i can do it for free...
dunno y r the adults so over it...
they "zhuang shen nong gui"
r they really respectin the deity...
or r they usin their name to make money?
r they really worshippin them?
anyway, the smoke make my eyes fuckin irritated...
my G2000 shirt ended up as though it juz been into the fire...
smell lik the incense...
after tad came home...
went deposit my ang bao money...
apparently my mom took a large sum frm it...
diao...
nw im waitin for a phone call...
to go bak 2 work...
hmmm...
i went 2 read up on my horoscope...
here goes:
Career - you will make progress in your career in this year. For those who are running business, their operations will be risin clearly. There will be no harm for them to develop new professions. If you are bold in makin innovations, you will have a good achievement, but you must beware of vile character to create difficulties that become an obstacle to your career.
Fortune of wealth - Fortune of wealth in this year is rather flourishing. Only if you seize the opportunity well and spend money properly, it can make the wealth rise rapidly. Regular wealth is rather flourishing and partial wealth is rather poor. If you are crazy about gambling or are involved in other activites of high risky investment, it is afraid that you wil lose all your capital with nothing left.
Love - Fortune of love is extremely good in this year. As to those lovers who are passionate in love, if their affection is mature, they all may get married. Those new marrieds will have happiness of having childbirths. Those unmarried will meet up with their lovers that they dream of and begin to taste the sweetness of love.
MY COMMENTS
CAREER - i might lose my job =(
WEALTH - i lose hell lots of money =(
LOVE - i dun wanna tok bout it...
CONCLUSION - BULLSHIT
oh ya... anyone rmb whr i put my zippo?
if u noe plz tell me!
I WAN IT BADLY =(
Labels: wad am i doing...
dreamin and dreamin... *smacks* and i woke up...
Wednesday, January 28, 2009 1:56 AM
CNY is here...
angbaos again!
zzz...
went 2 grandma's hse...
as always, stoned thr...
apparently, we went bak 1st...
and we juz got 2 know a couple of ppl gt their shoes stolen...
walao eh...
i hate theives...
if i were thr...
tad guy sure go hospital...
after my hp kena stolen 2 yrs bak...
i think i nvr gonna spare them...
then went home...
the other aunts came...
they were playin blackjack...
i went 2 slp...
zzz
at nite...
mahjong!
lost alot man...
dammit...
nxt day was awaken by my mom...
"WAKE UP LA SLP SLP SLP!"
zzz stupid rite...
then we went yishun...
stoned thr too...
then belle came...
went for a walk...
she was freakin out cauz of postin results!
chill la...
u CAN get into ACJC...
went punggol after tad...
blackjack again...
won quite alot...
dang it...
everyone is juz so lucky...
the dealer lost so much!
then went sunglade at serangoon...
saw belle again...
kena dragged out by another cousin...
"interrogation" they call it...
well...
R U SO SURPRISED WIF MY DYED HAIR?!
then we gamble on tis dice thingy...
abit lik roulette, except they use dice instead...
was losin alot at 1st, won it in the end...
XP
belle n claris tried bettin on the same one as me...
n we lost...
my luck was ruined by them okay!
well...
that sums up the cny for me...
simple one...
oh ya...
lemme show u a convo wif tis other guy...
situation:
i was walkin and doin smth...
then gt tis guy diao me...
i diao bak...
he came...
guy: eh u starin at me for wad?
me: ur face made of gold ar, who wan stare at u?
guy: kanina u juz nw stare at me nw u tryin 2 sae dun hav izzit?
me: got meh? i only rmb starin at a jiaobin... u jiaobin izzit?
guy: u buay song izzit?
me: u kp me of cauz buay song la, ppl kp u, u song izzit?
guy: kanina u wan find problem izzit?
me: u kp here n thr nw tryin sae i wan find problem, wads ur problem...
guy: u chup wad?
me: chup ur lan la, y ask chup whr?
guy: faster tell me, chup whr one?
me: bo chup...
guy: bo chup bo player dun gong jiao wei...
me: wu ji lai spar nw ar...
guy: u wan spar i muz spar meh?
me: who u, si gina, bo ji kp simi?
guy: u watch out i tell u...
me: watchin leh, wu ji lai la, hum ji ar?
me: jibai kia bo ji gong simi lan...
(walk away)
lol stupid guy...
wan tio me oso dun dare...
(abv convo nt translated word for word)
angbaos again!
zzz...
went 2 grandma's hse...
as always, stoned thr...
apparently, we went bak 1st...
and we juz got 2 know a couple of ppl gt their shoes stolen...
walao eh...
i hate theives...
if i were thr...
tad guy sure go hospital...
after my hp kena stolen 2 yrs bak...
i think i nvr gonna spare them...
then went home...
the other aunts came...
they were playin blackjack...
i went 2 slp...
zzz
at nite...
mahjong!
lost alot man...
dammit...
nxt day was awaken by my mom...
"WAKE UP LA SLP SLP SLP!"
zzz stupid rite...
then we went yishun...
stoned thr too...
then belle came...
went for a walk...
she was freakin out cauz of postin results!
chill la...
u CAN get into ACJC...
went punggol after tad...
blackjack again...
won quite alot...
dang it...
everyone is juz so lucky...
the dealer lost so much!
then went sunglade at serangoon...
saw belle again...
kena dragged out by another cousin...
"interrogation" they call it...
well...
R U SO SURPRISED WIF MY DYED HAIR?!
then we gamble on tis dice thingy...
abit lik roulette, except they use dice instead...
was losin alot at 1st, won it in the end...
XP
belle n claris tried bettin on the same one as me...
n we lost...
my luck was ruined by them okay!
well...
that sums up the cny for me...
simple one...
oh ya...
lemme show u a convo wif tis other guy...
situation:
i was walkin and doin smth...
then gt tis guy diao me...
i diao bak...
he came...
guy: eh u starin at me for wad?
me: ur face made of gold ar, who wan stare at u?
guy: kanina u juz nw stare at me nw u tryin 2 sae dun hav izzit?
me: got meh? i only rmb starin at a jiaobin... u jiaobin izzit?
guy: u buay song izzit?
me: u kp me of cauz buay song la, ppl kp u, u song izzit?
guy: kanina u wan find problem izzit?
me: u kp here n thr nw tryin sae i wan find problem, wads ur problem...
guy: u chup wad?
me: chup ur lan la, y ask chup whr?
guy: faster tell me, chup whr one?
me: bo chup...
guy: bo chup bo player dun gong jiao wei...
me: wu ji lai spar nw ar...
guy: u wan spar i muz spar meh?
me: who u, si gina, bo ji kp simi?
guy: u watch out i tell u...
me: watchin leh, wu ji lai la, hum ji ar?
me: jibai kia bo ji gong simi lan...
(walk away)
lol stupid guy...
wan tio me oso dun dare...
(abv convo nt translated word for word)
the last gdbye
Monday, January 26, 2009 3:26 AM
its CNY...
preparations r finally over...
so busy...
tmr goin grandma hse...
oh gosh...
gonna b stuck thr again...
damn tirin...
woke up n get my hair done...
LOVE IT!
then came bak n help lo...
haiz...
went far east flora to look at the flowers...
nice nice...
well...
tis is it...
happy CNY to all...
tis is it then...
the inevitable end...
run along baby run along...
dun eva look bak...
live the way u wan it...
someday...
may our path cross again...
preparations r finally over...
so busy...
tmr goin grandma hse...
oh gosh...
gonna b stuck thr again...
damn tirin...
woke up n get my hair done...
LOVE IT!
then came bak n help lo...
haiz...
went far east flora to look at the flowers...
nice nice...
well...
tis is it...
happy CNY to all...
tis is it then...
the inevitable end...
run along baby run along...
dun eva look bak...
live the way u wan it...
someday...
may our path cross again...
its getting colder...
Sunday, January 25, 2009 12:57 AM
today at work...
it suddenly feel so empty...
charlene left, michelle eunice went hq...
only left wif store boys + wenjie...
still the same, joke arnd as usual...
we actually ran out of things to do!
after tad went play soccer...
as usual...
hat tricks...
played barefoot which ended up wif blisters...
blog song changed...
sort of screwed up my theme by a lil...
well tads all bout it bah...
i'd do anything by simple plan...
exactly wad im thinkin...
im sry...
thrs no turnin bak nw...
im realli sry...
it suddenly feel so empty...
charlene left, michelle eunice went hq...
only left wif store boys + wenjie...
still the same, joke arnd as usual...
we actually ran out of things to do!
after tad went play soccer...
as usual...
hat tricks...
played barefoot which ended up wif blisters...
blog song changed...
sort of screwed up my theme by a lil...
well tads all bout it bah...
i'd do anything by simple plan...
exactly wad im thinkin...
im sry...
thrs no turnin bak nw...
im realli sry...
a thousand questions, none could b answered...
Friday, January 23, 2009 4:42 AM
went out wif my 2 brothers the other day...
mathew n kaijun...
apparently i went 2 buy clothes...
i couldnt find a nice pants...
mayb gettin another levi's jeans...
tis time im nt taperin it...
haiz...
kx left le...
although we met nt long ago...
we certainly did hit off quite well...
frm an aquaintance 2 a gd fren...
haha...
everyone is leavin soon...
well did get to noe lots of ppl...
hope to keep contact wif them!
tis few days i did alot of thinkin...
think n think...
and i ended up gettin lost...
LOL...
i dunno...
wad shld i do...
who am i to you?
i will search for the ans...
even if it means goin thru hell...
mathew n kaijun...
apparently i went 2 buy clothes...
i couldnt find a nice pants...
mayb gettin another levi's jeans...
tis time im nt taperin it...
haiz...
kx left le...
although we met nt long ago...
we certainly did hit off quite well...
frm an aquaintance 2 a gd fren...
haha...
everyone is leavin soon...
well did get to noe lots of ppl...
hope to keep contact wif them!
tis few days i did alot of thinkin...
think n think...
and i ended up gettin lost...
LOL...
i dunno...
wad shld i do...
who am i to you?
i will search for the ans...
even if it means goin thru hell...
do as u wish...
Wednesday, January 21, 2009 1:12 AM
hmmm hi ppl...
its been more then a week since i last blog...
gotten the "earthshakin results"
miraculously my dad dint scold me...
mayb he had accepted the fact tad im beyond hope...
keep it tis way then...
work is catchin up on me...
im lik workin for lik freakin 14 hours, slp 4 hours n 4hours free time...
which i usually spend slpin my way thru =.="
okay CNY is comin...
rushin hampers by hampers...
apparently our last day is tis SAT...
so i guess i wont b join chris for soccer...
well...
work is gettin btr i guess...
leon keeps callin me slacker...
eunice keeps laughin at me...
michelle keeps disturbin me...
wen jie n his attitude again...
everyone is leavin...
the admin gal...
(forget her name, dint really get it though)
her cookies r nice...
she went 2 buy drinks wif me today...
haha...
everyone thr bio her sia...
jo is frendly...
so is iden...
hmm...
then gt tis packer gal...
dunno wad name de...
she noes i stay bishan...
she sae i tell her de...
but i dunno leh...
zzz
stil sae i STM somemore...
everyone is leavin by the end of tis wk...
n i dun think i wanna work after CNY...
well...
kx is the 1st to leave...
thur!
gd luk...
we wil miss the times crappin arnd...
JYJY for u noe wad...
im gonna miss them...
hope we keep contact...
i hav nth to say...
u dun leave n suddenly come bak expectin 2 get wad u wan...
rmb wad happen tad day 2 yrs bak...
it was rainin freakin heavily...
i walked in the rain all the way to ur hse...
juz to get an answer...
and look wad happen...
u turned ur bak on me...
and nw u r tellin me u had no choice?!
u hav no idea hw long i hav been waitin...
as the days go by, my hope diminishes...
my faith had turned into hatred...
n nw suddenly u r bak...
so wad if she doesnt care bout me?
u think u noe more bout her then i do? no?
so shut the fuck up will u?
sae somemore n we r no longer frens... got it?
my summer suddenly felt so cold...
y is tis so?!
the ans to all my questions aint smokin n drinkin...
im afraid...
its lookin juz lik another rebound...
im all alone for nw...
n i cant stop thinkin bout doin stupid things...
(no suicidal thoughts though)
i hate it when all thoughts came rushin into my head...
n its givin me a rush of emotions, an endless train of thoughts...
NEGATIVE ONES ESPECIALLY...
im listenin to songs on my computer...
and reminiscin the memories etched in each individual song...
the past is gone...
i really miss them =(
lookin bak...
i cant do anything...
im startin to miss lots of things...
lots of ppl...
oh gosh...
i really nid someone...
plz someone whom i can tok 2...
i seriously nid to tok...
i juz cant find time...
everyone is so cold nw...
im holdin out alone...
and im gonna fall soon...
call it coincidence...
current song playin - five minutes to midnight
its been more then a week since i last blog...
gotten the "earthshakin results"
miraculously my dad dint scold me...
mayb he had accepted the fact tad im beyond hope...
keep it tis way then...
work is catchin up on me...
im lik workin for lik freakin 14 hours, slp 4 hours n 4hours free time...
which i usually spend slpin my way thru =.="
okay CNY is comin...
rushin hampers by hampers...
apparently our last day is tis SAT...
so i guess i wont b join chris for soccer...
well...
work is gettin btr i guess...
leon keeps callin me slacker...
eunice keeps laughin at me...
michelle keeps disturbin me...
wen jie n his attitude again...
everyone is leavin...
the admin gal...
(forget her name, dint really get it though)
her cookies r nice...
she went 2 buy drinks wif me today...
haha...
everyone thr bio her sia...
jo is frendly...
so is iden...
hmm...
then gt tis packer gal...
dunno wad name de...
she noes i stay bishan...
she sae i tell her de...
but i dunno leh...
zzz
stil sae i STM somemore...
everyone is leavin by the end of tis wk...
n i dun think i wanna work after CNY...
well...
kx is the 1st to leave...
thur!
gd luk...
we wil miss the times crappin arnd...
JYJY for u noe wad...
im gonna miss them...
hope we keep contact...
i hav nth to say...
u dun leave n suddenly come bak expectin 2 get wad u wan...
rmb wad happen tad day 2 yrs bak...
it was rainin freakin heavily...
i walked in the rain all the way to ur hse...
juz to get an answer...
and look wad happen...
u turned ur bak on me...
and nw u r tellin me u had no choice?!
u hav no idea hw long i hav been waitin...
as the days go by, my hope diminishes...
my faith had turned into hatred...
n nw suddenly u r bak...
so wad if she doesnt care bout me?
u think u noe more bout her then i do? no?
so shut the fuck up will u?
sae somemore n we r no longer frens... got it?
my summer suddenly felt so cold...
y is tis so?!
the ans to all my questions aint smokin n drinkin...
im afraid...
its lookin juz lik another rebound...
im all alone for nw...
n i cant stop thinkin bout doin stupid things...
(no suicidal thoughts though)
i hate it when all thoughts came rushin into my head...
n its givin me a rush of emotions, an endless train of thoughts...
NEGATIVE ONES ESPECIALLY...
im listenin to songs on my computer...
and reminiscin the memories etched in each individual song...
the past is gone...
i really miss them =(
lookin bak...
i cant do anything...
im startin to miss lots of things...
lots of ppl...
oh gosh...
i really nid someone...
plz someone whom i can tok 2...
i seriously nid to tok...
i juz cant find time...
everyone is so cold nw...
im holdin out alone...
and im gonna fall soon...
call it coincidence...
current song playin - five minutes to midnight
TIS IS KILLIN ME!
Monday, January 12, 2009 9:50 AM
ok...
lets c...
i watched episode 14 of gundam 00
and man utd beat chelsea 3-0
im satisfied nw...
preparin for the fuckin results...
meetin many ppl for lunch...
after tad go work...
zzz
wish me...
GD LUK!
lets c...
i watched episode 14 of gundam 00
and man utd beat chelsea 3-0
im satisfied nw...
preparin for the fuckin results...
meetin many ppl for lunch...
after tad go work...
zzz
wish me...
GD LUK!
12 hours away frm the gates of hell...
12:02 AM
today is officially MON 12th JANUARY...
lol my blog clock slower by 1/2 hour...
dunno y oso...
here is wads on my mind...
wad if i get worst then 15points for R4?
its lik so fucked...
cant go in accountancy nor business studies...
my future wil b fucked...
oh ya...
forget 2 wish my blog a happy bdae...
it is nw 1 yr old...
such a coincidence lor...
created the day whr my results release a yr ltr...
HAPPY BDAE BLOGGIE!
lol
sianz sianz sianz...
i wish it nvr comes u noe...
the fuckin results...
everyone askin me sms them MY results...
im fuckin scared...
if i get sucky results...
then everyone wil look down on me...
even worse...
i get retained...
damn damn damn scared!
fuck fuck fuck...
man utd playin chelsea nw...
muz go support...
then mayb i go drink...
i seriously cant tahan alr...
if my results sux...
i might considerin suicide as an option...
lol... if nt even worse...
when ppl ask for ur results...
giv such ps results...
FUCK REALITY!
lol my blog clock slower by 1/2 hour...
dunno y oso...
here is wads on my mind...
wad if i get worst then 15points for R4?
its lik so fucked...
cant go in accountancy nor business studies...
my future wil b fucked...
oh ya...
forget 2 wish my blog a happy bdae...
it is nw 1 yr old...
such a coincidence lor...
created the day whr my results release a yr ltr...
HAPPY BDAE BLOGGIE!
lol
sianz sianz sianz...
i wish it nvr comes u noe...
the fuckin results...
everyone askin me sms them MY results...
im fuckin scared...
if i get sucky results...
then everyone wil look down on me...
even worse...
i get retained...
damn damn damn scared!
fuck fuck fuck...
man utd playin chelsea nw...
muz go support...
then mayb i go drink...
i seriously cant tahan alr...
if my results sux...
i might considerin suicide as an option...
lol... if nt even worse...
when ppl ask for ur results...
giv such ps results...
FUCK REALITY!
BOO! HYPER EMO NW LOLS >.<
Sunday, January 11, 2009 1:12 AM
went open hses...
met shengyi...
saw kaijun...
zzz
smth is rong...
i dunno wad...
everyone is so far away nw...
im scared...
i nid 2 b ready...
another thing is on my head...
o lvl results...
fuck it...
im nt very confident...
wad if i get 20points?
FUCK THEM ALL...
its okay...
i can cont drinkin nw...
drownin sorrows wont solve the problem...
least it takes it off ur mind for awhile...
im FUCKIN tired n shagged...
tads becauz i haven been slpin well...
im officially 37hours away frm death...
i dunno...
im presssured 2 do well...
somehw if i dun score well...
im gonna get condemned by my own parents...
FUCK FUCK FUCK...
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH!
somebody plz tell me wad i shld do?
mayb i go jump off the buildin or smth on mon...
*nods nods*
tads wad i wil do...
i juz dun wanna fuckin ruin my future!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
met shengyi...
saw kaijun...
zzz
smth is rong...
i dunno wad...
everyone is so far away nw...
im scared...
i nid 2 b ready...
another thing is on my head...
o lvl results...
fuck it...
im nt very confident...
wad if i get 20points?
FUCK THEM ALL...
its okay...
i can cont drinkin nw...
drownin sorrows wont solve the problem...
least it takes it off ur mind for awhile...
im FUCKIN tired n shagged...
tads becauz i haven been slpin well...
im officially 37hours away frm death...
i dunno...
im presssured 2 do well...
somehw if i dun score well...
im gonna get condemned by my own parents...
FUCK FUCK FUCK...
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH!
somebody plz tell me wad i shld do?
mayb i go jump off the buildin or smth on mon...
*nods nods*
tads wad i wil do...
i juz dun wanna fuckin ruin my future!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Labels: deep shit, im gonna b in...
BIG QUESTION MARK!
Friday, January 9, 2009 1:07 AM
lets c...
went bak 2 sch today...
met loads of ppl...
apparently the sec3s wore long pants...
nt used 2 it...
went basketball court play soccer...
gt 1 sec2 come kp...
i tell him tis...
"u nt happy izzit, call OM come la i tok 2 him la"
then he diam...
sibei funny...
then the new ICC teacher is a major screw up...
i gt smth for the juniors...
IF U WANNA QUIT, U QUIT, DUN HANG ON...
IF NT U STAY N GIV UR BEST...
WE STARTED THE CLUB WIF NTH...
AND NW WE HAV EVERYTHIN...
IM NT LETTIN A SINGLE GUY TAK EVERYTHIN DOWN...
WE R NT RUININ WAD MS LOW ESTABLISH...
c lots of teachers today, but nt ms harwin...
its really nice goin bak sch...
apparently the system change...
thr is no point stayin anymore...
well...
wad can i stil sae...
i dunno wads gonna happen tmr...
i hav a fuckin bad feelin bout it...
its like...
________________________
dunno hw explain...
i juz dunno y...
mayb im always denyin tis...
but...
am i gettin more n more insecure...
i hope i dun...
went bak 2 sch today...
met loads of ppl...
apparently the sec3s wore long pants...
nt used 2 it...
went basketball court play soccer...
gt 1 sec2 come kp...
i tell him tis...
"u nt happy izzit, call OM come la i tok 2 him la"
then he diam...
sibei funny...
then the new ICC teacher is a major screw up...
i gt smth for the juniors...
IF U WANNA QUIT, U QUIT, DUN HANG ON...
IF NT U STAY N GIV UR BEST...
WE STARTED THE CLUB WIF NTH...
AND NW WE HAV EVERYTHIN...
IM NT LETTIN A SINGLE GUY TAK EVERYTHIN DOWN...
WE R NT RUININ WAD MS LOW ESTABLISH...
c lots of teachers today, but nt ms harwin...
its really nice goin bak sch...
apparently the system change...
thr is no point stayin anymore...
well...
wad can i stil sae...
i dunno wads gonna happen tmr...
i hav a fuckin bad feelin bout it...
its like...
________________________
dunno hw explain...
i juz dunno y...
mayb im always denyin tis...
but...
am i gettin more n more insecure...
i hope i dun...
KAWA BUNGA!
Thursday, January 8, 2009 12:30 AM
hmm...
so happy today...
lol dunno y oso...
mayb cauz tmr off...
goin bak sch...
miss sch so much...
!@#$%^&*
upper sec recess starts at 12...
WTF?!
lucky i graduate alr...
cca fair is on fri...
apparently DARYLE SEAH told me its thur...
zzz
ms lo is goin bak on fri...
but i cant T.T
goin ngee ann on fri...!
YAY!
im gonna c darlin again!
WEEEEEEE~WEEEEE!
LOL
sianz sia...
i wan get an ipod...
n a new hp...
but all these cost $$
fuck it...
LOL
finished watchin code GEASS....
nw watchin season 2...
n my fantasy of bein a super hero is comin bak...
dun u wanna b lik superman?!
nah batman wil do...
he hav no superpowers...
but he is FUCKIN rich...
wakakakaka...
O lvl result confirm comin out on mon @ 2...
fuckin scared nw sia...
zzz
tis few nites keep havin nightmares...
im nt afraid of the results...
but rather the reaction of those close 2 me...
E.G. PARENTS, RELATIVES...
well...
i guess my path is decided...
wad shld i wear 2 sch tmr?
who cares...
im meetin darlin on fri...
she is sick...
*cough cough*
DRINK UR COUGH MED LA!!!
=P
so happy today...
lol dunno y oso...
mayb cauz tmr off...
goin bak sch...
miss sch so much...
!@#$%^&*
upper sec recess starts at 12...
WTF?!
lucky i graduate alr...
cca fair is on fri...
apparently DARYLE SEAH told me its thur...
zzz
ms lo is goin bak on fri...
but i cant T.T
goin ngee ann on fri...!
YAY!
im gonna c darlin again!
WEEEEEEE~WEEEEE!
LOL
sianz sia...
i wan get an ipod...
n a new hp...
but all these cost $$
fuck it...
LOL
finished watchin code GEASS....
nw watchin season 2...
n my fantasy of bein a super hero is comin bak...
dun u wanna b lik superman?!
nah batman wil do...
he hav no superpowers...
but he is FUCKIN rich...
wakakakaka...
O lvl result confirm comin out on mon @ 2...
fuckin scared nw sia...
zzz
tis few nites keep havin nightmares...
im nt afraid of the results...
but rather the reaction of those close 2 me...
E.G. PARENTS, RELATIVES...
well...
i guess my path is decided...
wad shld i wear 2 sch tmr?
who cares...
im meetin darlin on fri...
she is sick...
*cough cough*
DRINK UR COUGH MED LA!!!
=P
countdown 2 results... OMFG
Tuesday, January 6, 2009 12:39 AM
hmm...
xie en ended...
tad calls for 1 yr worth of youth grp experience...
yingjie n jiajun qing ko le...
gratz...
ok nw im lik fuckin up real badly...
keep havin nightmares bout o lvls results...
dun dare slp le...
i think i wil do quite badly...
retainin is alr on my head WTF
its tad bad...
i really miss sch T.T
juz 1 yr bak im wakin up at 5 plus preparin for sch...
nw im lik workin n wakin up in the mornin...
tis is nt the way...
LOL
jeremy resign le...
no more cold jokes!
haha...
we think michelle likes leon...
OH BAD REALLY BAD...
haiz...
smth i found out lik ytd mornin...
affectin me pretty badly...
life is full of bakstabbers n hypocrites...
the fuckin problem is tad...
i cant get away frm them...
except showin them fake smiles n tellin them stupid lies...
was feelin very fucked...
wad shld i do nxt?
thx to darlin for hearin me out...
i love you...
i dun wan to b everythin to anyone,
i juz wanna b smth to juz tad someone,
and tad someone is you!
LOVE YOU!
ok opened a blogshop...
go tak a look...
www.fantasyblogshop.blogspot.com
or u can click the top rite hand corner...
THX!
xie en ended...
tad calls for 1 yr worth of youth grp experience...
yingjie n jiajun qing ko le...
gratz...
ok nw im lik fuckin up real badly...
keep havin nightmares bout o lvls results...
dun dare slp le...
i think i wil do quite badly...
retainin is alr on my head WTF
its tad bad...
i really miss sch T.T
juz 1 yr bak im wakin up at 5 plus preparin for sch...
nw im lik workin n wakin up in the mornin...
tis is nt the way...
LOL
jeremy resign le...
no more cold jokes!
haha...
we think michelle likes leon...
OH BAD REALLY BAD...
haiz...
smth i found out lik ytd mornin...
affectin me pretty badly...
life is full of bakstabbers n hypocrites...
the fuckin problem is tad...
i cant get away frm them...
except showin them fake smiles n tellin them stupid lies...
was feelin very fucked...
wad shld i do nxt?
thx to darlin for hearin me out...
i love you...
i dun wan to b everythin to anyone,
i juz wanna b smth to juz tad someone,
and tad someone is you!
LOVE YOU!
ok opened a blogshop...
go tak a look...
www.fantasyblogshop.blogspot.com
or u can click the top rite hand corner...
THX!
happy or sad, it wil stil b memories...
Saturday, January 3, 2009 6:36 PM
lookin bak...
1st day of school...
i saw so many ppl in uniform...
i cant help but feel so...
weird...
lol guess kai jun is rite...
i wil feel weird when sch reopens...
haha...
guess its time to close my sec sch chapter...
n open a new chapter of my life...
nw i hav no sch...
currently workin...
kinda miss sch i guessed...
wonder hws everyone...
the juniors the seniors and the rest of the ppl...
new yr day went soccer...
wif noel n 2e1 ppl...
nah nth much to blog bout...
i feel fuckin weird...
zzz
feelin kinda fucked up rite nw...
the matter happen so long alr...
stil wan pursue...
nw u callin me petty...
zzz
u said my gf go out anyhw then get one baby come bak...
eh u think those words really mean nth izzit?
nabei u liddat sae can la...
ppl wont get hurt la...
wad i sae u get hurt...
only u hav feelins others no feelins ar...
its time u stop being so pampered n face up to reality...
so wad if u r upset wif wad i said?
u think im nt upset wif wad u said...?
u gt problem come tell me face 2 face la...
or if u dun even lik it...
the get the hell out of my blog!
so nw u r married n stuff...
u can tryin being my aunt izzit?
can u stop actin lik a grown up?!
its annonying...
so wad if everyone thinks u r rite...
scold me for all i care...
I DUN GIV A DAMN...
u made me feel damn dulan nw...
1st day of school...
i saw so many ppl in uniform...
i cant help but feel so...
weird...
lol guess kai jun is rite...
i wil feel weird when sch reopens...
haha...
guess its time to close my sec sch chapter...
n open a new chapter of my life...
nw i hav no sch...
currently workin...
kinda miss sch i guessed...
wonder hws everyone...
the juniors the seniors and the rest of the ppl...
new yr day went soccer...
wif noel n 2e1 ppl...
nah nth much to blog bout...
i feel fuckin weird...
zzz
feelin kinda fucked up rite nw...
the matter happen so long alr...
stil wan pursue...
nw u callin me petty...
zzz
u said my gf go out anyhw then get one baby come bak...
eh u think those words really mean nth izzit?
nabei u liddat sae can la...
ppl wont get hurt la...
wad i sae u get hurt...
only u hav feelins others no feelins ar...
its time u stop being so pampered n face up to reality...
so wad if u r upset wif wad i said?
u think im nt upset wif wad u said...?
u gt problem come tell me face 2 face la...
or if u dun even lik it...
the get the hell out of my blog!
so nw u r married n stuff...
u can tryin being my aunt izzit?
can u stop actin lik a grown up?!
its annonying...
so wad if everyone thinks u r rite...
scold me for all i care...
I DUN GIV A DAMN...
u made me feel damn dulan nw...
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