happy times... no more...
Sunday, November 30, 2008 11:58 PM
i dun realli wanna blog past midnite...guess i dun hav a choice...i dunno whether i shld go tmr...seriously...we r lik puppets...so CAN THE GOD DAMN PUPPETEER STOP PLAYIN JOKES ON ME?!moreover...i dint realli hav the mood to go out n hunt for prezzie...n seriously speakin i dun hav anythin for cheryl...well...man utd won...tads enuff 2 cheer me up for todae...haiz...i dunno wad i shld do...hmmm...let my faith decide...the me inside shall b pass judgement...goin drinkin ltr...nt at club or pub...dun realli wanna drink thr...mayb at some bridge or highrise buildin...or mayb hotel suite...dunno la...let the guys decide...terr bdae comin soon...wont b in town...zh bdae too...get him a bible or smth...OH WAIT HE HAVE ONE ALR...zzzfelt lik playin pool again...marlboro seems to b befriendin me again...FUCK MAN...feel lik slpin past tmr...GOD I HAV A REQUEST...can i skip a day of my life?!lik pretty plz...i lied when i said im frozen...cauz if im...i wont b in tis state...man...FREEZE ME...tis point in time...i cant lie to myself...i love you... as always...
the scarlet dyed sky is engulf wif darkness...
12:28 AM
hmmm...i read the papers...hw could the terrorist b so cold...cold bloodedly killin everyone...cant they juz let it rest...cauz they r an insult to all humanity...they r nt even fit to b sympathised...takin lives so simple...it makes me so angry...that i wil find them n murder their asses one day...if only gundam exists?i wil tak exia's carbon sword blade n pierce thru their worthless body...oh well...speakin of tad...an indian took a bullet for a woman...well...tads noble of him...i want to b lik him...least i can live in the world of my own...well... guess i wil end tis part of the post...woke up...met wif marcus, ben n chris to go job huntin...made them wait for me... IM SRYwe went to this industrial area near lavender n kallang...company name called noel...then the sae tad place is customer service n all the bullshit...so ask us go warehouse lo...its at upper paya lebar...so we went...had a hard time lookin for it...apparently its a new warehouse...so we went lik 45mins searchin for it...zzz found it...thr r canberra sec ppl workin alr...gt 2 positions...operation assistant n packer...hmm...shant elaborate...then went j8 play outrun n time crisis...after tad went marcus hse thr play soccer...its a 2 a side...n its pathetic...after tad play table tennis...ben n marcus r fuckin jibais...they noe hw play nvr giv chance...then i took ben's drink...ask marcus bring down some drinks...guess wad...he bring tiger beer for me =.="wad the fuck la...i gt beer belly le...stil wan me drink beer...i drink abit liao throw away...then finish liao went home...walked home again...enjoyin the trip home so far...well...today is supposed 2 be shao er ban...i missed it oh crap...haiz...goin gentin soon...guess tis shall the way it is...no point runnin frm it...i love runnin...but thr isnt much sense...promises r meant to b broken...only then wil lies b revealed...cheryl came up wif an awesome story...n im gonna end it...thr is a guy...who lived in a big house n hav everythin...then a big storm came n ruin everythin...tis guy, feared for his life n shut himself in the basement...thr in the basement, he hav sufficient supplies of basic neccessities...nw the guy is stuck thr...whether the storm is over or nt...the guy doesnt noe...cheryl suggest tad that guy shld come out n tak a look...but our opinion differs...i think he shld cont livin tis way...i mean its so... safe?rite nw my mood is ripped apart...well i hope works gonna keep me busy for the holidays...and i hav decide...to keep everyone happy...i wil do my best...im frozen...MY world has turned cold once more...oh god, i hope tmr nvr comes...
tis feelin is comin bak 2 me once more...
Friday, November 28, 2008 11:42 PM
mornin woke up...played soccer at kovan hse...targeted 10 goals...scored 10 goals...played n played...keeped for awhile...my reflexes were gettin agile...haiz...played til i can feel muscle cramps...i wanted 2 cont...i wanted 2 feel the pain of cramps again...but i cant help but to stop n think..."izzit stil gonna b the same?"nah... so i stopped...although was playin kinda well...but i dun realli get goin...lik realli play...after tad went 2 marcus hse instal FM09...its hell loads of instructions...then after tad i walked home...hmm...its a long way though...i walked n walked...my legs were blistered...n yet i cont...yes they do hurt...but i stil cont...dammit...reached home...were realli tired...done some smsin...makes me realli think...why do ppl nt stay happy...y do they want smth tad wil nt make them happy?well...in any other case...do cheer up...its really different...its as though i noe a diff person...u r the last person i wan to c who is nt happy...so plz stay happy alrites...well...im tryin 2 get everyone arnd me to b happy...its kinda satisfyin actually...to c everyone doin so well...i come straight to the point then...bout that letter...its btr if u dun read it...throw it away lik wad u r plannin 2 do...i wont blame u...cauz thinkin bak...it would b btr tis way...
misery juz love befriendin me...
1:44 AM
went gym...yippe yuppo...warm uped...1.5km in lik 6-7mins?1st to finish...then went on wif weights liftin...tried out 50 plus kg...as i get exhausted, it decreases...5x, 4x, 3x, 2x...nvr hit 1x...then after tad went for meal...ate a lil...soon after tad went home...well...arms r FUCKIN sore rite nw...tmr soccer at kovan's hse...dunno hw am i goin play...fucked up mood rite nw...im confused...u seemed so fine n so nt...juz stay happy =)
so many things... too many...
Thursday, November 27, 2008 11:39 AM
gt bak frm the chalet...but fell aslp due to exhaustion...dang it...ps guys...nvr ton wif u all...hmmm lets start wif chalet...went 2 meet leon n ck...dang it... ck was late...took a bus to tampiness...then realise its ms harwin bdae...so me n quintin pool money...get sunglasses frm charles n keith...after which we took a cab thr...reached thr...help wif barbecue...but it started 2 rain...SAM came wif red eyed nelson...mr chan came for awhile too...played mahjong wif keith, ck n sean...then go barbecue again...the peeps attempt to barbecue indoor...but the aluminium melted...n the table kena...so nw we nid 2 pay for xtra tables...then we went out 2 barbecue...hmm...we started wif chicken wings...i was turnin the dam wings...then dunno which smart ass...keep fannin the smoke at me...my eyes gone watery...so i went in tok tok tok...then came out...helped wif the chicken ham...think it shld b quite nice...everyone keep comin 2 me...one after another...then after tad...ms anne came wif her bf, kelvin...they very nice...bought me subway...soon they left...leon n gang left wif ms harwin...so chalet left wif lik...me, nelson, sam, jon, amos, thomas, regan, tim, khairul, reshveen, yuan qing, shad, afiq, viknes, brian, xing wei, gerardthen we tok cock tok cock...then afiq, viknes, khairul, nelson, jon, sam n xingwei went 2 hav a walk...its was freaky...we were on the walkway at the bak...only sea, trees n dimly lit pathway can b seen...at the sandy part...afiq, khairul n me can sense smth...as if someone watchin us...then we walk 2 changi village...while we crossin the car park..we notice a person in red starin...i turn n...OMFG !@#$%^&*(its a fuckin tranvestite...dammit la...then we walk on...we went 2 cheers...afiq n viknes bought breezers n sticks...nelson bought half a dozen of shandies...we walk bak the same way...daniel afiq n viknes were smokin...stupid viknes anyhw spit...zzz then we saw a boat closin on us...afiq thinkin its a police boat step his stick...then we walk bak...we reached the chalet n we drank n viknes n afiq smoked...zzz viknes offer me a stick...ask me smoke wif him...FUCK HIM LA...stupid round head...after tad i kope their breezers...who could get drunk on tad...we drink n drink...then cauz gt some gals sittin at the oppo pit..viknes claims he in socialisin mood...afiq suggest tad we check them out...zzz then we try all things to get them to turn bak..they dint...i noe they frm anderson...dunno sec or jc...gd thing they dint turn bak...if nt i dunno wad 2 say to them...guess i hav no interest in anyone rite nw...after tad play card n slack...then time for soccer match...i grab a can of shandy n head out...then on the way thr...gt 3 transvestites walkin opp...me, afiq n viknes were walkin at the bak...then shad went 2 stare at them n smile...then gt one shout bak... "u wan nt?"we freaked out...ji bai...sat down watch man utd match...freaking borin...ordered 2 cups of coffee....went bak...then its lik 6 alr...so i suggest we all go watch sunrise...everyone want slp...so me n regan went out n sat down...guess wad?2 smart ass...we sat down waitin hopefully for sunrise...only to realise tad we were lookin the wrong direction when the sun's up...after tad...played tennis (soccer version) wif yuan qing...lost lik 9-5...then slack slack awhile went breakfast...subway...fell aslp while they were tokin...then went bak n bathe...left the chalet to go bishan...on the way...drop off at bedok...meet up wif the old fellows..hav a cup of coffee...man things hav gone quieter...ALOT...glad to c the r alrite...soon i cont my way 2 j8met up wif mark n cheryl...walk walk...played outrun...saw ah pan kor kor...then walk walk walk...nth much...after tad we went 2 watch beverly hills chihuahua...i fell aslp though...movie is lik 1hr 30mins...i slept for lik 1 hr n 10 mins...then after tad went play pool...mark won in the end... 6 -4...alot mistakes...guess all was lost when mark said..."gimme chance leh"nvm la...went home...n slp liao...buay tahan...woke up... tis mornin...went marketin wif mom...dint c her marketin alr...she is so happy...well meetin kovan n terr 2 go gym ltr...man...tis chalet is fun...i propose a gatherin every yr...anyone on?soccer tmr...man i wish tis holiday wil end quickly...glad to c everyone is doin so well nw...
chalet time
Tuesday, November 25, 2008 1:23 PM
okay...after tis im goin off for class chalet...goin wif quintin 2 meet leon n ck...quintin...after Os u wil b goin overseas 2 further ur studies...sure gonna miss u...cant c u after the block anymore...goin play pool wif markie tmr...thx kovan for tryin 2 comfort me...im sry for keepin things frm u for so long...those stuffs tad happen last yr...i nvr dare 2 tell u the truth after i found out...im afraid tad u would juz break down...afterall u do love her...oh man...my beer belly is protrudin...dammit...stupid monkey...ask me go drink...i wan liquor...NT BEER...dang it hate beer to the core!drink lil by lil... n my beer belly is comin out!WTF!nid exercise!n stop drinkin!oh man...meetin ak soon to do gym...alrite...i shall blog at nite if someone brought a lappy down...dun realli think i wil enjoy the chalet...try bah...my classmates for 2 yrs...lets make our times tgt nw a memorable one...!
bring on the pain...
Monday, November 24, 2008 10:45 PM
woke up at arnd 10...dint feel lik doin anythin...so i juz sit thr lo...sat thr n when my mind start to think...i turned on the com...i dun wan my mind 2 think...then went 2 find my mom n aunts...they seem to b pretty happy tgt...seein them happy tgt shall ease my mind...afterall they watch me grow up...losin them wil b a big blow...came bak...wanted to try n play soccer...no one free...so i went joggin...timin improved...16.11 which is 44 secs earlier compared 2 last time...16.55 was my previous timin...im runnin as though my lungs r burstin...the pain, the pantings...they r juz so... superficial...wanted 2 go do gym but terr isnt free...so i juz ran the whole park compare 2 the threadmill...my arms r sore alr...doin pumpin n stuffs...im dumb...tryin 2 force my mind 2 think bout pain n stuffs...dunno whether it works nt...class chalet's tmr...dun hav the mood 2 go actually...but i wil c them for one last time so might as well...well... it sure is painful...
move on, wipe tad sad smile off da face...
Sunday, November 23, 2008 9:26 PM
alright...my previous post was written out of anger...so if ppl who took offence to it...ignored it...i nvr regret...went to bxb today...zhao xiang volunteerin me to go teach pri sch kids nxt yr...well...i dun think im rdy for the job...nevertheless, i wil giv it a try...but goin bak 2 teach means i wil b separated wif fellow buddies...yong hao, guo ming...sure gonna miss them...nvm, we can hav lunch lik hw we used 2 b...lookin forward to workin wif jia jun however...know him since sec sch...was actually pushin him arnd...but sure thing, he matured faster then me...well... i juz hab 2 admit...i was to immature in the past...i wil tak a different approach tis time round...gui long's weddin is round the corner...man, lookin at the weddings...i cant help but feel happy for them...so blissful...i sometimes think of...(ok i shant start!)then after tad the tried playin a game...thr were lik 15 of us?we played some polar bear thingy...lemme xplain the rules...we sit in a circle...thr wil b 3 characters - 2 polar bears, a doctor n the rest are hunters...thr wil b a facilitator...the facilitator wil pick the polar bears n the doctor...those unpick shall b the hunters...1 round wil b split into 3 period...1st period wil b the polar wil choose a person 2 kill...the rest of the hunters (includin the doctor) wil close their eyes n bow down...after choosin their target, they wil go bak 2 slp...the 2nd period wil b the doctor's turn...he wil then choose a person 2 save...he can save anyone includin himself...then the last phrase wil b when...then person is killed...the crowd wil pick 3 suspect n "kill" one of them...those killed wil spectate the game wif the facilitator...the game wil end when both polar bears r killed...hmm...the game started...i wasnt pick as anyone...so naturally i became the hunter...guess wad?i was suspected 2 b the one of the 2 polar bears...so i was "killed" by my fellow hunters...do i look so sinister?then the game ended...i dun hav the mood 2 play n therefore became the faciltator instead...so we played n played...till the camera crew came...we r suppose 2 smile for gui long's surprise video..."hopefully he dun read tis"while...hw am i suppose 2 smile when i cant?!least i tried...man... im feelin guilty rite nw...i aint gonna attend his weddin...n tis wil b his weddin present...n i cant do it...oh damn...after tad...went lunch wif guoming, yonghao, jiajun n yuanchi...after tad went home...all this while i hav been slpin away...makes me feel btr for awhile...especially when i woke up n everythin is stirrin...well i guess tads the way it is for nw...guess gd things realli come 2 an end...haha thx alot guys for tryin very hard 2 cheer me on..its appreciated... except for the smokin part...well wad can i still sae...sticks on me?lol... dream on...i stopped alr... u all shld too...its rainin juz nw...i sat down in the rain thinkin n thinkin...somethin struck my mind...am i actually hopin for a miracle would happen...yes i am...well...JERVIS i gotta smth to say to you...dun follow my footsteps...fightin isnt the way out...come out wif a solution together...sendin each other 2 the hospital wont help...it wil juz continue to create more disturbance...knowin hw 2 fight doesnt make u big nw...to me, knowin hw 2 fight is for defensive purposes...u go in too deep...it wil b hard to get out...trust me tis once will u?haiz no mood for anythin...no games, no soccer, no movies, no pool...look up some work alr...u can find me...i wil treat u...*subject to change*hope to get things into my head...distract me for awhile...given the no mood nw...seems impossible...DANG IT!and...plz dun try 2 contact me...i only reply those i choose to...woke up n hav lik 10 plus messages...gettin irritatin...sry to the rest...runnin away wont help...but lemme do it for the time being...
why does it turn out this way...
Saturday, November 22, 2008 9:51 PM
a young boy...was juz taught hw to walk...he tried walkin for a long time...at first, he enjoyed walkin...then slowly, he became more darin...he started to run...he ran n ran...as fast as he could...n he fell...he was in great pain...it was so unbearable...awhile later...he recovered...n started walkin again...he walk lik he used to...however he nvr dare to run...but things changed when someone came...the someone taught him hw 2 run once more...n the boy was tryin out...at first he ran at a slow speed...and soon, he pick up the pace...n thr he was accelerating faster then ever...tragedy struck...he fell again...the pain was much more excruciating then ever...nw the question is...WILL HE EVER RUN AGAIN?met up wif ben, marcus, christopher, moe n dexter to go mr leong weddin...saw dexter after a long time...hope he is doin well in sports sch...trained to commonwealth...thr we sat thr... waitin for the ceremony to begin...GRATZ mr leong...listened 2 the pastor...he said smth bout...compassion, kindness, gentleness, forebearness, forgivin n unconditional love...well... i couldnt help but look down in guilt...mayb wad he said was right...thinkin bak... i felt lik cryin...but again my tears ran out after ytd...call it guilt but i reflected alot...i juz couldnt b who i was...mayb tad is becauz im juz a fool...a fool to hav believe tad it would b different...a fool who hav expected so much when all along it was so little...a fool to give it my all without even thinkin bout wad happened...or mayb...i had long forgotten the pain that i once felt...somehow the exact same words came hauntin...the ghost of my past juz could nt leave me alone...haiz...tis isnt suppose 2 happen...does all the words realli mean nth?or izzit becauz of wad happened way long ago...i stil cant forget tis..."falling in love is the stupidest thing u eva did""men r bastards""they make u luv n hope n the lie!""foreva doesnt exists"izzit becauz of tis nite...tad make everythin change?in midst of thinkin all of these...i come 2 realise smth...i shldnt have pour everythin out in the 1st place...its my fault that i hav ended up tis way...so pathetic rite nw...everyone is offerin me help...i juz refused them...its nt tad i dun nid help...its i DONT WANT any...let me stay tis way...only then i wil learn...learn nt to trust entirely...learn that words r forever words...nth more to them...i feelin the numb n coldness once again...before all this things happen...i was waitin for a miracle...waitin for more then a yr...waitin for tis one person 2 warm me up...but i was rewarded wif more then a miracle...once again...it fail me...shall i keep waitin for another miracle...i dont know...i dun wan a repeat of tis 2 happen again...shakesphere once said..."its better to have love n lost then to hav nvr love at all"i tell him..."it indeed is a wonderful, till it hurts"alright...i shall stop here...whoeva readin tis...u dun hav to gimme an ans...i understand...To everyone:juz leave me alone...juz leave me out frm nw on...i wanna come 2 terms wif myself...(to b honest, i dun really think i can do it)hahahahahahaha...im laughin at myself...look wad im reduced to...haha... wad a fool haha...GO AHEAD! LAUGH AT ME!LAUGH ALL U WAN...ask me if im okay...i wil ans..."IM FINE"but if u wan the truth...IM NT!so stop askin!haha...ironically speakin...i stil love you...u were thr for me when i needed u the most...y cant i do the same for u nw?
quiz time! thanks to SAM...
Wednesday, November 19, 2008 9:04 PM
Rules:1. Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.2. People who get tagged SHALL DECIDE *added by Samantha JoAnn Lim Miao Xiu* to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as stated in this rule clearly or not.3. In the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.4. No tagging back to the person who tagged you!10 habits/ little known facts...-was in band-used to smoke-im actually a religious person-i wan smth, i WILL get it-watch stupid n lame cartoons-may seem happy even if im nt-dunnid much slp, but slp when bored-can b hardworkin, only for a min-prefers to b alone moz time-nid alot of support1. Do you have secrets?- secrets r only for the ones whom i trust2. Would you fall in love with a blind girl/boy?- so what if she is blind, love shld b judge on hw u feel, nt wad she can or cant do3. Do you enjoy going to school?- yea cauz i spend moz time slpin!4. What would you do with a billion dollars?- 1) find a job 2) hav a fairystale wedding 3) honeymoon arnd europe 4) hav a car n hse 5) live comfortably wif the rest of the money5. Will you die for some stranger?- im fine as long as i die in the hands of the one i love6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?- being loved, but is can only b achieved by tryin ur best 2 love someone7. List out your 15 favourite songs.- the great escape - boys like girls face down - red jumpsuit apparatus leave out all the rest - linkin park pictures of you - the last goodnight misery business - paramore cemetary drive - my chemical romance fall for you - second hand serenade the takes over, the breaks over - fall out boy inconsolable - backstreet boys dance floor anthem - good charlotte loose yourself - eminem i write sins nt tragedy - panic! at the disco wonderwall - oasis it ends tonight - the all american rejects FIVE MINUTES TO MIDNIGHT - boys like girls8. If the person you secretly like turns out to be a lesbian/gay what would you do?- try to get her straight, i dun believe i cant... my gf is a lesbian... (grins*)9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?- a simple 3 word sentence odd to do the trick... (WAIT A MIN! the person as well)10. What makes you horny angry?- if u mean extremely angry then i dun think nth recent tad i can think of...11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?- juz wanna b rich n happy!12. Who are currently the most important people to you?- my darlin, my brothers n those tad i cherished lim my family...13. What is the most important thing in life?- someone who wil b thr to share ur happiness n b thr for u when u r down...14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?- rich n single, then i can afford a fairytale weddin anytime i wan!15. What would you like to tell the person you like?- i love you, i really do...16. What type of person would you fall in love with?- any type, love isnt bout types, its bout hw u feel towards the person...dang it...i mizz the last part of camp...gt reflection somemore...they sae tad tis camp more fun then the previous onesLOL apparently they wan more nite activites!haha... gonna help out wif AK nxt yr...I WAN PICTURES FRM MS ANNE!moz of them is i point finger anyway...haha...
camp is tirin =)
Tuesday, November 18, 2008 10:38 AM
ytd, infocomms camp started...wanna noe smth, we estimate 26 ppl comin...25 came...MARCUS CAME OMFG!ok went out, pissed AK off...apparently mogan nid to do his "thing"haha...mornin i slack for quite awhile...afternoon, slack til games...apparently when they were watchin pirates of the carribean 3...i fell aslp...LOL when the on the lights...i shouted..."eh on the lights la! ppl slpin hslfway rite?!"play game n stuffs...dinner came, after tad watch KUNGFU panda!nite came...painted til 4 plus...ordered MACs..then go gym for awhile... after tad knocked out...PAINTIN PAINTIN PAINTIN...DAMMIT I GT PAINT ALMOZ EVERYWHR...MY FACE, HANDS, LEGS N MY HP!haha...ok goin bak camp liao cyaz...yawns~ sch is nice 2 slp!
u make my day...
Sunday, November 16, 2008 12:24 AM
todae...went tournament...knockout match zzzbryan claims we r playin U16...ended up playin against some uncles...freakin hell...ruggy man...i tak ball, all come slidin my direction...then gt one guy...who is very build up...he dribble the ball towards my goalpost...i attempt to block him n guess wad?!he fall n roll over then shout "cmon ref"zzz gd actor...he bigger size then me can tumble so ez meh?!tmd almoz receive yellow card for tad foul somemore...zzzafternoon...met kaijun...tad idiot make me wear lik a stupid clown...went 2 check bumboat n restaurant wif him...then went pasir ris c godbro MATHEW...he damn brother leh, make me wait 1hr 30min...then we went tampiness walk walk...eat eat... smoke smoke... (NT ME)alot of stuffs la...darlin late for claz somemore...haiyo, stil tell me "im goin thr early tmr"haha, then at 1st cant find flower shop...PANIC SIA...but found 1 at century square...bought ROSES XD...hope she lik it...then mathew wait wif me...THX BRUDDER!darlin came out, pass her flowers...she nid go parkway, so cant go airport zzzso we settle at tampiness mall...eat liao then send her parkway...so long nvr c her liaoz...so happy...IM HIGH!!!!!!!!!!Labels: WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
the tale of a boy who waited n hoped...
Saturday, November 15, 2008 12:41 AM
hi peeps, im bak...miss me?nah dun think anyone did...haha...change blog song...CRUSH is gettin mainstream...daniel powter's love you lately...nt as mainstream LOL~cauz im the one tad loves u lately~cant find the song, so gotta settle wif the video...today, hav trainin for one last time at cage...me, ben, bryan, breyann n marcus...play 5 win 4, last match halfway kena cramp...abandon match, so we lost as we r 1-0 down...then went suntec meet KAIJUN...TMD... make me wait...then he come wif his gf...sae hi 2 her tio dao...nvm, help kai jun plz her so much then liddat treat me?!wait til she finds out bout kaijun's secrets to being so ROU MAN TI KE...hehe...then we walk walk, my leg kena cramp quite jialat...bought h2o n drink...stupid kai jun play wif my soccer ball...then go bak j8, he make couple ring...so sweet horz?!then when the person ask wad 2 engrave...he turned to me..."oh shit, i forgt all bout tis part, haven think yet"=.="ok then after we think liaoz...we go arnd walk walk...then we went arcade, wan try get tis looney toons thingy...tell him dun waste his time la...saw terrence gomez, kaijun claim tad he is "flirtin" haha...walk walk walk...nth 2 buy leh...i mean im lookin for smth la...but cant sae...ITS A SECRET!valentine's day plans r up n away!lol abit far eh?haha...KAIJUN IS A GENIUS!lol...im actually sayin tis...someone faster go buy lottery...SURE STRIKE DE...tmr soccer tournament...gotta wake up at 5 plus...yawns~ dun feel lik slpin yet leh...5 a side, changed my mind bout wearin boots...scared tio cramp again...leg achin quite badly though...i think ltr go apply counter pain bah...tmr breakfast menu...BANANAS... im determined nt 2 get cramp tmr!dang it...my mind loves to play tricks on me...i hope the nxt few wks i can keep myself occupied...least i can stop havin weird tots...all the things happenin arnd me r bringin up so much anger...so much hatred...N I DUNNO Y!oh well...screw them, im meetin darlin tmr...plannin 2 giv her a surprise...but after readin tis (which i think she wont)it wont b much of a surprise anymore...haha... im sure she wont though!meetin brother mathew... (lol he sound lik some priest)trust me man, he is carnal (i learn tis word frm TZH)i call him he tell me bout his basketball match...inside full of vulgarities le...oh ya... tmr soccer tournament...one of the rules :u wil b given a yellow card if u use vulgarities....WTF RITE?!i think tmr i every match go in 5 mins...2 yellow card le...playin GUNBOUND currently...who wanna join me, clar, kov, mark n terr?ohya ohya...i saw zhi kai at j8...danny at my hse market...lol tis few days c quite alot ppl sia...aiya...dun wan sae le...nid go slp...5 plus tmr mornin...wish me luk if u wan...if u dun wan...i KICK the ball at ur FACE!=p
history do repeat itself cauz i nvr learn...
Thursday, November 13, 2008 2:09 AM
The person that tag/pass me this is?- SAMANTHA (AGAIN!)The relationship between him/her is?- erm... gd frens?Your five expression him/her is?- holy crap, i hav no idea... 5 letters can? H-Y-P-E-RThe most memorable he/she has done for you is?- scream my name so loudly at the cathay when i was wif my darlin =xThe most memorable he/she has said to you is?- "ok, u win" (apparently it was bout me being evil)If he/she becomes your lover, you will?- tad day wil nvr come cauz i only love one person =)If he/she becomes your lover, the things he/she needs to improve on?- erm... no idea? OH YA... IMPROVE HER CHEENA-ISHIf he/she becomes your enemy, you will?- hehe... think of ways 2 ka jiao her (am i so bad?)If he/she becomes your enemy, the reasons will be?- probably becauz im makin fun of polar bears!The most desired thing you wanna do for him/her is?- hmm... nth?Your overall impression of him/her is?- cheerful (heres the ironic part) n EMO at the same time...How do you think the people around you feel for you?- i dun get wad u tryin 2 sae...The characters that i love about myself are?- slackiest guy eva...On the contrary, what about the characters i hate about myself?- slackiest guy eva too... (i noe i noe... its contradictin!)The most ideal person you wanna be is?- hmmm... im kinda happy wif myself rite nw...For the people that show love, care n concern for you, you say something to them?- thanks for the love but i only nid one, care n concern, yea i do nid tad at times...Pass this quiz to 10 person that you want to know how they think for u, they are?- (u ppl ownself zi dong =D)TMD stil muz name 10 ppl1 FIONA2 samantha3 edmund4 shernet5 phoebe (ok i run of names frm my blog tags)6 yun lim7 zhi hao8 sanjay9 terrence10 joanWho is No.6 havin relationship wit?- a guy name sunnyNo.9 is male or female?- male, wif a STEADY hairstyleIf No.7 n No.10 is together, will it be a good thing?- omg... 1 holy guy n one talkative gal... mayb they can preach 2 each other...What is No.2 studying about?- oh she takin private Os nxt yr!When was the last time you spoke to No.3?- when we were playin soccer n he was shoutin "DUN COMMIT"What kinda music band No.8 like?- hmm... bands which r nt too METALLICDoes No.1 have any siblings?- yupp one sisterWould you woo No.3?- NO IM STRAIGHT!How bout No.7?- STILL STRAIGHTIs No.4 single?- ask her urself!What is the surname of No.5?- dun ask me surnames, i suck at it...What is the hobby of No.10?- hmm... no idea! tokin perhaps!Where is No.2 studying at?- GRADUATED ALR!Talk something casually about No.1?- yupp, tellin everyone hw much she meant 2 me =DHave you tried developing feelings for No.6?- nope, she is juz a confidanteWhere does No.9 lives at?- HOUGANGWhat colour does No.4 like?- no ideaAre No.5 n No.1 good frends?- hw would i noe? i dint even c no. 5 b4!Is No.7 the sexiest person in the world?- definitely... NOTWhat is No.6 doin now?- she is nt online... which means she is slpin lik a pig!FINALLY IM DONE...goin off le, my mom wil kill me...IF she wakes up seein me infront of the com at tis hour!
return of the GN ARMS
Monday, November 10, 2008 1:49 AM
gundam 00 is bak...i almoz forget all bout it...sorta stumbled upon it while watchin D grayman...i left wif 4 more episodes of D grayman...in lik 2 months, i watched lik 100episodes...zzz nice...haha...after Os anime...GUNDAM 00...today dun hav much slp...chat wif sam til lik 4?then i dozed off...afternoon went 2 slp...as its too bright, i decide to put on blinds...u noe... blindfold myself...then i wake up tad time couldnt c anythin...i tot i was goin blind for awhile!LOL...holidays r gettin borin as they go by...tis wk...is full of programmes!nxt wk...is full of camps!ALRIGHT!!!!!darlin is sick...zzz so big liao dunno hw tak care of herself...tsk tsk* did i juz said tad...well...i noe u very busy wif preparations...BUT PLZ...tak gd care of urself...i cant wait to c u...haha rmb...dun fall sick... AGAIN!lova ya!
hmm...?
Saturday, November 8, 2008 11:39 PM
today was quite... borin?woke up...eat breakfast, went cousin hse play halo 3...damn, they hav surpassed me...i onced owned them lik 20 - 2 - 3nw is lik 4 - 16 - 20lol then go tpy...dunno thr gt wad... so noisy...came home wif THEM...can u imagine?!i hogged the com watchin D grayman...then was feelin quite slpy...so i let them use com n i go room slp...wan slp oso cannot...so i lay on my bed wif my blinds, listenin 2 my hp...then bout 5 i went out n hog the com...play halfway, edmund called...he damn nice okay...tis is hw he start convo -me : "ello?"him : "oie bitch! come down la!"zzzwent down...he tell me we nid 2 more players...shi quan him n me stil lack 2 players...in the end gt one guy called muhammed n the other guy forget wad name...as today gt less players, lesser "NXT TEAM"so played more...hmmm i played 4...score lik 4-5?was avg la, givin one touch runnin on ball...hope tis improve my stamina n skills...come bak sufferin frm fatigue...obviously my legs was tellin me...STOP RITE NW!gt tripped n kicked in the calves...nw feelin cramps...OH WELL...NO MORE SOCCER!for the nxt few days til i recover...goin gym soon i think...came bak home...juz watched arsenal played man u...SAMIR NASRI...well done...haha its funny to c ppl criticise other team when their fav loses...well, im nt lik tad! i giv them credit!haharafael da silva scored his 1st professional goal...excellent goal for a 18 yr old...oh gosh, hw i wish i was born in england, then can play professional football...tue is MCQ...i nid to get a full marks...i really wan get into BS, or get into a JC...nw im beginnin to hav doubts bout myself...somebody PLZ tell me tad im thinkin too much...(nth related to Os cauz it sux)
end of lit paper = end of Os...
Friday, November 7, 2008 10:31 PM
today was my lit paper...ease paper 1 easily...paper 2 was a lil difficult...zzzim havin doubts bout gettin A1 for my lit rite nw...damnz...hope i can get into ngee ann business studies...went for lunch wif ak, chris, chit, cheng yang, ms low n her bf kelvin...her treat XDwent to pastamania...hmmmearn 1 dollar by eatin 1 spoon of tobasco...okok then after eat eat...we were discussin bout camp...we gt absolute budgets...MACKIE MIXER... HERE WE COME...gt the green light to paint the store wif... MURALS!thx alots...haha sry kai jun... cant pei u...LOL u go find ur gf la... she sick zzzreached home at 4 plus...hav a chat wif nasrul...zzz sae wan play soccer...in the end go for job interview...zzz TMDhaha so went to play street soccer wif edmund n shi quan...then my team gt me, edmund, shi quan n 2 other edmund fren...played 1st match...zzz lasted lik 1/2 hour...2 mistakes...1st made by shiquan...2nd made by shi quan n me...sry...walao eh...really bo stamina, play wif the malays n indians...they smoke liao stil dunno hw gt so much energy...haha...then camp down thr wait wait wait...lol wait very long...7.20 liaoz...faster zao home...late for dinner...zzz tio gan...okok i hope edmund's tournament nt at same place as me...haha...MAY GOD BLESSS ME...if his tournament same place ar...WAN KAO CFM LOSE LE...damn... nid 2 train soon...dead tired...no words can describe hw much i missed u...CYA SOON ^^
PARTY COUNTDOWN! 2!
Thursday, November 6, 2008 1:25 PM
2 more papers to go...lit paper tmr...i muz get an A...oh my oh my...so many stuffs to do durin the holidays...whole november is booked!its burnin my pocket...CHALET N CHALET N CHALET...i juz cant get enuff of them...!hahawow, 4 yrs of sec sch life sure is over...love ya guys!especially the teachers...i wil miss slpin in claz =Phmmmcredits to...mr ivan ng for is crap in class...mr jeremy han for ur interestin bakground...ms harwin for tryin to let us ace POA...mr tai mao shen for lookin after me for 4 yrs...mrs jean koh for ur cold jokes...ms toh huiyan for lettin me eat in claz...mrs esther wong for ur knowledge...mr francis foong for ur patience...mr lincoln chan for ur nvr sae die attitude...mr peter crawshaw for tryin 2 make us fall aslp...mr ng thiam hock for FLOORBALL...ms anne low for CCA + ruler n ur *LOOK GOOD* (whats tad suppose 2 mean)mr raymond ng for ur contributions to infocommmr leong for wonderful time as sportsldr (WE RUN N PUMP TGT)mr anthony phoon for ur sexual sense of humor...zzz ok la...at tis rate i wil nvr end...i nid go study lit de lor...TOAST TO ALL MY GABRIELITE BROTHERS...BEST BUD FER LIFE!BRYAN BEN MARCUS N BREYANN...WE GOD DAMN NID TO TRAIN...I WANNA WIN SMTH DE...ALAN stop askin me to smoke!SMOKE SMOKE SMOKE...is tad wad u can think of...u stil gt 2 packs wif me...i INCINERATE them all...MUAHAHAHAHAtmr soccer or pool?u all decide...TZH IS A HOLY PIECE OF !@#$%^&* (dunno wad)ps me dun wan go orchard road...SAMANTHA OWES ME A MOVIE TREAT...RAWR...doesnt matter... darlin broke my record le T.TPhoebe (dunno wad) Wan Rong...one of these daes im gonna go disturb u...CENTREPOINT RITE...U DIE!!!!
MUAHAHAHACHENG KAI JUN OWES ME A TREAT...HAHA...KAI KAI, JUN JUN...OH MY GOSH... SO MUSHY >.<ALKIN TAN U MORON...SHOW ME PICTURE...IF NT I NXT YR GO SCH HAUNT U...CLARENCE ONG...
SLPOVER SLPOVER SLPOVER SLPOVER!WE R GONNA HAV SO MUCH FUN...GUYS TOK...damn i used to love it... nw i hate it!!!!!EDMUND (dunno wad) YONG HAO...btr drive me arnd...U GOT UR DRIVIN LISCENSE ALR...YUN LIM eh u sae wan gimme mentos nvr giv?!JOAN...U BITCH!!!!U SAE WAN TREAT ME TREAT UNTIL WHR?!TERRENCE SNG...
SWENSENS...(shall sae no more lol)CHERYL LOW (oh shit i dunno hw 2 spell)MY HEROES SEASON 3...BTR LEND ME...
IF NT I GO UR HSE SPRAY PAINT...MATHEW LWEE ZHI GUANG...cya in MALAYSIA~hmmm...alot ppl owe me stuffs...NT BAD DEBTS IS ALLOW...damn tis sux big timetmr paper...sat gym physical trainin...sun (god noes wad gonna happen)mon study for MCQtue MCQ then go terr hsewed bryan mcq finish then go soccer?thur restfri go mark hse swimsat go meet darlin!cant wait man!SAT 15 november...u btr dun run..WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE