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Sunday, March 29, 2009 11:40 PM

a little walk at the beach can seriously clear ur mind...
sat went to find mathew...
meet him at pasir ris central...
apparently the coffee shop gt tai ji...
saw ambulance when walkin thr...
then we sit down tok tok tok liao...
went to find his fren chin seng...
then we walk to pasir ris beach...
we at the break water thr n sit...
saw zh n his church ppl lol...
tok tok tok
drink drink drink...
mathew ask his frens to come...
1 gal 2 guy...
lol all 15 yr olds... wear skinnies all...
c us lik scared of us...
then gt 1 guy keep laughin...
dunno y oso, think he tio bomb by laughin gas...
well... i think i hav alr decided...
juz try my best...
dun think too much into it...
leave it to fate bah...
(although i dun really lik fate)
haiz...
its saddens me to end tis way...

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Saturday, March 28, 2009 12:37 AM

NO STALEMATES ALLOW

Thursday, March 26, 2009 9:12 AM

I DUNNO HW TO ANSWER EVERYBODY RITE NW...
IM SERIOUSLY SRY
I TOOK WAD U ALL SAID INTO SERIOUS CONSIDERATION...
BUT I CANT BRING MYSELF TO DO ANY OF IT...
I DECIDED WAD TO DO...
IM GONNA GAMBLE WIF MY ALL...
TADS WAD I ALWAYS DO...
TAK IT OR LEAVE IT...
LOOKIN BAK AT WAD HAPPENED A LONG TIME AGO...
NO IM NT GONNA LET IT REPEAT...
I HAV MY REASONS...

Monday, March 23, 2009 1:31 AM

ever seen displacement reaction b4?
watch hw metal displace one another...
mayb if thr was a btr choice...
well... fuck it...
wadeva it is..
i think mayb its all a mistake...
cauz it aint feelin any much btr...
in fact its gettin worse...
its holdin me bak...
i cant move forward...
i cant turn bakwards as well...
i guess tad thr stil part of me tad lingers arnd ur words...
its terrible...
im feelin so darn helpless...
then again...
no point tellin ppl who doesnt understand...

watched push...
fell aslp...
terr n kovan maplin again...
guess i wil join them to kill time...
stil waitin for my hp lappy...
im feelin anti social...
i juz sit n stare into blank space on my bed...
bye ppl...

Sunday, March 22, 2009 1:39 AM

the lies n the truths...
tis sucks...
im nt playin tis game anymore...
why does it hurt so much?
thats wad u get when u let ur heart win...
paramore is gd...
today went jxb...
bai TZ taught us alot...
was realli tired today...
saw lawrence today...
cheers!
dint c him for such a long time...
n i juz realise yong hao n gm ORD alr...
i think im goin nuts...
anyways...
y izzit so hard sometimes?
ppl r askin me...
so wad r u waitin for?
miracles to happen?
i hav no idea...
i cant do it anymore...
haiz...
its once again so...
excruciatin...

wad happen to my title?!
Saturday, March 21, 2009 1:57 AM

ok i gt a confession...
i changed my blog skin...
lol
wad the fuck happen to my title?!
nvm nvm...
hah... tak tad mel...
i said my blog was borin...
i changed it so u can stop complainin...
lol!
today marcus called me...
i was doin tis thing halfway...
after tad went bryan hse play FM 09
at 4 we went serangoon mrt meet the rest...
head count...
me marcus bryan ben chris n kovan...
terr decide against goin...
after tad went thr...
the condo is a new condo at farrer park...
we started wif bowlin...
bowlin halfway, smth unpleasant happened...
dun wanna mention it...
then we played pool...
soon after we had dinner...
after dinner we went to swim...
ok im tired...
no mood too... goin to bed...
BYE BYE

cauz u r the reason...
Friday, March 20, 2009 12:44 AM

today was soccer...
went play...
woke up at 6 plus...
went tp...
23 to tp is damn fast...
after tad meet terr at tampiness...
he went library pay his fines then we go cage...
fuckin hell...
avery kick the ball on my head...
played n cramped...
score goals of cauz...
sian diao...
after tad went ps...
eat n tok cock...
after tad went home...
nt elaboratin cauz im feelin tired...
lazy, and of cauz no mood to...

i locked up my heart n threw away the keys...
Thursday, March 19, 2009 1:06 AM

today was bored bored bored...
went out wif mel...
1 out of 7 days done...
LOL
went arnd to shop shop shop...
she is lik blabberin away...
but i dun really care...
(hope she doesnt sees tis)
hmmm but honestly speakin...
i gt to know more bout her...
its lik...
the part of her i nvr realli knew...
but then again...
i dun realli care...
haiya...
muz i blog bout borin shoppin days?!
nope i dun think so...
i was smsin johnson...
he was crappin away wif me lik...
"oh god, the gal im starin at seriously nid a liposuction"
LOL
wad the hell man...
then again i reply him
"i think u nid eye surgery"
n guess wad he said...
"for wad? get a btr view of gals who nid liposuction?!"
LOL...
fuckin bastard...
it was dead stupid...
today was kinda a typical date kinda thing for me i guess...
oh god i miss this feelin man...
it is lik 9months since i last do tad...
arnd june...
ben said thr is LOOLA tis yr...
I WAN GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
i think i think i think i think i think
im goin nuts...
wadeva la...
i think i really retarded lately...
i guess i was really upset wif stuffs ppl arnd me r sayin...
well...
i guess u r rite...
but i refuse to accept it i guess...
to the whole lot of u...
i noe u r tryin make me feel btr...
i really appreciate it...
but juz nt now...
(mel im praisin u...)
special thx to mel though...
cheered up a lil...
actually it wasnt so bad goin out wif u...
tmr is the day man...
cant wait...
meetin xw at 8...
then go tp...

Be with me, please, I beseech you...
Wednesday, March 18, 2009 12:59 AM

today overslept again...
went to bryan's...
played guitar hero world tour...
get used to it alr...
then went ps wif marcus...
met vincent n wm on the train...
called kx...
we went to walk arnd lookin for movie timeslot...
decided on push...
went bak...
kx came, we went to queue at swensens...
went in n the gals came...
elvina n marion...
ordered food...
kx joker of the day...
ordered fries only...
but somehw they hear wrong then complain...
after tad we had cake...
the cake is really hard!
dammit...
after tad went to cathay to get tiks...
elvina wan to watch coming soon...
so we all watch lor...
walao my 1st horror film leh...
of cauz feel abit uneasy...
then they tease me...
"u scared izzit?"
then go lor...
i went to sit nxt to wm...
he oso scared scared...
movie started...
was abit afraid at 1st...
but nt so alr...
then for consecutives moments...
the scary part i was laughin away...
everyone was screamin in the cinema...
then wm dun dare c...
damn funny...
he kena chua tio once he keep hidin in marcus coat...
after tad marcus sent elvina home...
me vincent kx n wm sit outside ps n tok cock...
after tad marcus came bak...
kx leave...
we went to city hall then vincent went off...
me wm n marcus went to shop at marina square...
we wanted to buy clothes...
marina square is the place wif so many stuffs...
wanted to get shorts but they sae orders comin in tis wk...
so i nxt wk then go lor...
ok im tired...
i go slp le la...
feelin very very lousy...
dunno y oso...

cauz u r the sunshine...
Tuesday, March 17, 2009 2:03 AM

today was late for gym again...
sry guyz, my bad... =(
doin arms trainin for tis few wks...
today was super duper crowded...
then meet kovan at j8...
had lunch, played arcade...
then went for prezzie huntin...
kovan was lookin for prezzie for CK n JK...
marcus lookin present for elvina...
in the end...
marcus bought a mini toon accessory set for elvina...
then we went round n round...
stil cant find anythin kovan wants...
went long john...
then go buy bubble tea...
tok cock tok cock...
kovan complain hot so we went library...
2nd floor we settle down nxt to a grp of kcp gals...
my hp rang cauz gt msg...
then gt a gal go "shhhh"
then i turn n said...
BITCH... lol
they were lookin at us...
nw my fault tad u bitches wan disturb me 1st rite...
returnin u the favour...
lol tads it...

i think im juz one of them now...

i would fall in love wif u once, twice, thrice, nvr the last...
Monday, March 16, 2009 2:01 AM

WEEEEEEEEEEEE
gt my lappy...
sadly i nid to get it deliver to my hse =.="
cauz thr no stock...
zzz
gt a new student today...
he's frm china...
he is nt a a star student...
but certainly the best among the rest...
well...
im real tired nw...
gotta go to bed...
terr tmr gym marcus kovan... - tad sums up my day for tmr...

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see you on the other side of the rainbow...
Saturday, March 14, 2009 2:00 AM

rawr...
woke up at 10...
marcus called...
it goes lik tis...

marcus : whr r u
me : at home
marcus : wad time r we meetin
me : 10 o clock...
marcus : wad time izzit nw
me : wait ar... lemme check...
me : HOLY SHIT!

we agreed on gym...
but then while walkin towards the gym...
everyone lost their mood....
so we decide tad if gym is heavily occupied, then we wil nt do gym...
we walked bak to junction 8...
ate n went arcade...
lol spend so much on tryin 2 grab soft toy...
wad a fool i was...
after tad went tpy...
we played lan...
terr was laughin damn loudly...
then gt tis guy tried to me funny...
he tried to imitate terr laughter...
then me n marcus diao him...
haha he diam diam dun dare do anythin...
then we play lor...
awp is fun...
ownin them man...
haha...
after tad we went to HDB hub food court...
get snacks n tok cock...
rmb the gd old times...
after tad, we went home...
lol...
fiona n cheryl lost their debate...
i nid to to mel's biddin for a wk =(
damn damn damn...
i cant wait for my laptop...
goin IT fair wif XW tmr!
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

oh well watcha waitin for?
Thursday, March 12, 2009 1:22 AM

today SOCCER!
play play play...
my whole body achin nw...
after tad went play snooker...
pool table fully booked...
beat mark at pool...
LOL
bert was lik...
"he cant sink cauz he gerwyn"
zzz
then after tad went play lan again...
me, sc, terr, chris, marcus n ben...
top frag for 3 matches...
LOL
apparently they hate my snipin technique...
haha...
lan was fun...
we shld go thr again some other time...
goin swimmin tmr...
gym on fri again...
oh god...
my whole body gonna ache again...

well...
it sure is sucky...

Wad happen to the fairytale?
Wednesday, March 11, 2009 1:30 AM

today was my super duper unlucky day...
mother fucker shld juz die...
especially the one who tried to mug me...
im nt tad weak, i dun succumb tad easily... BASTARD
went gym wif terr, marcus n ben...
trained my biceps n triceps...
ben was being retarded...
he trained for 15 mins then complain tired...
zzz
after tad went play lan at venus...
play cs at source...
im nt used to the sensitivity of the mouse...
kena owned by ben...
i was 2nd in frag...
after which we went bowlin...
hmm...
was doin quite fine...
then went to serangoon garden's mac...
slacked thr n cliff came...
chit chat...
went home...

fuckin bastard
i c ur face again...
im so gonna...
call the police =.=

i fuckin hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, March 10, 2009 12:18 AM

been busy...
or rather...
LAZY...
okok...
today went to kovan's...
apparently they were playin mahjong...
clar, kovan, mark n terr...
but then terr became short of cash after lunch...
so i took over...
lol we were bz makin fun of terr when he was watchin some movie...
so i came 2 a conclusion, terr laughs when he gets aroused...
n so we played n played...
was losin quite terribly...
lol
but then won in the end..
but it was only 70 cents...
quite pathetic actually...
then halfway thru...
terr went on a super high...
mark became the victim of his verbal abuse...
well nt sae verbal abuse...
but verbal pokin fun of...
lol...
wadeva...
i hate gundam 00 2nd season...
y muz they end when we wanted to carry on watchin?!
screw it...
tmr goin gym wif ben, marcus n terr!
wed SOCCER!
well im gonna hav fun!

i think im goin emo...
lol...

out with the truth...
Saturday, March 7, 2009 12:26 AM

okok...
PPL!
went pool today wif terr...
i realise smth...
i cannot play pool when my mind is on smth else...
wadeva...
i decided to stop smokin...
blog song changed...
as the chorus sings...
i wanna make up right nw...
i hav been stupid...
very stupid indeed...
time to wake up...
frm a fuckin deep slp...
face up to reality...
n stop being the childish me...
everythin happens for a reason...
hw i respond to it is all that matters...
i decide to stop smokin alr...
dammit my hands keep shakin uncontrollably...
but its juz for a shortwhile...

im sry...
mayb to u im nt one who honour my promises anymore...
but believe me...
it hurts to break promises...
every promises i break...
i wil bear my own consequences...
for the rest of the promises...
i wil go according to it...
i wanna go bak to the past...
to warn me of wads gonna happen...
im determined to keep every single words i said...
those which i hav nt kept too...
i wil experience the price tad comes along...
thr wil not b another person...
who can make such a huge impact...
i shall show u wif time...
mayb u ppl wanna noe y i started smokin...
believe me...
i only smoke when it hurt the most...
i finish my pack last nite...
n tad shall b the last in a long long time...
cauz wad i desired is...
NO MORE DISAPPOINTMENTS...
or u can call it...
ATONEMENT

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workin my way out...
Friday, March 6, 2009 1:48 AM

ok i nid to sit down n hold on to myself...
thx to my old frens...
who kept me company til 5 plus in the mornin...
thank you for tokin to me on the phone...
i sat bak thinkin on tis sentence...
"do wad u think is right"
i hav serious thoughts...
im gettin irrationale day by day...
someone bang me on the street...
i wont hesitate to hurl vulgarities at them...
if someone pissed me off...
i wil end up givin them attitude...
i dunno...
somewhr thr la...
i went bout lookin for ans...
i dunno...
ppl scold me...
here n thr...
nvrtheless...
i do admit...
i changed...
nw i nid to do smth to it...
i dunno...
maybe i wil juz...
go bak to square one...
i wonder who alr given up on me...

thx to terr n xw...
terr accompanied me down to tp
n xw join us frm thr on...
well do my postin thingy...
i realise i gt sunburn =.="
fuckin pain la...
cb...
tads wad u get for playin soccer topless...
well...
im off to bed...
changin my blog song soon!

i dun think i can keep up wif tis...
Wednesday, March 4, 2009 11:32 PM

yo ppl...
im bak after so long...
today was well entertained...
mornin soccer...
lets c who came...
jia wei
jia wei's fren
terr
kovan
marcus
chris
ben
SC
jono
TZH
aloysius
jia hao
wilson
vincent
HAH... managed to get lik 15 ppl...
clarence n mark dint turn up...
they said they will =(
bak to the point...
the top scorer award goes to JONO...
his on fire today...
i scored arnd 4-5...
i hav fuckin no stamina...
its ok... i scored reasonably beautiful goals...
2 placed shots...
a free run...
and lastly..
a moment of genius...
after tad went for lunch...
before goin amk...
then went home...
watchin casshern sins...
n shikabane hime : kuro...
goin down 2 tp tmr...
meetin terr n xw...

to a special someone...
u are marked...
u took away someone precious to me...
im gonna pay u bak twice as much...
1 thing is for sure...
u wil nt live the same way as before...

look, juz go n die...
Monday, March 2, 2009 12:39 AM

lol today went to try out my flyer job...
distribute at sengkang...
distribute 5 blocks...
si bei sian...
okok la...
i was lik...
thirsty n urgently to use the toilet...
tahan all the way lo...
after tad we went home...
nth much la today...
i was a lil curious ar...
hw come smth so small would become so big rite...

zzz
dun make ur bf angry liao la...
wait he come tio me sae i tryin seduce u...
fuckin dulan can...
u ask me out leh...
nt as if i ask u out...
he think he gt back up he big fuck...
if nt for u the other time...
i go tio him liao lo...
zzz dun b such a bitch...
haha...

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