happpy new yr...
Wednesday, December 31, 2008 11:42 PM
well its 2009 nw...
lets sum up 2008...
JANUARY
went bak to sch...
missed the graduated seniors...
it was fun while it last...
as tis was the final yr...
TAF camp was fun...
FEBURARY
foolin arnd...
juz cant stop...
and then i started doin alot of stuffs...
class soccer match was really fun...
scored 2 goals!
MARCH
infocomm camp!
lol realise the importance of studyin...
studied for lik 5mins!
APRIL
RUFFLES!
started bringin ruffles to sch...
juz 2 keep me awake for eng!
lol then again...
speech day...
grand n successful!
MAY
subash left sch...
o lvl chinese...
HOME ALONE!
sports carnival was fun while it last...
JUNE
LOOLA~!
B CAMP~!
its juz so fun!
LIT COURSE~!
but sch juz had to start...
JULY
hmm...
smth hit me n left me fragile...
VCH, KOVAN's PARTY...
many things happened...
n heart changes...
AUGUST
made me high on cloud nine~!
prelims r up...
and man they suck...
haha...
SEPTEMBER
BDAE DELIGHTS!
cage was super fun!
grad ceremony was touchin...
testimonials!
man they suck...
its full of lies!
OCTOBER
the transition frm prelims 2 Os r the BEST!
birthday boy!
o lvls started...
studyin mad...
NOVEMBER
i guess tis shows wad life is...
full of ups n downs...
1 moment im so strong...
and the nxt im so down...
its juz the way it is...
DECEMBER
work began...
tried for a new life...
apparently doesnt work...
well...
met up wif new frens...
get a gd start to the new yr...
may it b lik tis forever...
lets sum up 2008...
JANUARY
went bak to sch...
missed the graduated seniors...
it was fun while it last...
as tis was the final yr...
TAF camp was fun...
FEBURARY
foolin arnd...
juz cant stop...
and then i started doin alot of stuffs...
class soccer match was really fun...
scored 2 goals!
MARCH
infocomm camp!
lol realise the importance of studyin...
studied for lik 5mins!
APRIL
RUFFLES!
started bringin ruffles to sch...
juz 2 keep me awake for eng!
lol then again...
speech day...
grand n successful!
MAY
subash left sch...
o lvl chinese...
HOME ALONE!
sports carnival was fun while it last...
JUNE
LOOLA~!
B CAMP~!
its juz so fun!
LIT COURSE~!
but sch juz had to start...
JULY
hmm...
smth hit me n left me fragile...
VCH, KOVAN's PARTY...
many things happened...
n heart changes...
AUGUST
made me high on cloud nine~!
prelims r up...
and man they suck...
haha...
SEPTEMBER
BDAE DELIGHTS!
cage was super fun!
grad ceremony was touchin...
testimonials!
man they suck...
its full of lies!
OCTOBER
the transition frm prelims 2 Os r the BEST!
birthday boy!
o lvls started...
studyin mad...
NOVEMBER
i guess tis shows wad life is...
full of ups n downs...
1 moment im so strong...
and the nxt im so down...
its juz the way it is...
DECEMBER
work began...
tried for a new life...
apparently doesnt work...
well...
met up wif new frens...
get a gd start to the new yr...
may it b lik tis forever...
my sinful confession
1:06 AM
knocked out after i reached home ytd...
so i shall write everythin here...
I smoked ytd...
somehow i juz let myself down...
i let everyone down...
i noe u all kept quiet...
but deep down, all of u r disappointed...
well...
leave me tis way...
i hav alr let myself down...
so lettin all of u down wont make any difference nw would it?
the bbq get my mind off some stuffs...
nice of everyone to tag along...
hope u all hav fun...
eh to the team...
i wan feedbacks...
act zai abit...
HEHE!
hmm...
thankyuu all for makin my day n nite a wonderful one...
today i went to work...
bak 2 wrappin wine again...
zzz
then gui long called me...
apparently he volunteer me to do smth...
so u noe wad...
xie en is tis Sun...
and im suppose 2 wrap lunch wif the other youth grp ppl...
so tis is wad he said...
"attire is youth T shirt n black long pants"
"RMB TO TUCK IN UR SHIRT"
"HAIR DUN WAX TO HIGH"
lol...
do i look as though i care?!
haha...
tmr is new yr's eve...
gonna hav a long long post to wrap up the yr 2008...
went home...
david dropped by...
!@#$%^&
hw the fuck he manage to find whr i stay...
apparently they want settle case by 2009...
which means its tmr nite...
HW GREAT...
i realli realli think i shld nt do tis...
either way i hav disappoint way too many ppl...
NO WAY IM ADD ON TO IT...
sry ppl...
im like a sword...
if dun sharpen, it wil get blunt...
even if im unwilling to sharpen...
it wil stil hav its sharp end...
a sword is completely harmless when its completely contained...
and i nid someone to b my sheath...
and i wil leave myself in control...
im sry to everyone...
a thousand apologies wont work nw i noe...
but seriously...
no one feel much more worst then i do...
but...
thr r reasons for me to b happy too...
aint thr?
so i shall write everythin here...
I smoked ytd...
somehow i juz let myself down...
i let everyone down...
i noe u all kept quiet...
but deep down, all of u r disappointed...
well...
leave me tis way...
i hav alr let myself down...
so lettin all of u down wont make any difference nw would it?
the bbq get my mind off some stuffs...
nice of everyone to tag along...
hope u all hav fun...
eh to the team...
i wan feedbacks...
act zai abit...
HEHE!
hmm...
thankyuu all for makin my day n nite a wonderful one...
today i went to work...
bak 2 wrappin wine again...
zzz
then gui long called me...
apparently he volunteer me to do smth...
so u noe wad...
xie en is tis Sun...
and im suppose 2 wrap lunch wif the other youth grp ppl...
so tis is wad he said...
"attire is youth T shirt n black long pants"
"RMB TO TUCK IN UR SHIRT"
"HAIR DUN WAX TO HIGH"
lol...
do i look as though i care?!
haha...
tmr is new yr's eve...
gonna hav a long long post to wrap up the yr 2008...
went home...
david dropped by...
!@#$%^&
hw the fuck he manage to find whr i stay...
apparently they want settle case by 2009...
which means its tmr nite...
HW GREAT...
i realli realli think i shld nt do tis...
either way i hav disappoint way too many ppl...
NO WAY IM ADD ON TO IT...
sry ppl...
im like a sword...
if dun sharpen, it wil get blunt...
even if im unwilling to sharpen...
it wil stil hav its sharp end...
a sword is completely harmless when its completely contained...
and i nid someone to b my sheath...
and i wil leave myself in control...
im sry to everyone...
a thousand apologies wont work nw i noe...
but seriously...
no one feel much more worst then i do...
but...
thr r reasons for me to b happy too...
aint thr?
awww man!
Monday, December 29, 2008 8:14 AM
mom's bak...
dang it...
i seriously dunno wad to do...
after the day b4...
everythin seems lik a big question mark...
seriously...
i dun know whether i shld even participate in tis...
i hav let everyone down...
im sry...
cauz i cant let myself down...
becauz if i do, that wil b my biggest regret...
or mayb...
i shld participate...
quit thinkin n juz go...
its a yes or no situation...
after wad u said alan...
i noe u respect my decision...
but i juz cant bring myself to walk away...
dang it...
i seriously dunno wad to do...
after the day b4...
everythin seems lik a big question mark...
seriously...
i dun know whether i shld even participate in tis...
i hav let everyone down...
im sry...
cauz i cant let myself down...
becauz if i do, that wil b my biggest regret...
or mayb...
i shld participate...
quit thinkin n juz go...
its a yes or no situation...
after wad u said alan...
i noe u respect my decision...
but i juz cant bring myself to walk away...
im lookin forward to today actally...
Sunday, December 28, 2008 3:07 AM
woke up...
dint do anythin much...
went for some church thingy cheryl ask me to go for...
dragged kovan...
n now i think he is pissed...
who cares...
church thingy was rather okay...
talked 2 afew ppl...
somehw durin the preachin...
the pastor said smth bout a challenge...
a challenge to keep promises...
suddenly wad he said seems to b targettin me...
frm a diff light tad is...
which is like... FUCK...
i noe i cant swear...
but i badly wanted to...
then heard tad alan was sent to hospital...
apparently he was ganged...
but for a person lik him...
1 person can tak 6...
more then 2x of me sia...
oso kena, wad is the world comin to...
tmr wanted 2 visit him, i guess nt possible...
they wanted to settle tis problem...
i dunno if i shld get involved...
went to eat after tad...
n then we made cheryl try skirts n dresses...
she was ON THE VERGE OF CRYIN MAN!
after tad went somerset...
some hw melissa came 2 look for me...
zzz
she cabbed all the way thr...
cant u let me enjoy a bottle of whisky in peace?!
somehw the joy of watchin the cars lights keeps goin...
its really splendid...
then melissa started naggin...
she wanted to send me home!
no way man...
nvr in my life hav i gt send home by a gal!
then no train alr...
took a long bus ride...
MAN TIS SUX...
in the end i went 2 slp...
to prevent her frm tokin 2 me...
went amk find ppl...
then they send me home...
seriously i dunno wad 2 do anymore...
shld i or shld i nt...
brothers, i wanted 2 say tis...
its his problems, he fix it himself...
we all shldnt get involved...
after so much...
it hurts to c u all get send to hospital one by one...
had u all nt had enuff?
when u all asked me...
"dun u wanna fight pretty badly?"
sure enuff...
but if i went bak to fight...
it wil destroy everythin i wanted to change for...
dun cont the chain...
its nvr endin...
addicted to anime lately...
casshern sins openin song is nice =)
code geass is nice too!
honestly...
thr r some things which i want to tell u badly...
but its oso things tad wil b the best if left unsaid...
so i wil juz keep quiet...
no matter hw hard izzit, i wont move an inch...
tis part...
i dun c the point of writin anymore...
i dun even noe whether u gt wad i wanna sae...
so today...
i shall stop here...
it really feels great to c u today...
take gd care of urself...
dint do anythin much...
went for some church thingy cheryl ask me to go for...
dragged kovan...
n now i think he is pissed...
who cares...
church thingy was rather okay...
talked 2 afew ppl...
somehw durin the preachin...
the pastor said smth bout a challenge...
a challenge to keep promises...
suddenly wad he said seems to b targettin me...
frm a diff light tad is...
which is like... FUCK...
i noe i cant swear...
but i badly wanted to...
then heard tad alan was sent to hospital...
apparently he was ganged...
but for a person lik him...
1 person can tak 6...
more then 2x of me sia...
oso kena, wad is the world comin to...
tmr wanted 2 visit him, i guess nt possible...
they wanted to settle tis problem...
i dunno if i shld get involved...
went to eat after tad...
n then we made cheryl try skirts n dresses...
she was ON THE VERGE OF CRYIN MAN!
after tad went somerset...
some hw melissa came 2 look for me...
zzz
she cabbed all the way thr...
cant u let me enjoy a bottle of whisky in peace?!
somehw the joy of watchin the cars lights keeps goin...
its really splendid...
then melissa started naggin...
she wanted to send me home!
no way man...
nvr in my life hav i gt send home by a gal!
then no train alr...
took a long bus ride...
MAN TIS SUX...
in the end i went 2 slp...
to prevent her frm tokin 2 me...
went amk find ppl...
then they send me home...
seriously i dunno wad 2 do anymore...
shld i or shld i nt...
brothers, i wanted 2 say tis...
its his problems, he fix it himself...
we all shldnt get involved...
after so much...
it hurts to c u all get send to hospital one by one...
had u all nt had enuff?
when u all asked me...
"dun u wanna fight pretty badly?"
sure enuff...
but if i went bak to fight...
it wil destroy everythin i wanted to change for...
dun cont the chain...
its nvr endin...
addicted to anime lately...
casshern sins openin song is nice =)
code geass is nice too!
honestly...
thr r some things which i want to tell u badly...
but its oso things tad wil b the best if left unsaid...
so i wil juz keep quiet...
no matter hw hard izzit, i wont move an inch...
tis part...
i dun c the point of writin anymore...
i dun even noe whether u gt wad i wanna sae...
so today...
i shall stop here...
it really feels great to c u today...
take gd care of urself...
dont say goodbye, goodbye...
Thursday, December 25, 2008 11:38 PM
bak frm watchin movie...
oh ya i forgt 2 mention tad i went 2 watch wif annabelle...
she was feelin bored at home...
n her bf dint accopany her...
zzz...
went to meet her...
i thought i was late but she is even ltr...
went to buy tiks...
yl went off alr...
no discount =(
went to crystal jade...
watch her head...
cauz i was full frm the pizzas...
then went cafe cartel for desserts... (can u believe it?!)
swensens n haagen diaz is full!
then went up...
apparently gt no one check tickets...
so i juz went in lor...
it was complete chaos...
watched yes man...
real funny...
ok i think hilarious sounds btr...
then went in...
i walk in liao...
i nid 2 pee...
zzz tahan til after movie lo...
then annabelle meetin her fren at orchard...
so i went home...
walked home...
did some thinkin on the way...
in the movie...
it says...
say yes to wad ur heart want to do...
but then...
my heart wants to do tis...
but my heart oso wanna c tis...
so i cant decide...
tmr gt work...
wrap wine again...
zzz
i juz nid to hang in thr..
a lil bit more...
for now i juz wanna watch over you...
to make sure u r safe...
u r alrite...
nth else...
oh ya i forgt 2 mention tad i went 2 watch wif annabelle...
she was feelin bored at home...
n her bf dint accopany her...
zzz...
went to meet her...
i thought i was late but she is even ltr...
went to buy tiks...
yl went off alr...
no discount =(
went to crystal jade...
watch her head...
cauz i was full frm the pizzas...
then went cafe cartel for desserts... (can u believe it?!)
swensens n haagen diaz is full!
then went up...
apparently gt no one check tickets...
so i juz went in lor...
it was complete chaos...
watched yes man...
real funny...
ok i think hilarious sounds btr...
then went in...
i walk in liao...
i nid 2 pee...
zzz tahan til after movie lo...
then annabelle meetin her fren at orchard...
so i went home...
walked home...
did some thinkin on the way...
in the movie...
it says...
say yes to wad ur heart want to do...
but then...
my heart wants to do tis...
but my heart oso wanna c tis...
so i cant decide...
tmr gt work...
wrap wine again...
zzz
i juz nid to hang in thr..
a lil bit more...
for now i juz wanna watch over you...
to make sure u r safe...
u r alrite...
nth else...
all i wan for christmas is juz...
6:05 PM
1st things 1st...
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL...
woah man...
im feelin groggy frm last nite drinkin session...
zzz
fuck la...
2 plus call me go drink zzz...
FUCK U MAN...
nvm...
ur treat...
no complaints rich guy...!
bbq pit is booked...
food is settled...
my hp is screwed...
im gonna get new phone wif my salary...
zzz
tis 2 wks of $$$ = gone...
bbq + new hp = BANKRUPT...
tis yr's christmas is quite pathetic...
no party no nth...
juz a bbq on sun...
then mon oso hav...
nvm...
watchin movie ltr...
YES MAN!
btr dun b late...
wait she kill me!
tad gal...
zzz
oh ya...
gt chance bastard yl le...
=.="
festive season...
y brood over things...
decorate ur face wif a smile...
=)
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL...
woah man...
im feelin groggy frm last nite drinkin session...
zzz
fuck la...
2 plus call me go drink zzz...
FUCK U MAN...
nvm...
ur treat...
no complaints rich guy...!
bbq pit is booked...
food is settled...
my hp is screwed...
im gonna get new phone wif my salary...
zzz
tis 2 wks of $$$ = gone...
bbq + new hp = BANKRUPT...
tis yr's christmas is quite pathetic...
no party no nth...
juz a bbq on sun...
then mon oso hav...
nvm...
watchin movie ltr...
YES MAN!
btr dun b late...
wait she kill me!
tad gal...
zzz
oh ya...
gt chance bastard yl le...
=.="
festive season...
y brood over things...
decorate ur face wif a smile...
=)
nw im speechless...
Wednesday, December 24, 2008 1:19 AM
woke up at 8 today...
was supposed 2 start work at 8.30...
FUCK MAN...
i shld stop drinkin at nite...
1st to reached thr...
pia through...
today i wrapped wine...
the cognac close 2 a grand...
siaoz de lor...
hw 2 handle sia...
tmr no nid work...
i wanna go out...
anyone free?
feelin fucked...
anyone who is on the verge of collaspin...
dun join me...
dun anybody dared come n join me...
i warn u all...
haiz...
seems lik drinkin is nt enuff for me...
i feel like...
like...
like...
like...
SMOKIN...
u r nt as lousy as u think u r...
my world wil always b open for you...
cheer up...
was supposed 2 start work at 8.30...
FUCK MAN...
i shld stop drinkin at nite...
1st to reached thr...
pia through...
today i wrapped wine...
the cognac close 2 a grand...
siaoz de lor...
hw 2 handle sia...
tmr no nid work...
i wanna go out...
anyone free?
feelin fucked...
anyone who is on the verge of collaspin...
dun join me...
dun anybody dared come n join me...
i warn u all...
haiz...
seems lik drinkin is nt enuff for me...
i feel like...
like...
like...
like...
SMOKIN...
u r nt as lousy as u think u r...
my world wil always b open for you...
cheer up...
dance hall drugs
Tuesday, December 23, 2008 12:39 AM
today was rather funny...
jian teck went to bastard leon...
leon took biscuits n ask michelle n eunince if they want to try...
then jian teck popped up...
"EH MICHELLE, LEON WANTS TO FEED U!"
"MICHELLE FASTER LEH, SAY UR HANDS DIRTY"
the whole situation is damn tense la...
then me n elvin thr laughin...
today no OT...
i gt the bbq pit booked...
went home...
OH SHIT!
i haven wash my clothes yet...
my mom is overseas...
no one doin laundry...
except me...
to nelson:
thx alot bud...
appreciate the help im gettin...
well...
would u rather go emotionless...
or remindin urself the blissful feelin u once had?
i see...
times changed...
but if tads the way u want it...
i know whr i stand...
rite nw im unsure bout myself...
if tads wad makes ur happy...
promise me u wil b happy n wil nt regret...
alrites?!
jian teck went to bastard leon...
leon took biscuits n ask michelle n eunince if they want to try...
then jian teck popped up...
"EH MICHELLE, LEON WANTS TO FEED U!"
"MICHELLE FASTER LEH, SAY UR HANDS DIRTY"
the whole situation is damn tense la...
then me n elvin thr laughin...
today no OT...
i gt the bbq pit booked...
went home...
OH SHIT!
i haven wash my clothes yet...
my mom is overseas...
no one doin laundry...
except me...
to nelson:
thx alot bud...
appreciate the help im gettin...
well...
would u rather go emotionless...
or remindin urself the blissful feelin u once had?
i see...
times changed...
but if tads the way u want it...
i know whr i stand...
rite nw im unsure bout myself...
if tads wad makes ur happy...
promise me u wil b happy n wil nt regret...
alrites?!
kill me in a record shop nw...
Sunday, December 21, 2008 11:25 PM
today...
wasnt exactly the kinda of day i wan to hav anythin 2 do wif...
dint really like it...
went 2 visit grandmother...
she was speakin a whole lot of cantonese which i dun understand...
so i juz smile n nod...
then my aunt spoke cantonese to me n grin...
dunno whether i shld nod or shake my head... =.=
haiz...
was really emo today...
kenrick actually preached me...
well...
thx to nelson, kenrick n the rest bah...
got to know some stuffs...
so wasnt in the mood today...
im sittin beneath a thunderstorm...
bravin the strong winds n cold rain...
n i cant stand it anymore... it hurts...
it hurts n hurts...
i try to live everyday lik normal...
but i juz cant do it...
cauz thr is one thing im certain of...
i missed everythin bout u...
becauz ultimately...
I LOVE YOU...
wasnt exactly the kinda of day i wan to hav anythin 2 do wif...
dint really like it...
went 2 visit grandmother...
she was speakin a whole lot of cantonese which i dun understand...
so i juz smile n nod...
then my aunt spoke cantonese to me n grin...
dunno whether i shld nod or shake my head... =.=
haiz...
was really emo today...
kenrick actually preached me...
well...
thx to nelson, kenrick n the rest bah...
got to know some stuffs...
so wasnt in the mood today...
im sittin beneath a thunderstorm...
bravin the strong winds n cold rain...
n i cant stand it anymore... it hurts...
it hurts n hurts...
i try to live everyday lik normal...
but i juz cant do it...
cauz thr is one thing im certain of...
i missed everythin bout u...
becauz ultimately...
I LOVE YOU...
is thr any way for me to make amendments?
8:30 AM
its alr been a month...
since tad very day...
on the 21st of nov...
1 gal took my heart n ran away...
i tried to giv chase...
but i cant catch her...
all tis while i hav been thinkin...
if only i could catch her...
cauz i wan her to know...
i wil share my heart wif her...
since tad very day...
on the 21st of nov...
1 gal took my heart n ran away...
i tried to giv chase...
but i cant catch her...
all tis while i hav been thinkin...
if only i could catch her...
cauz i wan her to know...
i wil share my heart wif her...
TRANS-ARM
Friday, December 19, 2008 11:28 PM
report work @ 11 today...
met u wif marcus for breakfast...
CNY stocks r here...
joseph went home as he is nt feelin well...
OT till 10 plus... no cab =(
mom is leavin tmr nite...
guess i send her off...
fuck man...
2 wks wif my dad...
sianz...
watchin gundam 00
the song is meaningful...
well...
so fast... and its alr the 19th...
i juz thought...
mayb its juz the way it is...
i nid to get goin wif the bbq...
gd... i realised...
kovan is leavin...
so i wil b alone...
for nw...
i dun hav the courage to walk on...
its nt becauz i wont...
its becauz i cant...
wad do u call a miser?
met u wif marcus for breakfast...
CNY stocks r here...
joseph went home as he is nt feelin well...
OT till 10 plus... no cab =(
mom is leavin tmr nite...
guess i send her off...
fuck man...
2 wks wif my dad...
sianz...
watchin gundam 00
the song is meaningful...
well...
so fast... and its alr the 19th...
i juz thought...
mayb its juz the way it is...
i nid to get goin wif the bbq...
gd... i realised...
kovan is leavin...
so i wil b alone...
for nw...
i dun hav the courage to walk on...
its nt becauz i wont...
its becauz i cant...
wad do u call a miser?
graspin for air, refusin the oxygen tank...
1:02 AM
today went to work...
1st time i was early...
LOL
go lunch...
apparently the place is gettin more n more juicy...
jian de came up wif the idea of...
hehe lemme c...
elvin, jia wei n leon havin a crush on michelle...
zzz...
then wen jie spread rumors of leon feedin michelle wif biscuits...
so basically...
the whole dinner time...
we all spammin leon wif stuffs...
elvin had rashes, jian de claims he hav AIDS...
went to buy my dinner...
then on the way bak...
i was at the lift when eunice came out...
she was on the phone...
but her the other hand was raised...
looks lik she is wavin...
but i nt sure leh...
so nvr wave bak lo...
after dinner was VERY VERY busy...
we were clearin the xmas stuffs...
so all goods r strictly for CNY...
carton of wine after cartons...
damn its very heavy...
i the the nett weight i lifted today is arnd...
500+ kg?
cabbed bak wif marcus...
total price 11.70...
COMPANY PAY!
im tired...
really tired...
i nid a rest...
i wan slp...
and dun wake up...
nah...
thr r stil stuffs i had nt done yet...
lik...
skateboardin at the new skatepark!
alvin promise me a new skateboard for chrismas...
but i dun keep my hopes up high...
cauz his words...
r juz lik the wind...
come n go as n when they want...
lol
oh ya...
my hp spoil...
2 buttons nt workin...
n 1 of them is the on button...
so if my phone shuts down...
i wont b able 2 on it...
n my warranty ended lik a few days bak...
FUCK MAN...
i gonna get it fixed...
100 plus...
OUCHIES >.<
thr is smth rong...
cauz its juz so strong...
the feelin...
is comin bak...
n im gettin nth at all...
1st time i was early...
LOL
go lunch...
apparently the place is gettin more n more juicy...
jian de came up wif the idea of...
hehe lemme c...
elvin, jia wei n leon havin a crush on michelle...
zzz...
then wen jie spread rumors of leon feedin michelle wif biscuits...
so basically...
the whole dinner time...
we all spammin leon wif stuffs...
elvin had rashes, jian de claims he hav AIDS...
went to buy my dinner...
then on the way bak...
i was at the lift when eunice came out...
she was on the phone...
but her the other hand was raised...
looks lik she is wavin...
but i nt sure leh...
so nvr wave bak lo...
after dinner was VERY VERY busy...
we were clearin the xmas stuffs...
so all goods r strictly for CNY...
carton of wine after cartons...
damn its very heavy...
i the the nett weight i lifted today is arnd...
500+ kg?
cabbed bak wif marcus...
total price 11.70...
COMPANY PAY!
im tired...
really tired...
i nid a rest...
i wan slp...
and dun wake up...
nah...
thr r stil stuffs i had nt done yet...
lik...
skateboardin at the new skatepark!
alvin promise me a new skateboard for chrismas...
but i dun keep my hopes up high...
cauz his words...
r juz lik the wind...
come n go as n when they want...
lol
oh ya...
my hp spoil...
2 buttons nt workin...
n 1 of them is the on button...
so if my phone shuts down...
i wont b able 2 on it...
n my warranty ended lik a few days bak...
FUCK MAN...
i gonna get it fixed...
100 plus...
OUCHIES >.<
thr is smth rong...
cauz its juz so strong...
the feelin...
is comin bak...
n im gettin nth at all...
im shuttin down...
Wednesday, December 17, 2008 10:56 PM
went to kovan hse play mahjong...
we hav a surprise player... CHUN KIAT...
i lost lik 7 plus... terr lost 10 plus...
its life i guess...
u win n lose at the same time...
but losin sure doesnt feel gd...
especially if u dint win it bak...
but money is something materialistic isnt it?
the pain wouldnt b so excruciatin...
well...
after tad went home n play street soccer...
stupid karan...
move hse le stil dun wan play soccer...
end up me edmund n shi quan go nia...
after tad went home le...
sg drew wif vietnam 0-0
complete waste of my time watchin...
read the newspaper...
ppl stayin in rivervale view complain against tian guo...
na bei...
we built b4 u go thr stay...
complain si mi lan...
kanina we go thr stil gt ppl scoldin us frm abv the block...
we call tad guy come down settle...
he bo ji...
complain si mi lan...
zzz...
tmr reportin work @ 9.30...
i btr get some slp...
fuck la...
i juz cant...
oh ya... i cant use com until so late anymore...
kena kp til cannot take it...
so im sneakin out at nite...
guess its gonna b fun...
PS : u wan a place 2 drink... go up the roof...
(IT HAS A FABULOUS VIEW)
its juz lik a spark...
only difference is tad its everlasting...
to me tad is...
we hav a surprise player... CHUN KIAT...
i lost lik 7 plus... terr lost 10 plus...
its life i guess...
u win n lose at the same time...
but losin sure doesnt feel gd...
especially if u dint win it bak...
but money is something materialistic isnt it?
the pain wouldnt b so excruciatin...
well...
after tad went home n play street soccer...
stupid karan...
move hse le stil dun wan play soccer...
end up me edmund n shi quan go nia...
after tad went home le...
sg drew wif vietnam 0-0
complete waste of my time watchin...
read the newspaper...
ppl stayin in rivervale view complain against tian guo...
na bei...
we built b4 u go thr stay...
complain si mi lan...
kanina we go thr stil gt ppl scoldin us frm abv the block...
we call tad guy come down settle...
he bo ji...
complain si mi lan...
zzz...
tmr reportin work @ 9.30...
i btr get some slp...
fuck la...
i juz cant...
oh ya... i cant use com until so late anymore...
kena kp til cannot take it...
so im sneakin out at nite...
guess its gonna b fun...
PS : u wan a place 2 drink... go up the roof...
(IT HAS A FABULOUS VIEW)
its juz lik a spark...
only difference is tad its everlasting...
to me tad is...
am i, or am i nt?
Monday, December 15, 2008 8:06 PM
tis few days i couldnt slp well...
dammit...
its affectin my work i swear...
ken gav me off today...
frm nw til christmas...
gt 2 person off per day...
so gd rite...
after christmas is pia CNY liao...
shld b busy bah...
*yawns*
damned tired...
cant slp sia...
slp liao wake up lik so many times at nite...
haiz...
recently kena kpkb...
then karan n ankur movin hse 2 sembawang...
walao...
they go liao our neighbourhood team less 2 ppl...
nw street soccer court team gt lik...
me, edmund, shi quan n nasrul... zzz
i wont forget those days man...
we play under BLK 249 void deck...
police come we run...
playin block catchin...
foolin arnd...
slackin here n thr...
haiz...
does male hav PMS...?
either over production of my hormones cauz me to get angry so easily...
or im startin 2 shit eggs out...
i hope its neither...
cauz FUCK man...
get pissed over such small stuffs...
n cant slp...
TIS IS KILLIN ME...
somethings botherin me...
AND I DUNNO WAD!
crap man...
i nid a booze...
i think im a regular person wif his mind torn apart...
cauz its nuts...
im drivin myself up against the damn wall...
dammit...
its affectin my work i swear...
ken gav me off today...
frm nw til christmas...
gt 2 person off per day...
so gd rite...
after christmas is pia CNY liao...
shld b busy bah...
*yawns*
damned tired...
cant slp sia...
slp liao wake up lik so many times at nite...
haiz...
recently kena kpkb...
then karan n ankur movin hse 2 sembawang...
walao...
they go liao our neighbourhood team less 2 ppl...
nw street soccer court team gt lik...
me, edmund, shi quan n nasrul... zzz
i wont forget those days man...
we play under BLK 249 void deck...
police come we run...
playin block catchin...
foolin arnd...
slackin here n thr...
haiz...
does male hav PMS...?
either over production of my hormones cauz me to get angry so easily...
or im startin 2 shit eggs out...
i hope its neither...
cauz FUCK man...
get pissed over such small stuffs...
n cant slp...
TIS IS KILLIN ME...
somethings botherin me...
AND I DUNNO WAD!
crap man...
i nid a booze...
i think im a regular person wif his mind torn apart...
cauz its nuts...
im drivin myself up against the damn wall...
moonlight and starlight
Saturday, December 13, 2008 11:01 PM
today...
wanted to go somewhr...
but juz couldnt...
terr cant go east coast...
met sam then go town...
walk walk walk...
then after tad meet kaijun...
play pool then came bak home...
weekends r gettin more n more troublesome...
i wan to cont wif activities after activities...
i dun wanna hav time 2 sit down...
i wanna exhaust myself...
tmr i goin east coast wif terr...
i wan go ride bike!
least plans tmr is settled...
haiz...
i dunno if u stil feel the same way as i do to you...
i dunno wad i shld do nw...
im in such a dilemma...
mayb tads becauz im receivin mixed signals...
or its juz becauz im thinkin way too much...
my thoughts r juz lik a whirlpool, a hurricane...
spinnin n spinnin...
im once again...
LOST...
wanted to go somewhr...
but juz couldnt...
terr cant go east coast...
met sam then go town...
walk walk walk...
then after tad meet kaijun...
play pool then came bak home...
weekends r gettin more n more troublesome...
i wan to cont wif activities after activities...
i dun wanna hav time 2 sit down...
i wanna exhaust myself...
tmr i goin east coast wif terr...
i wan go ride bike!
least plans tmr is settled...
haiz...
i dunno if u stil feel the same way as i do to you...
i dunno wad i shld do nw...
im in such a dilemma...
mayb tads becauz im receivin mixed signals...
or its juz becauz im thinkin way too much...
my thoughts r juz lik a whirlpool, a hurricane...
spinnin n spinnin...
im once again...
LOST...
Labels: bak to square one...
brown eyes, black face, BLUE BALLS
1:50 AM
juz came bak...
nt becauz of work...
but i went 2 c kaijun...
lol at 1st i tot he commitin suicide sia...
then he came n tell me he patch le...
zzz... least im happy for him...
work today was okay...
my mistake...
only elvin is frm marist...
the rest joseph, jian de and leon is frm canberra sec
hmm...
work is tirin sia...
ken lemme do 36 by 36...
elvin broke 2 bottles of wine...
i wan go DRINK THEM ALL UP...
its ameile MERLOT i think...
its damn fragrant...
ken ask me work OT...
work lo...
but he very nice...
tmr no nid work...
haha poor marcus...
he today start work at 830...
then tmr stil gt work...
poor him...
hope he do fine bah...
haiz...
least my work is distractin me...
no nid worry so much...
well...
tokin 2 kai jun nw...
he waitin for his gf...
brother lik me...
hard 2 find eh?
oh well...
i think i wil juz stick to the classic sentence...
misses and kisses
nt becauz of work...
but i went 2 c kaijun...
lol at 1st i tot he commitin suicide sia...
then he came n tell me he patch le...
zzz... least im happy for him...
work today was okay...
my mistake...
only elvin is frm marist...
the rest joseph, jian de and leon is frm canberra sec
hmm...
work is tirin sia...
ken lemme do 36 by 36...
elvin broke 2 bottles of wine...
i wan go DRINK THEM ALL UP...
its ameile MERLOT i think...
its damn fragrant...
ken ask me work OT...
work lo...
but he very nice...
tmr no nid work...
haha poor marcus...
he today start work at 830...
then tmr stil gt work...
poor him...
hope he do fine bah...
haiz...
least my work is distractin me...
no nid worry so much...
well...
tokin 2 kai jun nw...
he waitin for his gf...
brother lik me...
hard 2 find eh?
oh well...
i think i wil juz stick to the classic sentence...
misses and kisses
conked out...
Friday, December 12, 2008 8:04 AM
hmmm...
last nite came bak..
eat dinner n watch tv...
till i get knocked out due to exhasution...
1st day of work...
was of cauz tirin...
i dint work for GOD NOES how long...
only me and marcus gt the job...
he was transferred to the transportin section...
whereas im in the store section...
hmmm...
the ppl quite frendly...
my fellow comrades r all frm maris stella...
elvin, joseph, jian de and leon...
only jiawei... he frm monfort...
my supervisor r ken, mr tay and shengjie...
they r all nice ppl...
the store rocks man...
ESPECIALLY THE LIQUOR SECTION...
ITS LIK... WOW...
so many...
XO XO XO XO XO XO XO...
scared i drop sia...
joseph sae he dunno wad wil happen cauz he nvr drop b4...
I WAN DRINK THEM ALL...
its a nice place la...
gt treated very well...
mark n cheryl left...
so nw only gt me terr n kovan to plan for bbq...
alright then...
i shall spend my time properly...
meetin kaijun tmr i think...
he nids someone to listen him...
OH FUCK
juz saw the news...
150 massacrced in congo town...
wtf is the world comin too...
nvm...
okok i goin work le...
nid report at 930...
i stil nid go j8 top up card...
zzz so troublesome...
i nid someone to tok to...
last nite came bak..
eat dinner n watch tv...
till i get knocked out due to exhasution...
1st day of work...
was of cauz tirin...
i dint work for GOD NOES how long...
only me and marcus gt the job...
he was transferred to the transportin section...
whereas im in the store section...
hmmm...
the ppl quite frendly...
my fellow comrades r all frm maris stella...
elvin, joseph, jian de and leon...
only jiawei... he frm monfort...
my supervisor r ken, mr tay and shengjie...
they r all nice ppl...
the store rocks man...
ESPECIALLY THE LIQUOR SECTION...
ITS LIK... WOW...
so many...
XO XO XO XO XO XO XO...
scared i drop sia...
joseph sae he dunno wad wil happen cauz he nvr drop b4...
I WAN DRINK THEM ALL...
its a nice place la...
gt treated very well...
mark n cheryl left...
so nw only gt me terr n kovan to plan for bbq...
alright then...
i shall spend my time properly...
meetin kaijun tmr i think...
he nids someone to listen him...
OH FUCK
juz saw the news...
150 massacrced in congo town...
wtf is the world comin too...
nvm...
okok i goin work le...
nid report at 930...
i stil nid go j8 top up card...
zzz so troublesome...
i nid someone to tok to...
hmm... hmm... hmm...
Wednesday, December 10, 2008 10:21 PM
today...
was abit okay bah i guess...
went to meet mark n cheryl at the mrt...
apparently i board 1 train b4 them n went to khatib...
after tad went to clar hse...
we were playin taboo...
then cheryl went...
we played euro 2008 on terr's xbox 360...
play the whole day...
then finally we play gears of war...
went to eat dinner wif them at tpy...
then come bak home...
quite borin actually...
tads it for today...
kaijun break wif his gf...
apparently they juz cant stop fightin...
i wil think of some way 2 help him bah...
haiz...
hopefully he doesnt end up lik me...
i very depressed alr...
blog so early cauz...
I GT MY JOB...
startin work at 8.39 tmr...
sian dunno i gonna slp at wad time...
mayb i gonna ton...
go down play soccer or smth...
Today's a winding road that's taken me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa
Today in the blink of an eye I'm holding on to something and I do not know why
I tried
I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation
For what I'm feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder
Today's a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know
Whoa
Today I'm on my own
I can't move a muscle and I can't pick up the phone
I don't know
And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside
Just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think we'll make it out
But you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain
Today's a winding road that's taken me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your voice
Was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring
On the pain
And listen to the thunder...
tis song - thunder...
sam is doin an acoustic cover for it...
and im singin it...
durin the bbq i think...
tads the only day im meetin her...
guess i wil b busy frm tmr onwards...
i nid find time go accompany kai jun...
haiz...
for the bbq...
i hope the only person im singin tis for wil b thr...
hmm...
im worryin...
and also dunno wad to do nw...
at my wits end...
was abit okay bah i guess...
went to meet mark n cheryl at the mrt...
apparently i board 1 train b4 them n went to khatib...
after tad went to clar hse...
we were playin taboo...
then cheryl went...
we played euro 2008 on terr's xbox 360...
play the whole day...
then finally we play gears of war...
went to eat dinner wif them at tpy...
then come bak home...
quite borin actually...
tads it for today...
kaijun break wif his gf...
apparently they juz cant stop fightin...
i wil think of some way 2 help him bah...
haiz...
hopefully he doesnt end up lik me...
i very depressed alr...
blog so early cauz...
I GT MY JOB...
startin work at 8.39 tmr...
sian dunno i gonna slp at wad time...
mayb i gonna ton...
go down play soccer or smth...
Today's a winding road that's taken me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa
Today in the blink of an eye I'm holding on to something and I do not know why
I tried
I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation
For what I'm feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder
Today's a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know
Whoa
Today I'm on my own
I can't move a muscle and I can't pick up the phone
I don't know
And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside
Just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think we'll make it out
But you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain
Today's a winding road that's taken me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your voice
Was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring
On the pain
And listen to the thunder...
tis song - thunder...
sam is doin an acoustic cover for it...
and im singin it...
durin the bbq i think...
tads the only day im meetin her...
guess i wil b busy frm tmr onwards...
i nid find time go accompany kai jun...
haiz...
for the bbq...
i hope the only person im singin tis for wil b thr...
hmm...
im worryin...
and also dunno wad to do nw...
at my wits end...
im bak... anyone miss me?
Tuesday, December 9, 2008 9:19 PM
pics below
its was suppose 2 b a du lan look but the little devils came in...
mountain scene...
look at the scenery...
WARNIN...
tis post is bout my trip to gentin...
it can b realli borin...
it all begins here...
reached thr durin the wee hours in the mornin...
checked in...
then went for a walk wif jeffrey...
walk walk walk...
tok tok tok...
he is in the army nw...
did some catchin up...
then went bak hotel slack slack...
went for dinner...
saw yong xin...
then tok tok tok...
ate dinner...
after tad came mathew, my godbrother...
we went play pool...
completely owned him...
every game i play, i won...
we went to resort hotel coffee bean and hav a drink...
ordered hot choc while him bein the smart ass go for ice blended...
he smokin menthol in the cold while drinkin ice blended...
WTF...
damn cold sia...
we sittin the smokin area then the wind keep blowin...
after much tokin we went to play lan...
we walk in the open frm resort hotel 2 first world hotel...
zzz
played lan...
after tad went kfc grab a bite...
move bak 2 hotel room eat instant noodles...
n fall aslp while watchin him play dota =.="
DAY2
went 2 macs for breakfast...
after tad we went 2 the chin swee temple...
apparently my mom was pissed cauz i dint slp in my hotel rm...
OF CAUZ MAH...
my hotel rm so cramp then my brother de only gt 2 person nia...
of cauz slp the 2 person de la... zzz
came bak...
bathed...
played pool...
brother actually won lik 3 out 4 of games wif me...
then after tad went ktv...
sang a hell load of chinese songs...
wif yong xin n si xia...
went dinner...
after dinner went play bowlin...
my dad on scorin spree sia...
my score was kinda avg...
1st time was lik 90+...
2nd time was lik 100+...
then after tad we went bak hotel...
after much slackin...
we went 2 the arcade to play the basketball machine...
we play twice n gt tickets...
then we wan act zai abit...
juz walk away...
then gt tis gal ask me...
i tell her to take them...
zzz
went lan again...
its burnin my pocket dammit!
15RM for 1 hour...
played 2 hour...
then went walk walk...
after tad went bak hotel...
brother gt bring carlsberg...
so we sit at the lift n drink n tok...
haiz...
then went bak 2 slp...
DAY3
wake up liao...
lik gt hangover liddat...
feel lik vomitin...
went for breakfast...
came bak to the hotel...
then drag my mom go shop...
bought some clothins then go play lan...
send the little devils bak to the hotel...
then go shop wif brother again...
after tad we go eat dinner...
dinner liao we go resort hotel arcade...
we play basketball machine again...
play twice nia...
gt 200 plus tickets...
brother la...
suggest we giv some chio bu...
zzz
we walk lik 45 mins...
zzz then giv some xiao mei mei...
then go play lan...
played cs...
made frens wif tis cook...
was palyin AWP - sniper map...
i was ownin him at 1st...
then i return n own me bak...
haha...
after tad go kfc slack n tok tok tok...
til 5 plus...
well guess tis sums up the whole trip...
i hav a cravin for beer after tis trip...
my liquor is too ex...
dunno...
i dun wan BEER BELLY >.<
well...
dunno wad to sae...
but im juz...
UNEASY...
tis post is bout my trip to gentin...
it can b realli borin...
it all begins here...
reached thr durin the wee hours in the mornin...
checked in...
then went for a walk wif jeffrey...
walk walk walk...
tok tok tok...
he is in the army nw...
did some catchin up...
then went bak hotel slack slack...
went for dinner...
saw yong xin...
then tok tok tok...
ate dinner...
after tad came mathew, my godbrother...
we went play pool...
completely owned him...
every game i play, i won...
we went to resort hotel coffee bean and hav a drink...
ordered hot choc while him bein the smart ass go for ice blended...
he smokin menthol in the cold while drinkin ice blended...
WTF...
damn cold sia...
we sittin the smokin area then the wind keep blowin...
after much tokin we went to play lan...
we walk in the open frm resort hotel 2 first world hotel...
zzz
played lan...
after tad went kfc grab a bite...
move bak 2 hotel room eat instant noodles...
n fall aslp while watchin him play dota =.="
DAY2
went 2 macs for breakfast...
after tad we went 2 the chin swee temple...
apparently my mom was pissed cauz i dint slp in my hotel rm...
OF CAUZ MAH...
my hotel rm so cramp then my brother de only gt 2 person nia...
of cauz slp the 2 person de la... zzz
came bak...
bathed...
played pool...
brother actually won lik 3 out 4 of games wif me...
then after tad went ktv...
sang a hell load of chinese songs...
wif yong xin n si xia...
went dinner...
after dinner went play bowlin...
my dad on scorin spree sia...
my score was kinda avg...
1st time was lik 90+...
2nd time was lik 100+...
then after tad we went bak hotel...
after much slackin...
we went 2 the arcade to play the basketball machine...
we play twice n gt tickets...
then we wan act zai abit...
juz walk away...
then gt tis gal ask me...
i tell her to take them...
zzz
went lan again...
its burnin my pocket dammit!
15RM for 1 hour...
played 2 hour...
then went walk walk...
after tad went bak hotel...
brother gt bring carlsberg...
so we sit at the lift n drink n tok...
haiz...
then went bak 2 slp...
DAY3
wake up liao...
lik gt hangover liddat...
feel lik vomitin...
went for breakfast...
came bak to the hotel...
then drag my mom go shop...
bought some clothins then go play lan...
send the little devils bak to the hotel...
then go shop wif brother again...
after tad we go eat dinner...
dinner liao we go resort hotel arcade...
we play basketball machine again...
play twice nia...
gt 200 plus tickets...
brother la...
suggest we giv some chio bu...
zzz
we walk lik 45 mins...
zzz then giv some xiao mei mei...
then go play lan...
played cs...
made frens wif tis cook...
was palyin AWP - sniper map...
i was ownin him at 1st...
then i return n own me bak...
haha...
after tad go kfc slack n tok tok tok...
til 5 plus...
well guess tis sums up the whole trip...
i hav a cravin for beer after tis trip...
my liquor is too ex...
dunno...
i dun wan BEER BELLY >.<
well...
dunno wad to sae...
but im juz...
UNEASY...
early post~
Friday, December 5, 2008 6:49 PM
EARLY MORNIN DRAMA...
woke up...
found 2 miss call...
1 frm mark, the other frm kovan...
i called mark...
cheryl answered...
"Gerwyn can u plz come"
i was lik wtf...
turns out tad...
mark went to her hse n her dad came home...
so me n kovan went...
she was cryin cauz she was afraid her dad scold her...
zzz
then after tad went tpy...
go c kovan pass cookies to clarise...
then we went lunch...
saw my mom n aunts thr... OMG
after tad went kovan hse play mahjong...
lost some la...
we thought marcus hw 2 play...
came home le...
haiz...
tonite...
goin off...
i dun wanna leave......
woke up...
found 2 miss call...
1 frm mark, the other frm kovan...
i called mark...
cheryl answered...
"Gerwyn can u plz come"
i was lik wtf...
turns out tad...
mark went to her hse n her dad came home...
so me n kovan went...
she was cryin cauz she was afraid her dad scold her...
zzz
then after tad went tpy...
go c kovan pass cookies to clarise...
then we went lunch...
saw my mom n aunts thr... OMG
after tad went kovan hse play mahjong...
lost some la...
we thought marcus hw 2 play...
came home le...
haiz...
tonite...
goin off...
i dun wanna leave......
TITLE : MAN IN THE MASK
1:13 AM
today is nt exactly a very gd one...
woke up...
i wanted 2 get up...
but my whole body is achin lik !@#$%^&
too much gym i guess...
then my mom drag me up...
apparently today was the death anniversary of my grandmother...
the one whom died way b4 i was born =(
the tablet is in sengkang, anchorvale thr gt a temple...
went thr...
then after tad went to eat then go to kovan hse...
kovan's dog dint bark at me...
AMAZING...
we sit down slack slack...
then went 2 bake cookies...
it was really nice...
except we burn alot...
hmm...
burnt cookies actually taste great...
IM SERIOUS
came home n went out to eat...
well...
dammit...
smth is wrong again...
im feelin emo...
no idea y...
juz feel tis way...
on the way bak...
saw afew ppl...
wanted to sae hi...
but then...
errr... LONG STORY...
barbecue is takin shape...
only thing is i wont b in sg to plan...
its lik the whole plannin com wil b lik... FUCKED?
i came bak, mark n cheryl wil b gone...
when mark n cheryl comes bak, kovan wil b gone...
guess i juz nid 2 carry on by myself...
tonite i wil b leavin sg...
I DUN WANNA GO...
i rather spend it in sg...
zzz
she's bak...
cheers me up a lil...
well...
WHY THE FUCK AM I FEELIN SO FUCKED UP?!
woke up...
i wanted 2 get up...
but my whole body is achin lik !@#$%^&
too much gym i guess...
then my mom drag me up...
apparently today was the death anniversary of my grandmother...
the one whom died way b4 i was born =(
the tablet is in sengkang, anchorvale thr gt a temple...
went thr...
then after tad went to eat then go to kovan hse...
kovan's dog dint bark at me...
AMAZING...
we sit down slack slack...
then went 2 bake cookies...
it was really nice...
except we burn alot...
hmm...
burnt cookies actually taste great...
IM SERIOUS
came home n went out to eat...
well...
dammit...
smth is wrong again...
im feelin emo...
no idea y...
juz feel tis way...
on the way bak...
saw afew ppl...
wanted to sae hi...
but then...
errr... LONG STORY...
barbecue is takin shape...
only thing is i wont b in sg to plan...
its lik the whole plannin com wil b lik... FUCKED?
i came bak, mark n cheryl wil b gone...
when mark n cheryl comes bak, kovan wil b gone...
guess i juz nid 2 carry on by myself...
tonite i wil b leavin sg...
I DUN WANNA GO...
i rather spend it in sg...
zzz
she's bak...
cheers me up a lil...
well...
WHY THE FUCK AM I FEELIN SO FUCKED UP?!
hmm...?
Thursday, December 4, 2008 1:10 AM
I WAN BOYS LIKE GIRLS NEW ALBUM - HEAVY HEART
the song "if you could only see me here" is nice
woke up...
went bishan park wif my mom...
i swear im damn tired...
came bak n went off to meet marcus...
went gym...
trained my hands n arms...
seriously trained them...
rite nw my arms r sore again...
n my chest is achin...
feels lik heart attack!
then went j8 walk walk...
saw aaron james...
rub knuckle on his head*
he tried 2 kick me...
but i block...
zzz
saw yl... but she at counter too busy...
dun wan ka jiao...
then went home...
play play play...
nth do...
edmund ask me go down play soccer...
ps i cant play...
nxt time bah...
ok then nite ar...
nth much liao lo...
except tad i havin tis BBQ to celebrate late christmas...
hmm...
major plannin...
n i wil hav my comrades wif me...
kovan, terr n of course* MARK N CHERYL...
hope tis turns out well...
haiz...
mom is sick...
get well soon alrite...
thinkin of wad activites i had for the nxt few days...
i feel lik im a wastrel...
as in... nt the waste money part...
but the unfillial part...
well...
get well soon!
she is comin bak today...
im nt happy YET...
til i knew tad she is bak...
i wil b here...
waitin n waitin...
the song "if you could only see me here" is nice
woke up...
went bishan park wif my mom...
i swear im damn tired...
came bak n went off to meet marcus...
went gym...
trained my hands n arms...
seriously trained them...
rite nw my arms r sore again...
n my chest is achin...
feels lik heart attack!
then went j8 walk walk...
saw aaron james...
rub knuckle on his head*
he tried 2 kick me...
but i block...
zzz
saw yl... but she at counter too busy...
dun wan ka jiao...
then went home...
play play play...
nth do...
edmund ask me go down play soccer...
ps i cant play...
nxt time bah...
ok then nite ar...
nth much liao lo...
except tad i havin tis BBQ to celebrate late christmas...
hmm...
major plannin...
n i wil hav my comrades wif me...
kovan, terr n of course* MARK N CHERYL...
hope tis turns out well...
haiz...
mom is sick...
get well soon alrite...
thinkin of wad activites i had for the nxt few days...
i feel lik im a wastrel...
as in... nt the waste money part...
but the unfillial part...
well...
get well soon!
she is comin bak today...
im nt happy YET...
til i knew tad she is bak...
i wil b here...
waitin n waitin...
sianz sianz sianz
Wednesday, December 3, 2008 1:22 AM
today...
bring kovan interview...
present huntin...
drop by YL...
hmm...
came home n slp...
hope sam is feelin btr nw...
she left for gentin...
hav fun thr =)
she's comin bak tmr...
yet im leavin on fri...
its kinda sad actually...
wonder hw she's doin...
bring kovan interview...
present huntin...
drop by YL...
hmm...
came home n slp...
hope sam is feelin btr nw...
she left for gentin...
hav fun thr =)
she's comin bak tmr...
yet im leavin on fri...
its kinda sad actually...
wonder hw she's doin...
more meaningful then i thought...
Tuesday, December 2, 2008 12:57 AM
yawns~
ton lik the whole nite...
drinkin and singin...
dint get drunk...
but was realli tired...
went home...
bathe n went for a jog...
imagine a guy high on alcohol joggin?!
dammit...
haha...
then went to eat breakfast wif my MOM...
went home bathe n left hse...
sry sam for nt able to make it...
went to cityhall wif kovan...
was feelin tired...
so i sat down...
then one bottle came rollin towards me...
wanted 2 turn n swear...
but saw no one...
muz b someone le...
guess who?
MARCUS YEO...zzz
he meetin sean then go IRC...
well
the rest came n we went to marina square...
watched four christmases...
hmmm a gd show...
the potray the divorcees hilariously...
then after tad went pool...
play wif mark...
lost the 1st two then win the nxt two...
ex sia...
1 hour 12 bucks...
zzz
then after tad went walk walk...
after tad sort of...
deliver cheryl her prezzie...
then went off...
went kovan hse play mahjong...
apparently i wasnt in any mood...
lost lik 3.80 zzz
then went home...
on the way bak...
smth happen...
shall nt remind everyone wad happened...
CHERYL LOW (wadeva the nxt 2 name was)
u gimme tis crap again...
u dun come cryin to me in the future...
ya... she gav me a sex change btw...
frm mummy to daddy... WTF?!
i juz wan to sae smth fair...
only u understand hw mark is lik...
so giv urself a chance to hope...
cauz i might come true...
then went bak...
oh well...
sms a hell lots of ppl...
today 1/12/08...
was a lil more meaningful then usual...
it was supposed to b the 4th month tad nvr came...
n tads the reason y i was so upset...
but then...
u gav me a reason to live for...
and so...
wadeva it takes, i wil wait...
cauz i promise myself...
i wil win ur heart once again...
a promise i make to myself...
a promise i wil keep...
cauz rite nw i wanna sae to you...
I LOVE YOU
ok i go slp le...
2 nites nvr slp le...
everyone...
STAY HAPPY ^^
ton lik the whole nite...
drinkin and singin...
dint get drunk...
but was realli tired...
went home...
bathe n went for a jog...
imagine a guy high on alcohol joggin?!
dammit...
haha...
then went to eat breakfast wif my MOM...
went home bathe n left hse...
sry sam for nt able to make it...
went to cityhall wif kovan...
was feelin tired...
so i sat down...
then one bottle came rollin towards me...
wanted 2 turn n swear...
but saw no one...
muz b someone le...
guess who?
MARCUS YEO...zzz
he meetin sean then go IRC...
well
the rest came n we went to marina square...
watched four christmases...
hmmm a gd show...
the potray the divorcees hilariously...
then after tad went pool...
play wif mark...
lost the 1st two then win the nxt two...
ex sia...
1 hour 12 bucks...
zzz
then after tad went walk walk...
after tad sort of...
deliver cheryl her prezzie...
then went off...
went kovan hse play mahjong...
apparently i wasnt in any mood...
lost lik 3.80 zzz
then went home...
on the way bak...
smth happen...
shall nt remind everyone wad happened...
CHERYL LOW (wadeva the nxt 2 name was)
u gimme tis crap again...
u dun come cryin to me in the future...
ya... she gav me a sex change btw...
frm mummy to daddy... WTF?!
i juz wan to sae smth fair...
only u understand hw mark is lik...
so giv urself a chance to hope...
cauz i might come true...
then went bak...
oh well...
sms a hell lots of ppl...
today 1/12/08...
was a lil more meaningful then usual...
it was supposed to b the 4th month tad nvr came...
n tads the reason y i was so upset...
but then...
u gav me a reason to live for...
and so...
wadeva it takes, i wil wait...
cauz i promise myself...
i wil win ur heart once again...
a promise i make to myself...
a promise i wil keep...
cauz rite nw i wanna sae to you...
I LOVE YOU
ok i go slp le...
2 nites nvr slp le...
everyone...
STAY HAPPY ^^
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