exams are coming... i feel happy for once...
Friday, February 19, 2010 11:24 PM
im a sadist...exams r comin...i think this is the time...whr i put everythin aside aand start studyin...due to festive season...cant really study...but but but...im gonna force myself to...elvin organisin bbq!!!!yea... time to meet up man...teck joseph eunice michelle elvin jw...yeah man...okok...touch on recent events...reunion dinner wif class...nt really class...ex st gabs...they r really really the ppl i treasure...cheered me up when im feelin kinda down...yu hui - master joke provider...mark - source of jokes...kovan - stil ever so stern lookclar - craziest dude evermoe - nerd cum soon-to-be studSC - holy man!shang - clown tryin to act coolalson - haha RETAINEE/soon to b schmateash - BUFFED UP PLAYER!terr - stil as round as ever mayb nt so fat...chris - OMFG u gettin fatter i swear!did i missed out anyone?dinner @ aston....catchin up was really fun...i guess...haiz...back to studyin...i hope i can get it done wif the papers nxt wk...i really hope so...
im nth but vulnerable...
Monday, February 15, 2010 12:36 AM
the way things goes, its juz a joke...i think its gettin more n more stupid...holdin on to smth which turns out to b nth...nth at all..nt a single bit worth to think bout...everytime it comes to my mind...it will n nth but heartbreak...again...why do this to urself?its juz a feeling...a feeling that cannot b controlled...lik a wild beast...it come and go as and when it wants...and for my case...it comes n lingers...till water starts to form at the end of sight...it slowly drips down...to the end of the road...and it stays on for the a long time...till it stopped...n when it does...a slowly yet painful experience follows...and this nvr ends...
it comes when i least expected it and goes leaving all the bad memories with me...
Wednesday, February 10, 2010 1:17 AM
for a very long time...i think...last nite was a little too much for me to take...its like the time when u think u will fall...and u fall...it was quite bad...i nvr tot i was this... vulnerable...i was tryin to harden up all this while...really really hard...and i thought i did succeed...in nt caring anymore...i was wrong...everything i did...all the walls i had build...juz came crashing down at that moment...that moment last nite...
Tuesday, February 9, 2010 1:22 AM
I'm only sure of one thing That's you right now I hear your voice And what we talk about And I'm trying to say It won't come out Yeah I'm trying to fix this broken mouth And I'm wishing that I could take your hand And set you on some untouched land Just so you are never sad again And you world you have known will somehow end There's a beating to your heart That I just can't be apart I can feel the rain fall down on us together Just wait for the sunshine Let's wait for the new day When we can't get away It's me and you held close together Hold on for the long ride This won't be easy, Tonight To hear my voice and know that I am here I'm always there to wipe away your tears I lay your hair behind your gentle ear And tell you there is nothing more to fear You are the reason I am the best I'll be So let me stitch your heart so It won't bleed And I won't rest until you finally breathe 'Cause I still love you more than anything There's a beating to your heart That I just can't be apart I can feel the rain fall down on us together Just wait for the sunshine Let's wait for the new day When we can't get away It's me and you held close together Hold on for the long ride This won't be easy, Tonight I can feel the rain fall down I can see the clouds leaving town I can tell your life's turned round And I can hear you singing so loud, Now I can feel the rain fall down on us together Just wait for the sunshine Let's wait for the new day When we can't get away It's me and you held close together Hold on for the long ride This won't be easy, Tonight This won't be easy, Tonightput all the hard feelings behind...tmr's gonna be bright...the sun's gonna shine...no matter hw long the rain took my time...
RECOUNTS...
Sunday, February 7, 2010 12:37 AM
went to tm to meet youda, jinglong and marcus ytd...so long dint c them...apparently youda was shoppin the whole day n he only bought a shirt...took bus tak wif marcus n kiwi...hah... nice chat wif them...well...spring cleanin is a FUCKIN terrible thing...survived it...sian...hope that tmr i may feel btr...ok i admit...that was a bombshell...
SUFFOCATING
Wednesday, February 3, 2010 1:36 AM
ITS HAS BEEN BALLS SINCE I LAST POST...when i say BALLS i mean BALLS man...proj r endin...left with so little thing at hand...that can only mean that exams r comin...look on the brightside...CNY is comin...cut my hair n dyed it...gettin rdy for the CNY... MY HAIR LOOK LIK BANGS!wth...okok...im think i shld get some slp...~