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watchin u is a bliss... makin fun of u is a bonus... LOL
Thursday, July 31, 2008 10:23 PM

today...
go sch early...
played soccer...
was a lil fired up today due to the fact tad i miss soccer ytd...
scored 1 curler against terr...
but miss alot... haiz...
then lessons time...
i lik go on slpin spree liddat...
slp slp slp...
then chris threw highlighter at me...
ok then fiona was sad cauz of her papers...
i revealed some of my painful past to her...
hope she get my drift...
then... after recess...
had ss n maths...
didnt slp alr...
after sch...
went wif mark...
trained 2 compasspoint...
teach fiona POA...
she brighten up alr... gd thing...
then after tad... settled at library...
bought hot choco while fiona bought some smoothies thing...
then fiona's fren named yanqi came...
lols she dao-ed me...
haha... guess she is shy...
alrite... nxt time i shall sae hi instead =.="
haha then taught her trial bal n bal sheet...
she took my BIBLE (poa de)
haha nvm...
after tad she hungry so go macs...
guess who i saw at macs...
AARON KING aka VIKNES
haha... then eat liao...
go walk walk...
then send her home...
tak bus 88...
alot ppl sia...
i sit until i fall aslp...
diaoz...
okok nw i clear some misunderstandings...
tmr gt 1 poa test, 1 poa exam n a physics test...
lolz...
hav fun to all...

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hmm... wad a blast...
Wednesday, July 30, 2008 11:15 PM

ok today was a nt so gd day...
woke up at lik 645...
was lik WTF???
went 2 sch...
which obviously late...
then i went 2 class...
VE is hilarious...
viknes, moose n imran were tokin 2 ms harwin bout porn site...
chem was kinda excitin...
phenoptalein was kinda cool haha!
then fell aslp durin maths...
soon pe...
play badminton wif mark...
lolz...
after tad was recess!!!!
was lookin lik a clown...
thx 2 cheryl n her frens...
who took fiona's hp n sms me...
i dun wan them 2 bug me...
so i juz giv them the ans which they want...
so i go lik "ya ya ya"
then cheryl called n was literally screamin into the hp...
after recess was ok i guess...
then mr nick chow came 2 relieve the class as ms toh wasnt here...
he came tokin 2 us bout o lvls...
guess he was kinda right...
we do hav smth 2 worry bout...
then after sch...
went 2 find fiona at kovan heartland mall...
haha "taught" her maths...
which i muz admit is quite a "patience testin" task
nvm...
so after tad she was whinin tad her hand pain...
so i took her chem book home 4 today...
n she wanna borrow my calculator...
borrow lor!!!!
haha... then went 4 tuition...
TUITION was kinda of scary...
selva didnt scold anyone...
which means tad smth is amiss...
well terr told me bout it...
i feel sry for her...
oh ya...
my 1st step is complete...
i endured a 10-15mins ordeal today...
CMON i can do it...
ok i shall end it here!

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okok im goin thru a myriads of tots
Tuesday, July 29, 2008 9:26 PM

arghhh...
woke up at 630...
1st time i wake up so late...
go sch play soccer...
scored 2 goals...
tmd... last wk oso 2 goals...
can gimme score hat trick nt???
then i can dedicate...
lols...
math test was a breeze for me...
recess... lolz nth btr 2 do...
after recess was history was really ok...
omg cliff gt a excellent essay!!!!
then after tad was triple chinese...
was tryin 2 do compo...
but cant really concentrate...
then comes physics...
my physics is really gettin btr...
after sch...
thanks to terr...
me mark kovan n terr...
cabbed to tpy...
was tryin 2 study but cant...
cheryl was lik darin me the whole day...
lolz she ownself dun dare then wan dare me...
FAT HOPE!

ok i think im gettin hooked on...
guess i wil try 2 rehab myself...
no sticks for the nxt month...
ppl suggested the nicotine gum...
tads the only short tern solution...
i wan smth long term...
i shall endure tis horrible ordeal...
omg! dunno wads gonna happen?
start shakin frm top to bottom??
lolz cant b tad bad...
tmr chem test...
FIONA u could try nt becomin a sexist u noe...!

BOOYA!~! im nt a coward...!
Monday, July 28, 2008 7:56 PM

haha...
today was a ok day...
i managed 2 go sch quite early...
but marcus n kovan reach alr...
JIBAI!!!!
then played soccer...
my goal disallowed...
JIBAI!!!!
then lesson time....
haha...
was listenin as hard as i could then poa tad time...
really slpy...
so i close my eyes...
ms harwin goes lik...
"gerwyn if u want to slp go stand at the bak"
as i was gonna fall aslp...
y nt try standin at the bak...
so i went...
chinese...
fell aslp til recess...
haha...
after recess i dint slp at all la...
AMAZIN
okok...
maths was kinda hectic...
mr chan go thru questions after questions...
tmr maths test on probability n statistics...
damn... studyin at void deck ltr...
after sch...
took mrt wif mark...
go find fiona n cheryl...
lolz... settled down in macs...
then started teasin cheryl bout mark...
her face grew super RED...
lolz... RED PING PONG...!
then i, wanted my mcflurry...
gt on wif my 3 dares...
details shall nt b disclosed....
MARK N CHERYL IF U HAPPEN 2 C TIS...
KINDLY SHUT THE FUCK UP!
ITS APPRECIATED THANKYOU!!!!
haha then they left...
i can finally teach...
so i teach n teach....
oh gosh...
spend liik 20mins tokin bout return inwards n outwards!!!
wtf...
ok then walk her home then tak 88 bak...
oh gosh... studyin at void deck ltr...
cya all peeps!!!

-plz enter ur own title-
Saturday, July 26, 2008 11:42 PM

ok today...
was... soso...

woke up at 8...
left hse at 8.30...
exam starts at 8.30...
i went 2 sch n reach at 9...
poa remedial was avg...
after tad went breakfast wif ben, terr n james...
soon YQ n Yuhui came...
lolz then went home...
on com awhile then went 2 wash up...
i was makin my hair...
then put too much wax...
then my hair "HARDEN"
so i went out...
i fell aslp on the bus...
then woke up near monfort...
lolz then almost miss the stop...
ok then i was playin arnd wif my hp...
then fiona jumped on me...
i was scared ok...
then we took bus go pasir ris...
then went changi airport...
haha we walk n tok...
she forced me to tak her BAG!

wtf!
then we walk n walk...
frm terminal 3...
we went 2 the viewin mall...
saw 2 planes land...
B-O-R-I-N-G
then after tad...
fiona went 2 grab a bite at burger king...
kovan called...
then she forced fries into my mouth...
then after tad we went go bak simei...
went eastpoint for her jap lesson...
then after tad i went 2 xplore arnd...
in the end tak pasir ris...
then walk abit down n tak 53...
on the bus i saw TAN CHIN HONG...
he was wearin very formal...
then went bak home...
was suppose 2 study wif kovan at 7 plus...
then went dinner...
8 plus then dad fetch me thr...
was at macs...
studyin...
n so came bak home...
here r some pictures...
haven tak pics 4 a very long time!!


who would b appreciatative of the captions in the picture?


i dint noe my camera were so gd...


typical photo... really sucky one...


lets play guess who (clue: me terr n kovan) which is which?


my hobby! lookin at cars passin by in front of me~!


guess wad is tis?


GELARE!!!!


1st time she looked so engrossed... she tryin tak photo...!


ppl ask me hw i tak tis... ans: its nt difficult at all!




PS : cheryl rocks...
i love fiona!

(tads wad they claims though)

HAPPY BDAE 2 LAWRENCE!!!!
happy 100th post!

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VIGILANTE is so CooooooooL!
Friday, July 25, 2008 11:36 PM

ok...
today 1st day of the week i c marcus at his bus stop...
cauz 4 the past few days...
i reach his stop at 7 plus...
which is quite late...
then mornin...
mr chan nvr come...
then relief teacher came in...
soon i fell into my usual slp routine...
i was so deeply aslp tad until lit period oso dunno...
haha then 1st half of the day was rather fine...
physics test was a piece of cake!
soon was recess...
a typical "eat n go bak" recess
then durin VE...
"fiona" called me...
least tad wad my hp put...
then i go toilet call bak...
its juz cheryl n their usual pranks again.. =.="
ok then VE gt tis presentation...
EGI wanted 2 present the 1st part...
he LITERALLY read frm the paper...
Zzz no interaction...
so i tak n introduce them the 1st part...
then chin hong tak n cont the rest...
gd job chin hong...
then after tad came poa...
didnt fall aslp...
then durin "exam"
dunno hw do balance sheet so ask ppl arnd me...
soon after sch...
went home n prepare then go plaza sing...
buy tiks then go join the rest at food court...
then fiona called sayin she reached...
so me n mark go down look 4 her...
then she bring me gelare treat me waffles...
then wait halfway...
then gt a bunch of ppl stare down at me...
lemme c...
clar, ash, marcus, YQ, terr, ben, sc
kovan came 2 sae hi...
lolz... as i insists! they r my BODYGUARDS...
haha after they dispersed...
i enjoyed the ice cream...
the choc gt some alcohol can taste de...
then i feed the ppl arnd...
mark n kovan dun wan...
so i giv fiona...
lolz...
its nice...
then we walk walk walk...
saw aloysius n gang...
then go watch dark knight...
pretty nice movie...
but quite long winded...
then fiona la...
complain tad dun wan her hands sticky...
so ask me feed her...
i feed her lik until no more left...
lolz...
then after movie sent er home...
she keep on whackin me on the chest...
then bring her back 2 her hse...
then she keep on makin fun of me...
then i c the time...
10 oclock...
so i was lik FUCK!
so i ran to the bus stop...
then i parkour thr...
n i fell down...
wtf...

Photobucket
she forced me to do tis i swear!

scarlet dreamz
Wednesday, July 23, 2008 11:59 PM

ok sry for nt updatin...
haha...
josh went bak to aussie...
its realli nice havin him here...
he came bak n visit us for 1wk...
his presence is deeply appreciated...
wish u all the best!
i dint really hav anytime for anythin rite nw...
everyone hav been shootin me wif the same questions...
i gonna tell u all an answer nw...
its a no...
im nt makin any rash decisions...!
haiz...
i seemed realli bored nowadays...
n i've been slpin in class for this few days...
dun really hav any incentives to work hard...
today chem test was a killer...
left the whole last page blank...
haiz...
if only life could get btr...
prelims r comin...
i btr work hard...
i hope...

RACIAL erms HARMONY?
Monday, July 21, 2008 8:57 PM

RACIAL HARMONY...
rite...
today overslept...
woke up at 6.30 when i shld leave hse at arnd 6.10...
i suppose its the result of me chattin on the phone...
stupid la fiona ASS made me stay up when she ponnin sch...
hw unfair...
ok todae was super tired...
slept for almoz all the time...
gosh i realli nid my energy bak...
ok then after sch...
met up wif mark go "teach" fiona POA...
she suck la...
idiot i challenge her the 1st balance sheet n won...
then i tell her u do faster then me i treat u mcFLURRY
then she really faster then me wor...
i pay for her ice cream alr...
guess wad?
wad she did was rong!
damn...
somemore throw fries wif chilli at me somemore...
stained my shirt...!
happy bdae 2 kovan CHAN!
haha...
tmr AIRPORT...
VOOOM!

misery loves company
Saturday, July 19, 2008 3:17 PM

GEEZ...
i gt water in my ears!
haha...
ok mornin go sch for poa...
finally i noe wad it is all bout...
then after tad came home n hav a rest...
then after which the much awaited bdae party of dear KOVAN CHAN!
went 2 meet terr at tpy 1st...
i cooked spaghetti ok...
i tink its kinda screwed up as my mom bought the rong paste...
then went 2 buy cake wif terr...
1 is a blueberry, the other is a small choc cake specially 4 the face...
haha then we go shaw plaza buy drinks n disposable utensils...
meet up wif kenneth n yu hui...
then then after tad go mark hse put down our stuffs...
i shall nt tok bout borin stuffs...
soon everyone came...
then we went into the pool...
we 1st play tis game...
whr a person who gt chosen nid go frm jacuzzi to the pool...
which is frm very hot 2 very cool...
haha we "open numbers"
n i tio =.="
i went n cannonball into the pool...
wa fuck! its FREEZIN COLD la!
then we played volleyball...
1st to 11...
loser team muz do 10 push ups...
my team consist of...
kovan terr mark shawn and me...
we were losin at 1st...
we played til deuce...
then i tak cold water pour on mark...
then i oso tio...
mark tak n splash tian chen...
lolz...
we won in the end...
then the opponents were lik linin up in a row 2 do their push ups...
then we played water polo...
was very fun... lolz...then soon we ended the game n start divin in...
lolz i did lots of stupid things...
i backflip n ended back 1st...
star jump in head down...
wtf la... dam pain sia...
then we start pushin everyone down the pool....
was swing ppl down...
then marcus n kovan shouted...
"we havin carry gerwyn in yet"
i was lik "oh shit"
i went up... then kena carried...
then they go lik...
1, 2, 3
then someone pushed marcus who was holdin my leg...
then i drop leg 1st...
then we hav fun pushin everyone...
haha...
soon me mark kovan n terr...
we went 2 a "bridge"
n jump down tgt...
lol i was lik repeat after me...
we shouted "for o lvls!"
then we all jumped down...
then alson clown clown...
shouted "nxt yr o lvls"
then jumped down...
then me n mark go brin alson up...
we sae "eh brother we jump tgt 4 u la"
then we shout
"for nxt yr o lvls"
then we push alson down...
haha...
soon we bring the cake as it was rather late...
then i took choco wantin 2 smash into kovan face...
lolz then marcus ask me 2 wait cauz he want 2 taste the cake...
lolz...
then i smash n rubbed against his face...
lolz...
the cake is abit "erm" zi dong...
everyone juz push their fingers in n eat...
LOLZ...
gd thing no one was thr...
then me n terr pack up...
go up mark's hse n slack...
soon as it was gettin late i cabbed bak...
wanted blog ytd...
but mom rushed me 2 bed...
had a heated argument wif her...
then fiona ask me call her...
i call lor...
oh god she is so gonna screamed at me...
i fell aslp again!!!
haha...
kovan sry bout fri nite...
nw u noe wad kinda of shit i get frm my mom...

i dun understand y ppl juz love 2 b involved wif everythin...
ppl tok so much when they dun hav a bloody clue on wads happenin...
well...
i couldnt care anymore...
im tired of tis...
so wad?
sae wadeva u wan...
i dun giv a fuckin damn anymore...
y should i care bout wad anybody sae...
afterall it only shows how immature the person is...

i wrote a love poem out of randomness...
haha...
its goes lik tis...

love is always forgotten at its best...
n only realised when its lost...
when u r in love wif only 1 person....
hav u realise tad certain ppl arnd u r lovin u too?
open ur eyes wide...
dun only look at one person...
look around u!
find the one!


ok i goin tpy study wif kovan n marus...
cya peeps~~

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DREAMSCAPES
Friday, July 18, 2008 12:18 AM

today was seriously fucked up...
went 2 sch expectin 2 get my hp bak...
ms or rather MRS harwin didnt come...
she wasnt feelin well...
so dint get my hp bak...
then went home n get ready...
then go down compasspoint...
lolz mark sae meet at popular...
i waited outside popular...
til the 2 gals TRIED to scare me...
(which they think succeed zzz)
then we went arnd 4 awhile...
b4 goin to CITY HALL...!
josh was on the mrt thr...
cool! we met on the way...
then walkin thru city link...
fiona DRAGGED us to godiva...
mark n me shared a drink which cost 10 bucks!
then we go suntec walk walk...
i seriously prefer window shoppin...
then we went macs for dinner b4 cabbin to VCH...

CONCERT!!!!
lolz b4 the concert begins...
was sayin hi 2 anyone familiar...
lolz...
it was really gd...
chin hong screwed up his 1st solo...
but he did atone by doin really well for the last few songs...
the band was avg in the 1st few songs...
vocal was relatively gd...
well hougang sec ppl thinks they r lik REALLY gd...
tads cauz they suck! =P
then when jason n kovan conduct...
it suddenly turned lively...
the band was doin so well...
lolz...
jason conduct tad time...
JJ shouted "jason dun fall down!"
n everyone laugh...
then he conduct 2nd song tad time...
JJ shouted "lucky u nvr fall down"
haha joker...
n thencame kovan...
i was shocked 2 c the conductor at 1st...
then i asked myself... isnt tad kovan?
haha... then i hate avery shouted...
"kovan! ur mummy loves u"
lolz as kovan is my "brother"...
tio shoot liao muz help mah...
so i shouted...
"avery! ur mummy loves u too"
haha then after kovan finish conductin the 3rd piece...
which is pirates of the carribean at world's end...
i heard JJ shouted happy bdae...
so i went 2 sing a happy bdae song while kovan is on the stage!
haha...
then after tad went 2 distribute chocs...
n thx them...
it was really gd...
KUDOS to the vocal ensemble as well!
haha...
then i went home wif mark terr marcus n tian chen...
sry for ps-in u annabelle!
cauz i stayed for quite awhile...
then we went to 2 bridges n fool arnd...
haha...
took mrt bak home n called fiona, cheryl n annabelle to ensure their safety...
then i called mark n kovan...
juz nw i was readin someone's blog n she makin fun of me...
WTH nvm u gd...!
u stil owe me gelare!

haha
band n vocal overall did really well...
i disappointed kovan by nt attendin last yr's...
so tis yr die die muz go...
my last yr in sch...
really trasure it...

CANDY FLOSS IS STICKY I HATE IT!
ESPECIALLY THOSE WHO PLAYED N DIDNT CLEAR UP!

BIIIIIGGGGGGGGG WWWWOOOOOOOOOOOPPPPPPPPSSSS!!!!!!!!

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its five minutes to midnite!
Wednesday, July 16, 2008 9:45 PM

oh no...
rather stupid lately...
singin 5 minutes 2 midnite...
oh ya...
been really tired tis mornin
talked on the phone til 2 plus...
i dun care u so owe me gelare!
ok as i was tokin n so...
i begin my streak of slpin...
chem was half slpin...
maths i was on the verge too...
til TAN CHIN HONG bao tou me...
then pe n recess...
after tad physics was pratical...
lolz...
viknes n prasad were foolin arnd...
haha...
then came chem test...
was quite easy...
haha...
then... tuition...!
wasnt quite bad...
oops...
YQ's so called "crush"
came sat beside me...
haha...
then the teacher is lik...
u all can nvr make it into poly...
go ITE!
lolz...
how fuckin encouragin can a teacher get...!
anywayz...
dunno y, but i hav tis feelin im gettin screwed...
sowwie for nt jammin for lik 2 weeks...
BBQ comin up...
tuition again on SAT...!
WTF!

after tad day...
i had tis belief...
i can only depend on myself...
wadeva i do, i certainly dun wan 2 get u jealous...
all i wan u 2 do nw...
is to get bak wif life...
juz dun think about it too much...
since u wanna end tis...
then lets nt cont draggin on...

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josh - she - wa - wa
Tuesday, July 15, 2008 10:06 PM

lols...
stil was kinda happy tad josh is wif us...
miss him so much...
today mornin was playin soccer...
shant elaborate further...
then after sch was listenin compre...
sorta screwed up i guess...
sigh... im stil nt used 2 w/o my hp...
after listenin went macs wif terr...
discussed bout bbq!
YESH BBQ!
we gonna hav a BBQ!
i wil make it a success...
wadeva it takes!
then went 2 amk...
moe made a wasted trip...
josh nvr see the place b4...
haha
saw smth then buy...
haha jonas was thr as well...
lets tok bout some stuffs...

wad is courage?
is courage = darin?
definitely nt!
thr r many forms of courage...
well facin up 2 reality is one...
it takes a courage man a moment of thinkin 2 turn cowardly...
but then w/o thinkin...
the man wil b a fool...
contradictin indeed...
so wad is courage to u?

wad a fuckin messed up day~!
Monday, July 14, 2008 7:56 PM

today was surprisin n fucked up...
took bus wif kovan n marcus 2 sch...
guess who bak...
JOSHUA ANTHONY DE ROZARIO!!!!!
he came bak 2 visit us frm aussie...
wad a nice vacation...
we missed him...
so we played soccer as usual...
then after tad...
went for lesson...
then in the middle...
received some strange sms then reply bak...
then miss harwin walked past...
saw my hp on the table...
so she took n ask me...
"y isnt ur phone off"
"did u use hp in class"
well she was checkin...
so i must tell the truth...
so i replied...
"ya juz nw"
n its gone!
then ask cheryl wad is the msg all bout...
then she told me her fren send de...
=.="
wad the fuck la!!!
then after recess cheryl whine tad her costume tight...
lolz...
wadeva... u or ur fren gt my hp confiscated ok?
lolz...
then wish them luck liao...
go home...
went bishan wif clar, imran, moose, pravin, prasad, brian, kieran n afiq
went eat teabreak wif clar...
ok...
i hav decided...
i wil apologise 2 teachers 1 by 1 for usin hp in class...
come bak didnt really hav 2 mood 2 study...
so chat wif samantha n a gal frm msia...
haiz...
i miss the damn phone...
haiz...
im nt feelin too gd...!
tads all folks!
tmr maths test...
i muz ace it!

i was wrong!
Sunday, July 13, 2008 9:53 PM

i do hav the time 2 blog...
haha...
lemme c...
tis mornin...
received mornin call...
but i dunno who izzit...
so i called bak...
its FIONA!
lols i ask her who izzit somemore...
she ltr confessed tad she would hav scream into the phone if she is nt tired!
lolz...
then went 2 meet yonghao...
lolz i spend lik 10 mins on my hair la wtf!!!
then tak bus...
at the RI junction thr gt accident...
1 taxi n a car...
took 13 change to 163 then to 238...
haha reached in lik 20mins...
then ate breakfast...
go bxb...
then i reached thr early...
then after claz gtg lesson...
then tio gan la...
1st time HL so fierce...
lecturin us...
i oso kena scared la...
then after tad went 2 lunch...
eat tomyam despite havin sore throat...!
then go library...
was readin comics til kovan came...
then i was lik slpin la...
after tad go macs study...
which prove 2 b more productive...
study liao then go home lor...
today's lecture bout gentleman
being a gentleman isnt tad ez...
all ur words n actions muz b taken into account...
i was really struck by it...
well...
its nt juz physically...
character, attitude are factors as well...
i shall tak things wif my pride frm nw on...!
leg is itchin...
dyin for soccer lik after 2 days?
wtf?
oh ya studyin trial bal nw...
cauz scared wait dunno hw 2 teach a person...
who is performin below avg!!!!

GeeZ
2:17 AM

didnt think i wil hav time 2 blog tmr...
so might as well blog nw...
view things i gotta b proud of...
- i made cheryl too afraid to go 2 slp XD!
- n yes fiona u look different on fs so quit askin!
- i finally went da zhong ban!
- i oso started studyin!
- tucked in my shirt at fotang!
- gonna change myself!
- try to b nice 2 gals who think i arent (dun wanna name... too many le)

tads it i suppose...
nw the hot topic nw is JC or POLY...
went for the open hse at poly...
really temptin...
wif kaijun thr, then kai lan n jian kai oso thr...
but then poly is 1 more year...
i certainly dun wanna waste 1 yr juz on studyin...
mayb i shld b lik SC go SMU straight...
but my family dun hav the financial str to...
so im juz gonna study my brains out...
if i gone mad or lose my memories...
may tis b a reminder for my life... my frens...
lolz abit drama...
then again...
JC is rather difficult...
aimin for SA,CJ n NY
all points range 9 - 13
wad the fuck...!
oh ya...
blog song changed...
nice isnt it... haha tad wil b the song we gonna practise...
n so i shall go to slp...
or else wait fiona mornin call me tmr i wont b able 2 wake up...
then she wil start scoldin me...
i hope mark calls me as well!
cya all peeps
*sniff*





NT CRYIN LA... GT RUNNY NOSE LA!

today was so bored...
Saturday, July 12, 2008 10:39 PM

was suppose 2 attend the stupid exam...
then i tot it starts at 10.30...
but it starts at 8.30...
so ended up watchin kid central...
brings out the kid in me...! lol
then was suppose 2 go out n study...
ended up playin football manager at home...
then went 2 da zhong ban wif lawrence...
he sure encouraged me 2 b more active...
then 1st time i didnt slp while listenin 2 the lesson...
was partly due 2 the fact tad i was chattin wif cheryl...
ok... then went home...
yes fiona i hav a fucked up life...
but tads does nt mean im gonna cont livin it tad way...
im gonna change it...!

WEEEEE~!~!
Friday, July 11, 2008 11:57 PM

today was quite a tirin one...
played soccer...
haha was losin 1-0
when marcus took a corner...
i ran up n BOOM!
volley into the goal!
tak tad alfian!
but stil lost 2-1...
lit test was horrible...
slept 50mins, write 10 mins...
then revealed my chem test results...
14/30... was kinda sad actually...
although class mean score is 10 plus...
i stil did nt do well...
after sch played soccer for awhile...
then go bishan library meet cheryl n fiona...
both r hopeless in poa...!
haha cheryl was lik askin me 4 help...
which i didnt really help... WOOPS!
then mark was teachin fiona...
lol la...
damn cheryl la... after tad go pizza hut eat dinner...
the gals dint pay a single cents la...
then was disturbed by them both...
haiz...
after dinner went home...
took 88 as fiona was takin the same bus too...
tmr i goin sch 4 poa exams...
IM SO GONNA FAIL!

o0o0o0o0o0
Thursday, July 10, 2008 11:55 PM

went ngee ann today...
was very curious...
so went 2 the business n engineerin tour...
learn bout engineerin 1st...
the person givin the tok is lik so funny...
anyhw giv presents de...
then went business...
saw kai jun...
wanted 2 wait 4 him 2 eat dinner...
then he tell me he goin at arnd 8plus...
then went get goodie bag...
on the way bak...
guess who i saw?
i saw jian kai, kai lun, n er... (forget name le)
haha...
went 2 the canteen then wait for fin n afiq...
wanted 2 play soccer...
but saw a bolt of lightnin...
so much fer soccer!
so took bus bak...
after dinner...
went void deck to study...
cant concentrate so come bak up lor!

phew~! studies r gettin me man...
Wednesday, July 9, 2008 11:22 PM

oh my gosh...
seriously no time 2 blog...
anywayz...
shall tok more bout the past days...

MON

went meet kai jun 2 study...
we suppose 2 study at bishan...
howeva we couldnt find a powerpoint n so went tpy...
then met tinaes n gang thr...
wad a small world...
after which we go play pool...
short n sweet...
kai jun was tellin me hw gd ngee ann was...
im seriously tempted to go thr...

TUE

dunno wads gotten into me...
i juz couldnt play soccer well...
even alfian came n ask me...
"gerwyn, wad happen 2 u sia? y play so badly?"
haiz... i guess was becauz of the guilt of playin i guess...
after sch...
went tpy macs...
mark decides 2 pon tuition 2 study wif me...
so we went 2 tpy library...
then saw VIJAY thr...
so i studied ss...
finish up wif the rise of venice...
after which came bak n hav dinner...
go bak down void deck 2 study again...
tis time doin chem...
did quite alot on acid bases n salts...
oxidation n reduction too...

TODAY

chem test...
omg omg! i regretted neglectin QA...
as it came up wif such high weightage...
well...
i can do the rest...
shld b able 2 pass...
but a b3 seems out of reach...
guess i nid 2 buck up...!


ok i choose 2 study outside cauz of u!
wadeva u wan...

i wanna study hard...
so smth 4 a change...
nt even words of encouragements frm u...
all u noe is 2 scold n scold...
do u even noe hw i feel?
juz FUCK OUT OF MY LIFE

wads is goin rong wif me!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, July 6, 2008 11:28 PM

description 1st...
today i went 2 bxb...
brought darren n ehren to class...
then go mine...
was rather late...
was doin angles...
nt very constructive though...
after tad went lunch wif hao zhi n hao en...
then saw the rest of the gang...
so i joined them...
then go popular bought 4 books...
a 10 yr series of maths paper (literally papers! start whackin after prelims)
a minin 4 meanin (lit textbk which i dun hav for lik 7months)
a eng model compo (very useful for me nw)
a poa format n explanations (hopin 2 buck up)
then i went library to study...
was revisin vectors n matrix...
did quite alot...
then go meet yong hao...
then went bak library cauz he wanna study 4 his drivin theory test =.="
then took 88 go meet lawrence...
went 4 dinner tgt...
then took a bus bak...
ok lets go to wads circlin in my mind...

gui long told me alot todae...
a role model...
wad exactly izzit...
i always tot role model is someone wif gd leadership skills...
but then...
after lookin at JIA JUN...
he dun hav gd leadership skills, but he certainly is a gd role model...
im none at the moment...
tads y if they ask me to tak up tis role...
i dun think i can bear tis heavy responsiblity yet...
cauz seriously... i ain rdy...
after lookin at how i behave n stuff...
i dun think i can change myself overnite...
guess sometimes things dun always go ur way...
u hav to do some thinkin...
1 shot, 1 opportunity...
im nt ready to try n fight for it...

separate issues...
haiz i always felt so useless...
beneath tad cheerful n happy me...
lies an unconfidant n low self esteem truth...
i dunno y i felt tis way but...
i realise i had nt fulfill my role, nt done my part...
im seriously nt feelin so gd...
studies studies studies...
tads the current obstacle im facin...
i cant keep funkin my test...
i cant keep u company lik the others...
tads becauz nt i dun wanna...
i probably dun hav as much free time...
then can get gd results...
n 4 me if i dun study...
i wil juz keep flunkin...
i really hope for ur understandin...
cauz at this period of time...
im under immense pressure...
i really hope to get fired up n finish wad seems lik a rat race...
for the past yrs...
i always hear tis
"u reaped wad u sow"
nw i wanna ask myself...
for the past 3 yrs i hav nt sow anythin...
so for tis final fight...
do i wanna sow?
do i wanna reap the benefits...

i wanna shape my own future...
i admit jealously is gettin into my head at times...
but then i shall let it pass...
i always swallow everythin up...
bottlin everythin seemed to hav integrated into my life...
well rite nw...
i had bottle up to the brim...
im juz gonna burst soon...
as the o lvl passage saes...
the future is in ur hands...
i wanna shape mine...
i dun c any wrong wif it...
There is no real happiness except in the realization that we have accomplished something
- henry ford
INCONSOLABLE shall b my new song...
as the title suggest...
i think u peeps get my drift...

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weekends~!~
12:46 AM

hmm...
today was my prelims eng oral...
kinda did well i guess...
ms yap was my examiner...
she kept on smiling at me...
haha... totally FREAKY!!!
then i wanted 2 study at bishan library...
couldnt find much place...
so i went home...
went 2 study at arnd 4 plus...
kovan taught me hw 2 study humanities...
then i did some maths...
after tad went macs grab smth 2 eat...
came home...
as usual...
hse was lik a myraid of chatterboxes...
very noisy...
hmm mon cook some handmade noodles which was...
TOTALLY AWESOME!
anywayz...
kovan's concert is comin...
lets giv him a big surprise...
im full of ideas right nw...
hehe...
im up to no gd again...
feelin rather mischevious lately...
currently lookin for a new song for tis blog...
any suggestions?
haiz...
im startin 2 miss u...!

im so tired~!~
Friday, July 4, 2008 10:57 PM

ok lemme c...
the tagboard shall on b entertained AS n WHEN i lik... =)
its funny...
i put a taggie for spam down thr nobody wanna use... = '
anywayz... WOW so fast man...
haha lets c...

WEDNESDAY

tuition was a lil btr...
dunno wads up wif her...
suddenly stop scoldin me le...
nt tad its a bad thing =)

THURSDAY

let c...
avery came bak to sch...
his bdae is comin...
haha so we went 2 play soccer...
total of 10 of us...
then we play play play...
haha...
was sorta fun i guess...
after tad cab to mark's hse n bus bak home...
at nite i went down to find a place 2 study when the time comes...
lolz...
then josh called kovan...
turns out his visa application is delayed =(
hope he can make it 4 the concert...
then tok 2 mark...
ended up fallin aslp...

TODAY

was takin my o lvls chinese orals todae...
sorta screw up...
then went j8 meet mark n cheryl...
mark was damn bad...
but soon i joined the fun...
haha...
then cheryl go for tuition at 5.15 thinkin it starts at 5...
but soon she found out it starts at 4.30...
zzz wad a blur gal...
then me n mark wait for her 2 eat dinner...
i suggested PIZZA HUT...
mark agreed...
she was lik "nooooooo!" to the extent of beggin...
lol i mean literally beggin...
haha...
ate dinner come home lor...
tmr prelims eng orals...
SHIT MAN!

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