Sunday, April 12, 2009 1:02 AM
i had the most peculiar dream last nite...i was on the floor...tears were pourin down...ur bak was facin me...i stretched out my hands...callin out for u...u dint turn bak...instead...u took a step forward...away frm me...each step u took...i grew in despair...hopin tad u wil turn bak...i keep callin for u...but u juz wont turn arnd...it was the moz crushin feelin i ever experienced...nw i finally understands...OKOKenuff of nightmares...i was suppose to blog bout gd fri...okay...joyce came bak to sg...so we went to hang out wif her...but then...my hse is expectin guests at nite...therefore i cant stil til too late...gera suggested tis "party"her church gatherin...since terr, ash n kovan is goin...i think i shld giv it a try...ash... gosh hav lots to ask him...so i embarked on tis little path of gd fri...i was late... (nt surprising)reached admiralty...lol i realise alot of ppl...guessed wad...only 4 guys...me kovan ash n terr...ok then we started wif icebreakers...after tad i was aimed by the in charge...zzzwhacko i b the 1st...they were bombin names which i dun even noe who izzit...i was basically spinnin arnd...then when i nt whacko liao...they all cal my name...i kena whack...then nid split into grps...they lik sexist liddat... LOLall the guys b ldrs...okay fine...no complaints...then we play some games la...my grp consists of 2 diff cliques i guess...1 clique frm mayflower...the other im nt too sure...but they work tgt really well...watched the show...help them clear up...after tad...it was rainin pretty heavily...so me n terr chiong to bus stop...damn bloody cold...was DRENCHED....then we realise their bakgate nxt to the bus stop...hw smart gerwyn! *pat on the back*we cabbed to j8...we were tokin bout our grps n stuffs...gera claims the mayflower sec ppl seemed to lik me alot...ya rite...she sae help me get their number somemore...excuse me miss, i dun wan them!lol... i sound totally bitchy...nvm...then we walked arnd aimlessly at j8...the shows werent really appealin to us...so we ended up goin tpy to watch handsome suit...its a gd show...except tad i nid to rush to the toilet towards the end...due to my *burstin any minute* BLADDER....lol it was ok...after tad went home...geez...so many ppl...was dead tired...i rest for awhile...throwin away my task to entertain...well...i feel lik a sec sch kid again today...i hav no idea y...i think perhaps one day...
everythin can go bak...
to the way it was b4...
hw naive of me...