Sunday, April 5, 2009 3:36 AM
the day i stop lovin u is the day u genuinely want me to...
my heart is urs, do wad u wan wif it
u can make me so happy and at the same time so hurt even the best is replaced by u...
words are juz words...
yet they bring bak so many memories...
memories tad i had yet cleared...
tad i refuses to clear...
tad i dun think i ever wil clear...
im stuck rite nw...
once again...
juz lik afew yrs bak...
only tis time...
i gt help, i gt support...
i dunno wad i wanna do anymore...
i feel lik givin up...
but i dun wan to...
each day goes by, its gettin more hurtful...
the pain tad stays, tad nvr goes away...
the thoughts tad makes it so hard to bear...
n yet at the same time...
i cant help it...
its nt an action nw, its a habit...
i guess...
nt everything change...
im stil the same...