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Wednesday, January 21, 2009 1:12 AM
hmmm hi ppl...
its been more then a week since i last blog...
gotten the "earthshakin results"
miraculously my dad dint scold me...
mayb he had accepted the fact tad im beyond hope...
keep it tis way then...
work is catchin up on me...
im lik workin for lik freakin 14 hours, slp 4 hours n 4hours free time...
which i usually spend slpin my way thru =.="
okay CNY is comin...
rushin hampers by hampers...
apparently our last day is tis SAT...
so i guess i wont b join chris for soccer...
well...
work is gettin btr i guess...
leon keeps callin me slacker...
eunice keeps laughin at me...
michelle keeps disturbin me...
wen jie n his attitude again...
everyone is leavin...
the admin gal...
(forget her name, dint really get it though)
her cookies r nice...
she went 2 buy drinks wif me today...
haha...
everyone thr bio her sia...
jo is frendly...
so is iden...
hmm...
then gt tis packer gal...
dunno wad name de...
she noes i stay bishan...
she sae i tell her de...
but i dunno leh...
zzz
stil sae i STM somemore...
everyone is leavin by the end of tis wk...
n i dun think i wanna work after CNY...
well...
kx is the 1st to leave...
thur!
gd luk...
we wil miss the times crappin arnd...
JYJY for u noe wad...
im gonna miss them...
hope we keep contact...
i hav nth to say...
u dun leave n suddenly come bak expectin 2 get wad u wan...
rmb wad happen tad day 2 yrs bak...
it was rainin freakin heavily...
i walked in the rain all the way to ur hse...
juz to get an answer...
and look wad happen...
u turned ur bak on me...
and nw u r tellin me u had no choice?!
u hav no idea hw long i hav been waitin...
as the days go by, my hope diminishes...
my faith had turned into hatred...
n nw suddenly u r bak...
so wad if she doesnt care bout me?
u think u noe more bout her then i do? no?
so shut the fuck up will u?
sae somemore n we r no longer frens... got it?
my summer suddenly felt so cold...
y is tis so?!
the ans to all my questions aint smokin n drinkin...
im afraid...
its lookin juz lik another rebound...
im all alone for nw...
n i cant stop thinkin bout doin stupid things...
(no suicidal thoughts though)
i hate it when all thoughts came rushin into my head...
n its givin me a rush of emotions, an endless train of thoughts...
NEGATIVE ONES ESPECIALLY...
im listenin to songs on my computer...
and reminiscin the memories etched in each individual song...
the past is gone...
i really miss them =(
lookin bak...
i cant do anything...
im startin to miss lots of things...
lots of ppl...
oh gosh...
i really nid someone...
plz someone whom i can tok 2...
i seriously nid to tok...
i juz cant find time...
everyone is so cold nw...
im holdin out alone...
and im gonna fall soon...
call it coincidence...
current song playin - five minutes to midnight
its been more then a week since i last blog...
gotten the "earthshakin results"
miraculously my dad dint scold me...
mayb he had accepted the fact tad im beyond hope...
keep it tis way then...
work is catchin up on me...
im lik workin for lik freakin 14 hours, slp 4 hours n 4hours free time...
which i usually spend slpin my way thru =.="
okay CNY is comin...
rushin hampers by hampers...
apparently our last day is tis SAT...
so i guess i wont b join chris for soccer...
well...
work is gettin btr i guess...
leon keeps callin me slacker...
eunice keeps laughin at me...
michelle keeps disturbin me...
wen jie n his attitude again...
everyone is leavin...
the admin gal...
(forget her name, dint really get it though)
her cookies r nice...
she went 2 buy drinks wif me today...
haha...
everyone thr bio her sia...
jo is frendly...
so is iden...
hmm...
then gt tis packer gal...
dunno wad name de...
she noes i stay bishan...
she sae i tell her de...
but i dunno leh...
zzz
stil sae i STM somemore...
everyone is leavin by the end of tis wk...
n i dun think i wanna work after CNY...
well...
kx is the 1st to leave...
thur!
gd luk...
we wil miss the times crappin arnd...
JYJY for u noe wad...
im gonna miss them...
hope we keep contact...
i hav nth to say...
u dun leave n suddenly come bak expectin 2 get wad u wan...
rmb wad happen tad day 2 yrs bak...
it was rainin freakin heavily...
i walked in the rain all the way to ur hse...
juz to get an answer...
and look wad happen...
u turned ur bak on me...
and nw u r tellin me u had no choice?!
u hav no idea hw long i hav been waitin...
as the days go by, my hope diminishes...
my faith had turned into hatred...
n nw suddenly u r bak...
so wad if she doesnt care bout me?
u think u noe more bout her then i do? no?
so shut the fuck up will u?
sae somemore n we r no longer frens... got it?
my summer suddenly felt so cold...
y is tis so?!
the ans to all my questions aint smokin n drinkin...
im afraid...
its lookin juz lik another rebound...
im all alone for nw...
n i cant stop thinkin bout doin stupid things...
(no suicidal thoughts though)
i hate it when all thoughts came rushin into my head...
n its givin me a rush of emotions, an endless train of thoughts...
NEGATIVE ONES ESPECIALLY...
im listenin to songs on my computer...
and reminiscin the memories etched in each individual song...
the past is gone...
i really miss them =(
lookin bak...
i cant do anything...
im startin to miss lots of things...
lots of ppl...
oh gosh...
i really nid someone...
plz someone whom i can tok 2...
i seriously nid to tok...
i juz cant find time...
everyone is so cold nw...
im holdin out alone...
and im gonna fall soon...
call it coincidence...
current song playin - five minutes to midnight
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