im lookin forward to today actally...
Sunday, December 28, 2008 3:07 AM
woke up...dint do anythin much...went for some church thingy cheryl ask me to go for...dragged kovan...n now i think he is pissed...who cares...church thingy was rather okay...talked 2 afew ppl...somehw durin the preachin...the pastor said smth bout a challenge...a challenge to keep promises...suddenly wad he said seems to b targettin me...frm a diff light tad is...which is like... FUCK...i noe i cant swear...but i badly wanted to...then heard tad alan was sent to hospital...apparently he was ganged...but for a person lik him...1 person can tak 6...more then 2x of me sia...oso kena, wad is the world comin to...tmr wanted 2 visit him, i guess nt possible...they wanted to settle tis problem...i dunno if i shld get involved...went to eat after tad...n then we made cheryl try skirts n dresses...she was ON THE VERGE OF CRYIN MAN!after tad went somerset...some hw melissa came 2 look for me...zzzshe cabbed all the way thr...cant u let me enjoy a bottle of whisky in peace?!somehw the joy of watchin the cars lights keeps goin...its really splendid...then melissa started naggin...she wanted to send me home!
no way man... nvr in my life hav i gt send home by a gal!then no train alr...took a long bus ride...MAN TIS SUX...in the end i went 2 slp...to prevent her frm tokin 2 me...went amk find ppl...then they send me home...seriously i dunno wad 2 do anymore...shld i or shld i nt...brothers, i wanted 2 say tis...its his problems, he fix it himself...we all shldnt get involved...after so much...it hurts to c u all get send to hospital one by one...had u all nt had enuff?when u all asked me..."dun u wanna fight pretty badly?"sure enuff...but if i went bak to fight...it wil destroy everythin i wanted to change for...dun cont the chain...its nvr endin...addicted to anime lately...casshern sins openin song is nice =)code geass is nice too!honestly...thr r some things which i want to tell u badly...but its oso things tad wil b the best if left unsaid...so i wil juz keep quiet...no matter hw hard izzit, i wont move an inch...tis part...i dun c the point of writin anymore...i dun even noe whether u gt wad i wanna sae...so today...i shall stop here...it really feels great to c u today...take gd care of urself...Labels: hoplessly down or downright hopeless?