tis feelin is comin bak 2 me once more...
Friday, November 28, 2008 11:42 PM
mornin woke up...played soccer at kovan hse...targeted 10 goals...scored 10 goals...played n played...keeped for awhile...my reflexes were gettin agile...haiz...played til i can feel muscle cramps...i wanted 2 cont...i wanted 2 feel the pain of cramps again...but i cant help but to stop n think..."izzit stil gonna b the same?"nah... so i stopped...although was playin kinda well...but i dun realli get goin...lik realli play...after tad went 2 marcus hse instal FM09...its hell loads of instructions...then after tad i walked home...hmm...its a long way though...i walked n walked...my legs were blistered...n yet i cont...yes they do hurt...but i stil cont...dammit...reached home...were realli tired...done some smsin...makes me realli think...why do ppl nt stay happy...y do they want smth tad wil nt make them happy?well...in any other case...do cheer up...its really different...its as though i noe a diff person...u r the last person i wan to c who is nt happy...so plz stay happy alrites...well...im tryin 2 get everyone arnd me to b happy...its kinda satisfyin actually...to c everyone doin so well...i come straight to the point then...bout that letter...its btr if u dun read it...throw it away lik wad u r plannin 2 do...i wont blame u...cauz thinkin bak...it would b btr tis way...