move on, wipe tad sad smile off da face...
Sunday, November 23, 2008 9:26 PM
alright...
my previous post was written out of anger...
so if ppl who took offence to it...
ignored it...
i nvr regret...
went to bxb today...
zhao xiang volunteerin me to go teach pri sch kids nxt yr...
well...
i dun think im rdy for the job...
nevertheless, i wil giv it a try...
but goin bak 2 teach means i wil b separated wif fellow buddies...
yong hao, guo ming...
sure gonna miss them...
nvm, we can hav lunch lik hw we used 2 b...
lookin forward to workin wif jia jun however...
know him since sec sch...
was actually pushin him arnd...
but sure thing, he matured faster then me...
well... i juz hab 2 admit...
i was to immature in the past...
i wil tak a different approach tis time round...
gui long's weddin is round the corner...
man, lookin at the weddings...
i cant help but feel happy for them...
so blissful...
i sometimes think of...
(ok i shant start!)
then after tad the tried playin a game...
thr were lik 15 of us?
we played some polar bear thingy...
lemme xplain the rules...
we sit in a circle...
thr wil b 3 characters - 2 polar bears, a doctor n the rest are hunters...
thr wil b a facilitator...
the facilitator wil pick the polar bears n the doctor...
those unpick shall b the hunters...
1 round wil b split into 3 period...
1st period wil b the polar wil choose a person 2 kill...
the rest of the hunters (includin the doctor) wil close their eyes n bow down...
after choosin their target, they wil go bak 2 slp...
the 2nd period wil b the doctor's turn...
he wil then choose a person 2 save...
he can save anyone includin himself...
then the last phrase wil b when...
then person is killed...
the crowd wil pick 3 suspect n "kill" one of them...
those killed wil spectate the game wif the facilitator...
the game wil end when both polar bears r killed...
hmm...
the game started...
i wasnt pick as anyone...
so naturally i became the hunter...
guess wad?
i was suspected 2 b the one of the 2 polar bears...
so i was "killed" by my fellow hunters...
do i look so sinister?
then the game ended...
i dun hav the mood 2 play n therefore became the faciltator instead...
so we played n played...
till the camera crew came...
we r suppose 2 smile for gui long's surprise video...
"hopefully he dun read tis"
while...
hw am i suppose 2 smile when i cant?!
least i tried...
man... im feelin guilty rite nw...
i aint gonna attend his weddin...
n tis wil b his weddin present...
n i cant do it...
oh damn...
after tad...
went lunch wif guoming, yonghao, jiajun n yuanchi...
after tad went home...
all this while i hav been slpin away...
makes me feel btr for awhile...
especially when i woke up n everythin is stirrin...
well i guess tads the way it is for nw...
guess gd things realli come 2 an end...
haha thx alot guys for tryin very hard 2 cheer me on..
its appreciated... except for the smokin part...
well wad can i still sae...
sticks on me?
lol... dream on...
i stopped alr... u all shld too...
its rainin juz nw...
i sat down in the rain thinkin n thinkin...
somethin struck my mind...
am i actually hopin for a miracle would happen...
yes i am...
well...
JERVIS i gotta smth to say to you...
dun follow my footsteps...
fightin isnt the way out...
come out wif a solution together...
sendin each other 2 the hospital wont help...
it wil juz continue to create more disturbance...
knowin hw 2 fight doesnt make u big nw...
to me, knowin hw 2 fight is for defensive purposes...
u go in too deep...
it wil b hard to get out...
trust me tis once will u?
haiz no mood for anythin...
no games, no soccer, no movies, no pool...
look up some work alr...
u can find me...
i wil treat u...
*subject to change*
hope to get things into my head...
distract me for awhile...
given the no mood nw...
seems impossible...
DANG IT!
and...
plz dun try 2 contact me...
i only reply those i choose to...
woke up n hav lik 10 plus messages...
gettin irritatin...
sry to the rest...
runnin away wont help...
but lemme do it for the time being...
my previous post was written out of anger...
so if ppl who took offence to it...
ignored it...
i nvr regret...
went to bxb today...
zhao xiang volunteerin me to go teach pri sch kids nxt yr...
well...
i dun think im rdy for the job...
nevertheless, i wil giv it a try...
but goin bak 2 teach means i wil b separated wif fellow buddies...
yong hao, guo ming...
sure gonna miss them...
nvm, we can hav lunch lik hw we used 2 b...
lookin forward to workin wif jia jun however...
know him since sec sch...
was actually pushin him arnd...
but sure thing, he matured faster then me...
well... i juz hab 2 admit...
i was to immature in the past...
i wil tak a different approach tis time round...
gui long's weddin is round the corner...
man, lookin at the weddings...
i cant help but feel happy for them...
so blissful...
i sometimes think of...
(ok i shant start!)
then after tad the tried playin a game...
thr were lik 15 of us?
we played some polar bear thingy...
lemme xplain the rules...
we sit in a circle...
thr wil b 3 characters - 2 polar bears, a doctor n the rest are hunters...
thr wil b a facilitator...
the facilitator wil pick the polar bears n the doctor...
those unpick shall b the hunters...
1 round wil b split into 3 period...
1st period wil b the polar wil choose a person 2 kill...
the rest of the hunters (includin the doctor) wil close their eyes n bow down...
after choosin their target, they wil go bak 2 slp...
the 2nd period wil b the doctor's turn...
he wil then choose a person 2 save...
he can save anyone includin himself...
then the last phrase wil b when...
then person is killed...
the crowd wil pick 3 suspect n "kill" one of them...
those killed wil spectate the game wif the facilitator...
the game wil end when both polar bears r killed...
hmm...
the game started...
i wasnt pick as anyone...
so naturally i became the hunter...
guess wad?
i was suspected 2 b the one of the 2 polar bears...
so i was "killed" by my fellow hunters...
do i look so sinister?
then the game ended...
i dun hav the mood 2 play n therefore became the faciltator instead...
so we played n played...
till the camera crew came...
we r suppose 2 smile for gui long's surprise video...
"hopefully he dun read tis"
while...
hw am i suppose 2 smile when i cant?!
least i tried...
man... im feelin guilty rite nw...
i aint gonna attend his weddin...
n tis wil b his weddin present...
n i cant do it...
oh damn...
after tad...
went lunch wif guoming, yonghao, jiajun n yuanchi...
after tad went home...
all this while i hav been slpin away...
makes me feel btr for awhile...
especially when i woke up n everythin is stirrin...
well i guess tads the way it is for nw...
guess gd things realli come 2 an end...
haha thx alot guys for tryin very hard 2 cheer me on..
its appreciated... except for the smokin part...
well wad can i still sae...
sticks on me?
lol... dream on...
i stopped alr... u all shld too...
its rainin juz nw...
i sat down in the rain thinkin n thinkin...
somethin struck my mind...
am i actually hopin for a miracle would happen...
yes i am...
well...
JERVIS i gotta smth to say to you...
dun follow my footsteps...
fightin isnt the way out...
come out wif a solution together...
sendin each other 2 the hospital wont help...
it wil juz continue to create more disturbance...
knowin hw 2 fight doesnt make u big nw...
to me, knowin hw 2 fight is for defensive purposes...
u go in too deep...
it wil b hard to get out...
trust me tis once will u?
haiz no mood for anythin...
no games, no soccer, no movies, no pool...
look up some work alr...
u can find me...
i wil treat u...
*subject to change*
hope to get things into my head...
distract me for awhile...
given the no mood nw...
seems impossible...
DANG IT!
and...
plz dun try 2 contact me...
i only reply those i choose to...
woke up n hav lik 10 plus messages...
gettin irritatin...
sry to the rest...
runnin away wont help...
but lemme do it for the time being...
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