bring on the pain...
Monday, November 24, 2008 10:45 PM
woke up at arnd 10...dint feel lik doin anythin...so i juz sit thr lo...sat thr n when my mind start to think...i turned on the com...i dun wan my mind 2 think...then went 2 find my mom n aunts...they seem to b pretty happy tgt...seein them happy tgt shall ease my mind...afterall they watch me grow up...losin them wil b a big blow...came bak...wanted to try n play soccer...no one free...so i went joggin...timin improved...16.11 which is 44 secs earlier compared 2 last time...16.55 was my previous timin...im runnin as though my lungs r burstin...the pain, the pantings...they r juz so... superficial...wanted 2 go do gym but terr isnt free...so i juz ran the whole park compare 2 the threadmill...my arms r sore alr...doin pumpin n stuffs...im dumb...tryin 2 force my mind 2 think bout pain n stuffs...dunno whether it works nt...class chalet's tmr...dun hav the mood 2 go actually...but i wil c them for one last time so might as well...well... it sure is painful...