YOUR voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Tuesday, September 16, 2008 10:40 PM
"strike me down wif lightnin let me feel u in my veins i wanna let u noe hw much i feel ur pain..."bak frm sch...things dun change do they?gettin horrendous results...hw am i gonna face anyone...most of all, hw am i gonna face myself?its nt bout gettin angry wif urself lik kovan...or gettin regretful lik terr...but rather on hw am i gonna face my future?all the things i had imagine since i was young...my ambitions...my hopes for a btr life...for my loved ones...seriously fucked up rite nw!
1 month to o lvls...wad can i do?or rather wad i wanna do...its nw or nvr...wif such a short period of time...im seriously losin faith... IN MYSELF...FUCK IT MAN...anywayz...went to eat after sch...then bought bubbletea...on the way bak... then cheryl called...found out darlin was left in J8 all alone...went to look for her...walk walk liao send her home...love her so much...well at least she cheers me up a lil...i hav somethin to b happy bout...guo ming is bak frm aussie...goin dinner wif him tmr...at quality hotel...ZOMG... im gettin FAT!