i noe... and i dunno...
Monday, September 22, 2008 10:36 PM
hmm call it stress or freakin out or wadeva...
i think i hav a serious problem rite here...
i always show care n concern for ppl til i forgt bout tis 1 very impt person...
myself...
its funny hw i always hear ppl out...
giv them solutions...
but untimately...
im the one who nids help...
im losin it...
as zh said...
i nid a drive, a vision...
something i dun hav...
mayb tads becauz i worried too much bout other ppl...
i dun even hav time for myself...
arghhh screw it...
i hav a plan, but i cant execute it...w
wad am i gonna do?
i hav no idea...
im tired... mayb exhausted...
but i cant juz stop here...
afterall if tads the way u wan it...
anything goes rong, U WIL B THE BLAME FOR IT...
SO FUCKIN STOP ACTIN AS U HAV SO MUCH KNOWLEDGE...
IM SICK N TIRED OF U!
THROUGHOUT MY WHOLE LIFE U NVR DID PRAISED ME...
ALL U WAN WAS ME TO B THE PERFECT SON...
THE ONE WHO ACES EVERYTHIN...
STRAIGHT As ISNT ENUFF FOR U EH?
O LVLS WAD U WAN ME TO GET?
0 POINTS?
MAYB IF U CAN JUZ B ABIT MORE REALISTIC...
MAYB IF U COULD HAV JUZ FACE THE MUSIC...
I WOULDNT FEEL TIS WAY NW...
CAUZ ALL U DO IS ONLY TOK TOK TOK...
NO ACTIONS MADE...
N SO I DESPISE U FOR WHO U R TODAY...
CAUZ U UNLIKE ME NVR BOTHER IMPROVIN URSELF...
U THINK U R GOD DAMN RIGHT...
LEMME TELL U SMTH...
UR FUCKIN ATTITUDE IS THE CAUZ...
OF UR CURRENT STATE RIGHT NW...
YES I DUN DESPISE U...
TADS LONG AGO...
I HATE U, I LOOK DOWN ON U...
CAUZ U WAN A PERFECT SON...
Y NT TRY BEIN A PERFECT FATHER...
IF U CANT DO TAD...
THEN DUN EXPECT THINGS TO WORK OUT THE WAY U WANTED...
AFTERALL IM A HUMAN NT A FUCKIN ROBOT...
sry for tis part...
feelin fucked...
i think i hav a serious problem rite here...
i always show care n concern for ppl til i forgt bout tis 1 very impt person...
myself...
its funny hw i always hear ppl out...
giv them solutions...
but untimately...
im the one who nids help...
im losin it...
as zh said...
i nid a drive, a vision...
something i dun hav...
mayb tads becauz i worried too much bout other ppl...
i dun even hav time for myself...
arghhh screw it...
i hav a plan, but i cant execute it...w
wad am i gonna do?
i hav no idea...
im tired... mayb exhausted...
but i cant juz stop here...
afterall if tads the way u wan it...
anything goes rong, U WIL B THE BLAME FOR IT...
SO FUCKIN STOP ACTIN AS U HAV SO MUCH KNOWLEDGE...
IM SICK N TIRED OF U!
THROUGHOUT MY WHOLE LIFE U NVR DID PRAISED ME...
ALL U WAN WAS ME TO B THE PERFECT SON...
THE ONE WHO ACES EVERYTHIN...
STRAIGHT As ISNT ENUFF FOR U EH?
O LVLS WAD U WAN ME TO GET?
0 POINTS?
MAYB IF U CAN JUZ B ABIT MORE REALISTIC...
MAYB IF U COULD HAV JUZ FACE THE MUSIC...
I WOULDNT FEEL TIS WAY NW...
CAUZ ALL U DO IS ONLY TOK TOK TOK...
NO ACTIONS MADE...
N SO I DESPISE U FOR WHO U R TODAY...
CAUZ U UNLIKE ME NVR BOTHER IMPROVIN URSELF...
U THINK U R GOD DAMN RIGHT...
LEMME TELL U SMTH...
UR FUCKIN ATTITUDE IS THE CAUZ...
OF UR CURRENT STATE RIGHT NW...
YES I DUN DESPISE U...
TADS LONG AGO...
I HATE U, I LOOK DOWN ON U...
CAUZ U WAN A PERFECT SON...
Y NT TRY BEIN A PERFECT FATHER...
IF U CANT DO TAD...
THEN DUN EXPECT THINGS TO WORK OUT THE WAY U WANTED...
AFTERALL IM A HUMAN NT A FUCKIN ROBOT...
sry for tis part...
feelin fucked...
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