i realli dun wanna go home...
Monday, June 2, 2008 10:20 PM
fuck it man...life is in a mess...no matter hw hard im tryin to mend...i can nvr b gd in ur eyes...u shout at me everyday lik nobody's business...then make freakin negative comments...make stupid rules...lik no stayin awake after 11...when usin com cant use tv...wad the fuck la...everytime u scold me i can tolerate...but tad doesnt mean i tak it for granted...its accumulatin inside me... i day i go burst...ask urself y becauz u r the cauz...u think u can juz order me arnd...send me to boys home, i dun mind...least i can make some brothers in thr...well u think u can use ur authority as a parent so much...?well i learnt somethin tad is nt taught in sch...REBEL...so if 1 day i look back n ask whether i regretted doin it...i wil sae no...u r temptin me to go bak to my ways...i dunno wad to sae...im totally confused rite nw...nw all i wanna tell u is...i giv u the results u wan, u fuckin stay out of my life...cauz its my life...i dun find ur ways useful at all...so stop fuckin force ur methods into MY LIFE...dun wanna post wad happened today...hav too much to worry bout...n i hav 2 draw a line between love n infatuation...im infatuated wif alot of ppl these days...but then... NVM gt no mood...thx annabelle for offerin 2 hear me out though...nevertheless thankyu all for the support given...gd nitez all...im ok... for nw at least...1 day if i go nuts...reveal this post out...let the whole world noe...!